Chapter 346: A Struggle Decision
At eight o'clock in the evening, Qiu Lan came to the private room of the Starry Night Tea Restaurant early to wait for Qi Mo, although she didn't know what Qi Mo was looking for her, but she could probably guess that it was related to the child in her belly.
"Miss, what do you want?" a waitress dressed in immature clothes cautiously walked into the private room and asked softly.
"I want a cup of lemon tea, and then a cup of red dates and wolfberry health tea. Qiu Lan pursed her red lips, thought for a moment, and ordered a sweet but not greasy little cake for Qi Mo.
After writing down the order, the waitress politely left the private room, and not long after, Qi Mo pushed the door in.
She raised her eyes and glanced at the people in the private room, slowly walked in, sat down on the sofa opposite Qiu Lan, and sighed lightly, with a solemn expression.
"Momo, why are you so unhappy?" Qiu Lan frowned, her eyes full of worry, "Don't think too much when you're pregnant, if you're in a bad mood, the baby will feel it." ”
"It's useless to feel it. Qi Mo lowered his eyes and whispered.
Qiu Lan didn't hear this sentence clearly, she just raised her eyebrows and said slowly, "What?
"No, nothing. Qi Mo bit his lip, his eyes wandering from side to side unnaturally.
Listening to her words, Qiu Lan let out a long breath of relief, shrugged her shoulders slightly, and asked with concern, "Momo, what is the matter with you suddenly calling me?"
She didn't finish speaking, but she understood the next words, and Qi Mo also understood.
"Hmm. Qi Mo nodded, and a touch of loss came from her eyes, "I thought about it for several days, but I still decided." ”
Suddenly, there was a crisp knock on the door, interrupting her, "Excuse me, but you have ordered it, can you send it in?"
This should be the waitress who just ordered.
"Send it in. Qiu Lan pursed her lips and set her eyes on the place where she entered the door.
Sure enough, it was the waitress who came in this time, Qiu Lan also looked at it twice, she always felt that this girl was so familiar, as if she had seen it somewhere, but she was not impressed at all for a while.
The waiter carefully carried the tray, placed the two cups and the delicate plate on the table, and left the private room.
Qiu Lan's eyes sank, her brows furrowed slightly, and her mind kept thinking about the girl's face.
Where have you seen it?
"Xiao Lan, what's wrong with you?" Qi Mo, who was sitting opposite her, saw her stunned and stunned appearance, and asked softly.
"No, it's okay, Momo, you go on, what is your final decision?" Qiu Lan stopped thinking about the girl and shifted her attention to Qi Mo.
"Me. Qi Mo twisted his fingers nervously, and dense fine sweat appeared on his forehead, "I, I." ”
She hesitated for a long time, but never said the answer, but picked up the water on the table and sipped it lightly, relieving the entanglement and struggle in her heart.
Looking at her appearance, Qiu Lan's heart immediately understood that this was a very difficult and cruel answer, she was overcoming the reluctance and pain in her heart, so she couldn't say it for a long time.
The air in the private room froze instantly, Qiu Lan didn't speak, she was giving Qi Mo enough space and time to think seriously about this problem.
After all, the child's stay is an important choice question for the two of them, and even for Xu Chengyan.
As time passed, Qi Mo's sigh rose and fell in the private room, she wrinkled her brows in great confusion, and reluctantly spoke: "Xiaolan, I want to kill this child." ”
The cold voice settled heavily on the table, Qiu Lan chuckled in her heart, her eyes sank, and there was an indescribable sadness and sadness in her heart, "You, have you really decided?"
"Hmm. Qi Mo nodded helplessly, "I thought about it for a few days, and I still plan to have an abortion." ”
Abortion surgery.
In Qiu Lan's eyes, this term is cold.
Every such operation means the fall of a small life, and they have not yet had time to see the rising sun in the east and the beauty of this world.
Somehow, she felt a little uncontrollable sadness in her heart, but she also understood Qi Mo's difficulties.
This child was an accident, he shouldn't have come, if he was born, I am afraid it would turn Qi Mo's life upside down, and no one knows whether such a huge change would be good or bad.
"When?" Qiu Lan slowed down, and it was difficult to hide sadness in her cold voice.
"Tomorrow. Qi Mo gritted his back molars and said with difficulty, "I have made an appointment, and I will have an examination in the hospital tomorrow, and if there is no problem, I can do the operation." ”
"Is there really no room for redemption? Maybe Officer Xu will accept this child?"
When she said this, she not only cherished this little life, but also stood in the perspective of a doctor to be responsible for Qi Mo.
In this society, although many women have had abortions, the physical damage to women is inevitable and irreversible, and there may be many gynecological complications that follow one after another.
"No!"
As soon as she heard Xu Chengyan's name, Qi Mo's eyes immediately became in a trance, and she almost didn't hesitate at all, and threw out the word directly.
"I won't try this child, the incident that night was originally a misunderstanding, this child is just the result of a misunderstanding, I don't want to use this child to bind him, or morally kidnap him, I don't have to be responsible for him. ”
Since Qi Mo had already said this, Qiu Lan couldn't say anything more, so she could only nod slightly, "Then I'll go with you tomorrow." ”
"Good. ”
The fate of the little guy was decided in this way, Qiu Lan respected Qi Mo's decision very much, but there was still an irrepressible loss and sadness in her heart.
When she returned to the Clear Water Bay apartment, that low feeling still rippled in her heart.
The enthusiastic golden retriever fluttered at her feet as usual, and smiled obediently, but she couldn't arouse the slightest interest, and gently touched Cookie's head and went back to the room.
Li Shanghan, who was sitting on the sofa in the living room, looked at her appearance and frowned involuntarily, and couldn't help but have some doubts and worries in his heart.
No matter how tired she was before, the expression on her face when she came back was very relaxed, but today it was extremely heavy.
Did something happen?
He glanced sideways at a painting placed on the shoe cabinet in the doorway, got up and walked over, quietly hid the painting behind him, and then knocked on Qiu Lan's bedroom door, "Can you come in?"
"Hmm? Qiu Lan in the room seemed to be a little surprised, and first snorted questionably before nodding.
Li Shanghan, who was standing behind the door, gently pushed open the door and walked in.
Qiu Lan was half-lying on the bed, holding a pillow in her hand, the expression on her face was slightly serious, "You, is there anything wrong with you?"
"No, me. Li Shanghan coughed lightly twice, his eyebrows moved slightly, "I just see that you seem to be in a bad mood, is there something wrong?"