Suzuko made a bold decision to leave the child behind.

No matter how hard Aunt Hao persuades, Suzu just doesn't change her original intention, she is ready to endure hardships, and she raises the child alone, she feels that she has this ability.

"You stupid girl, you will definitely regret it one day!" Aunt Hao almost beat her chest, although she also knew that Lingzi was a bull, and if she made a decision, eight horses couldn't pull it back.

Suzuko didn't refute either, she knew it was a risky decision, but what made her more determined was the child's more and more frequent fetal movements, which she felt was a signal, as if the child was punching and kicking her to tell her, "Don't abandon me, don't give up on me, Mom!"

In the dead of night, Suzuko leaned on the bed and gently stroked her belly, and talked to the child stupidly: "Baby, this time I have the ability to decide everything, I will never give up on you, from now on I will do my best to keep what I love, and never let go!"

Aunt Hao asked Suzuko to wait for Chen Xin to move into the house as soon as she got married, but Suzuko refused without thinking about it, "Sister Xinxin has to go back in a few days, where do you let her live? Suzuko said it lightly.

"It's going to be cold after a while, do you want to be confined in the garage?" Aunt Hao was anxious.

"Aunt Hao, don't worry about it, I've thought about it, I'm going to find a room to rent in the community, the kind with heating, and if you have a little guy in the future, it's noisy and noisy, and it's not suitable to live with you." ”

"People are small and big, you have a lot of ideas!" Aunt Hao couldn't help but take the bell, "Okay, I'll take care of you when you're confined." "Aunt Hao feels sorry for Lingzi, how can she do it without a family member around her?

Suzuko couldn't resist her, so she had to agree.

Finally, the day of Chen Xin's marriage has arrived, the sun is shining brightly on this day, the sun shows a red smiling face from the eastern horizon early in the morning, the autumn is high and refreshing, the sky is blue and blue without a trace of clouds, and the bell does not watch the excitement at home, and goes to the morning market to set up a stall as usual.

Originally, she was going to stay at home to help, but yesterday a few old ladies in the community were chatting at the door, talking about the local custom of marrying daughters, pregnant women must not appear around, otherwise it will be bad for the bride, Aunt Hao glanced at Lingzi, and quickly said: "What kind of feudal superstition is this, our family doesn't talk about this." ”

But Suzu secretly wrote it down, she couldn't let Chen Xin and Aunt Hao make a blockage in their hearts, this kind of thing is believed or not, since someone said it, Suzu must consider others and save it from affecting the festive mood.

Chen Xin has been busy, Aunt Hao didn't tell her about Suzu's pregnancy, originally she wanted to ask Suzuko to be a bridesmaid, Suzu hurriedly waved her hand and refused, making up a nonsense, saying that there are customs in her hometown, and she is a wooden life, so she can't be a bridesmaid, Chen Xin believed it, but Aunt Hao glanced at Suzuzi deeply, and sighed secretly, this child is too sensible.

Business was good this morning, Suzu made three hundred yuan at the end of the morning market, she looked at the time, Chen Xin's auspicious time was nine o'clock in the morning, and now it is only seven o'clock, I am afraid that I have not yet married, and Suzu can't go back.

I don't know if it's a psychological effect, since I know that I have a child, Suzuko feels that she is always hungry, and she doesn't feel it at all at this time, and sometimes she goes to the wholesale market to buy something on the way.

There are not many clothes left, Suzuko packed up the shelves and inventory, and was ready to eat something first, in the past, it was enough to deal with it by one person, but now it is not good, the child in the belly needs nutrition, Suzuko decided to have a luxury and go to drink grits soup.

The most famous grits soup restaurant in Phoenix City is called Chaoyang Grits Restaurant, at about seven o'clock you can't squeeze in at all, people who come to drink grits soup line up in a long line, there are generally two rows of lines, one row is to make grits soup, and the other row is next to the oil pot of freshly fried fritters.

The master in charge of serving the grits soup stands in front of a huge barrel-shaped pot with boiled grits inside, and the hot aroma wafts out when the lid is opened first.

The position of the pot is very high, and the master generally stands high on the stove, with a majestic appearance, holding a stainless steel long-handled scoop in his hand, stirring and stirring in it, fully integrating the wheat kernels and barley under the pot with the fragrant beef bone broth on the top, making the whole grits soup thick and rich, making people salivate.

Many people who come to drink grits soup like to stir an egg in it first, and a spoonful of hot boiling grits soup is poured down, which immediately becomes a bowl of grits soup with egg drops, plus a few thin slices of cooked beef, sprinkled with minced coriander, and finally a few drops of sesame oil, and it feels incurable.

The perfect match for grits soup is fritters, hot fritters just out of the pot, crispy and delicious, eat a mouthful of fritters and drink a mouthful of grits soup, I feel that I am a winner in life.

There are also some people who like to break the fritters and soak them in the grits soup, which is really fragrant, especially in autumn and winter, when a bowl of hot and fragrant grits soup goes down to the stomach, and the whole body is warm from head to toe.

Suzuko parked the tricycle at the entrance of the Chaoyang Grits Restaurant, it was already eight o'clock at the moment, and the people who went to work had already finished eating, leaving a few sporadic diners sitting on the small table in front of the door drinking grits soup.

"Boss, a bowl of five pieces of grits soup, ask for eggs, not coriander. Suzuko said that she had followed Chen Xin to eat once, and she still had some experience.

"Two fritters. "The boss is serving the grits soup, and Suzu has already bought the fritters, and used a small bamboo basket to find an empty table to put down.

Carefully brought the grits soup to the table, the boss was so generous, a sea bowl was full, and it almost overflowed.

There is also a free supply of small pickles, and Suzuko chose the special sour and spicy pickles of the grits restaurant, which are prepared with cabbage hearts and shredded mustard greens, which makes people appetize when they look at it.

"Little one, my mother is too extravagant for you, you have to eat and drink well, and be obedient. Suzuko was talking to the child in her heart while eating, and a doting smile involuntarily appeared on her face.

A breakfast cost six yuan, which was undoubtedly very luxurious for the bell back then, you must know that she usually only drinks a bowl of soy milk for five cents, plus a one-dollar baked cake, five cents a tea and eggs are reluctant to eat, six yuan is enough for the usual four days of breakfast.

The grits soup without beef is only two yuan a bowl, and the locals call it grits embryos, and with three pieces of beef, five yuan a bowl is almost half a bowl of beef, so it makes sense for Suzuko to say that he is extravagant.

In fact, Suzuko herself knows that the reason why she is so impulsive today is also to appease her lost heart, Chen Xin married her officer husband in a beautiful manner, today is her good day, Suzuko is envious in her heart.

But when I think about myself, I stopped going to school early, I had no decent job and could only set up a stall, I was pregnant with a child who was unladylike, and I didn't even have the right to see off Sister Xinxin, and my life was really miserable.

But no matter what, life has to go on, for the sake of herself and for the sake of the child, Suzuko ate all the food, full of heat and strength, she cheered up, pedaled the tricycle in the direction of the wholesale market.