Even if Xu Suining didn't say it, Chen Lu knew that he was absolutely terrifying.

Otherwise, how could she curl up in such a position.

He wanted to take Xu Suining into his arms and comfort her, but the person who made her sad and scared was clearly himself, and he didn't dare to go up and touch her at all.

Chen Lu has never been so at a loss in his life, and it is the first time that he even choked up his voice, and said: "Suisui, don't be afraid, I'll go to the doctor, I'll go to the doctor now, I'll go right away." ”

He pulled his legs and was about to go out.

When Xu Suining heard that he was going to run around alone, she still held back her fear, raised her head, reached out and grabbed him, she said, "Chen Lu, don't walk around." ”

"Okay, I don't walk around. He said quickly.

Xu Suining smiled at him reluctantly.

Chen Lu's walking rhythm was chaotic, he walked back to the sofa, found his mobile phone randomly, and called the psychiatrist.

When he walked to Xu Suining's side again, he stretched out his hand to her three times and withdrew it, and finally said with difficulty: "Suisui, I'm just too sick, but I took medicine, I thought it wouldn't be like this." ”

Xu Suining didn't dare to look at Chen Lu's face, the helplessness on that face would make her feel distressed, and she was also afraid that she would see the ruthlessness just now, that ruthlessness, and at this moment, she still had palpitations.

But she still held out her hand to him, unwaveringly.

Chen Lu got a little encouragement, so he dared to come up and touch her. He crouched down, carefully carried her back to the couch, and checked again to see if she was hurt.

Xu Suining had been avoiding his gaze, and although she controlled it well, Chen Lu still found out.

He felt a feeling of suffocation.

Because he scared those closest to him.

Xie Jin came over right away. Chen Lu said hoarsely, "I won't approach you if I sit next to you, wait for Xie Jin to come over and show me." ”

Xu Suining took a deep breath and said, "You don't have to sit next to you, you just sit with me." I know, I know you're just sick. Don't blame yourself, okay?"

Chen Lu still refused to sit next to her, and was very wary of himself.

Xu Suining was very distressed, grabbed his hand, knelt on the sofa with both legs, and hugged him into his arms.

She obviously felt that her legs were still unstable, but she felt that Chen Lu needed her, so she still forced herself.

In this position, Chen Lu's head just rested on her waist and abdomen, and the whole person trembled violently.

"I ......"

Xu Suining said: "It's okay. ”

"You'd better stay away from me in the future. Chen Lu's voice was extremely hoarse.

Xu Suining didn't answer, and stroked his hair silently. Chen Lu's hair quality has always been very good, but recently, it seems to be much worse.

Xie Jin came an hour later, and after listening to what Chen Lu said, the whole person looked a little serious, and said: "Chen Lu, it's best for you to go abroad for long-term treatment, you are very serious this time." I can't get much better with the medicine. ”

Chen Lu looked at Xu Suining and did not speak.

"Of course, you must have your own plans, you discuss it with your family yourself, and it will take some time to arrange it over there. Xie Jin said.

"Hmm. Chen Lu responded.

Xie Jin said to Xu Suining again: "You have been recently, it's best not to stay alone with him." Let him move back in, and then bring some paramedics over. ”

When he said this, Chen Lu's eyelashes fluttered a few times, not obviously, but betraying his uneasy mood.

Xu Suining said: "Okay. ”

This must be done today.

When Xie Jin left, Xu Suining sent him out.

When the two of them were downstairs, Xie Jin said, "Miss Xu, what do you think?"

Xu Suining was also at a loss and shook his head.

Xie Jin said meaningfully: "You must know that this kind of mental illness is difficult to cure, you have to think clearly, whether you can accept it, and live like this with a person who will get sick at any time for the rest of your life."