Xu Suining calmed down for a while before he called Xie Xi and said, "Auntie, Chen Lu's condition is not very good. “

I couldn't say a word for a long time.

......

When Xu Suining met Xie Xi. The smile on his face was very reluctant.

She probably didn't know how haggard she looked, her eye sockets were sunken, and her skin was sallow and sallow because of insomnia, which was too far from her usual energetic image.

Xie Xi said guiltily and distressedly: "Ning Ning." You have to take care of your body. “

Xu Suining didn't have time to take care of himself, and said, "He has become silent now." I didn't have any interest, so I just lay down. I don't know what to do anymore. “

She could guarantee that she had that patience, but she didn't dare to guarantee that Chen Lu would ignore her.

Xie Xi said: "I'll go see him, you go and rest first." “

Xu Suining nodded.

When she entered the room, the silence made her a little surprised, and when she walked to Chen Lu's side. He was cowering under the covers, and she called him several times, but he couldn't hear him.

Xie Xi only felt sad and said with a smile: "Ah Lu, is it okay to talk to your mother?"

Naturally, no one answered, Xie Xi said to himself: "When I first gave birth to you, I was only twenty years old. “

"Actually, I shouldn't have given birth to you, and giving birth to you just made you suffer. It's also a coincidence, I just found out that your dad doesn't love me, and there is you. So for the rest of my life. Destined to be tormented by him. Xie Xi smiled and said. "I hate him so much, when I like him, he takes advantage of me, I finally like someone else, but he makes that person leave me completely. Mom used to be a good girl and followed him. Smoking and drinking are all learned. “

Xie Xi stretched out his hand to cut Chen Lu's hair before continuing. "I hate him so much that I want to hate you too. I wanted to die, but every time your dad threatened me with you, I didn't dare die. He said, I have to watch you grow up, and it goes to my heart, so I endured it day after day. Ah Lu, Mom has lasted so long for you, if you can't hold on, I'm gone. “

"Aru. The man's mother can find it again, but the mother only has a son like you. “

Xie Xi said. His eyes were slightly red, and then he wiped them with his hands very naturally.

She paused for a moment, sighed and said, "Ning Ning is also tired, if she doesn't want to survive one day." Just change mom. Mom will be with you for the rest of your life. “

Chen Lu still didn't move. Xie Xi was not discouraged when he came the next day. Holding a piece of paper in his hand.

She spread out the paper, and Xu Suining found that it was a tattered painting. It depicts a woman holding a child. And half, torn.

Xu Suining guessed what was going on.

This painting. It was probably when Chen Lu was a child, looking forward to Xie Xi's return. Painted a family of three.

Xie Xi entered the bedroom, spread out the painting in front of Chen Lu, and said with a smile: "Do you remember this painting?" I originally lost it, but then I was reluctant and wanted to pick it up, but I happened to find that the painting was thrown in the trash by me, I was sad to see you, and I felt very guilty. It was later stolen from you and kept until now. “

Chen Lu's eyes flashed, and he finally reacted and glanced at her.

Xie Xi was a little moved and said: "I'm quite proud, you can paint so well at such a young age, I can't paint so well." Actually, I often take this out and look at it, and sometimes I miss you, so I just look twice. “

Chen Lu said hoarsely: "Why is it only half?"

His rare opening made Xie Xi very excited, and she quickly explained: "Your father's part was torn by me. Alyu, it's never like your paintings, I just don't like your father. “

Chen Lu lowered his eyes, and his voice became softer: "Then why, you have a new lover, don't you take me with you?" I secretly asked that man, and he said that he didn't hate me, so it had nothing to do with him, it was you who didn't want me. “