I was often relieved that she was finally gone, and that it was finally a mission for me.

My father asked me an even stranger question, or one that I couldn't help but answer.

"Ou Ruoxi, didn't you just tell me that your mother would call me during dinner? But now that I haven't received a call, how can I sleep, and didn't your mother say that she will be back in two days? ”

"Mother, I have already called just now, and I want to ask you if you have eaten seriously, have you taken medicine seriously, have you lost your temper? I have told my father and mother, you are doing very well today, saying that your mother will be back in two days, and I want you to arrange to pick up the plane. ”

I had to coax my father, because I knew that there was an intermittent recovery in his memory, but it would never be possible to return to the old quarrels, all of which were so cruel to him.

Maybe the good things will soon disappear in my father's mind, making the illness worse day by day, but in fact, all the things will become ignorant with all the illness.

When he still has some memories, I'd rather use these lies to deceive my mother.

I can't even tell him that my mother is lying in the hospital worse than him, and now she is lying in a vegetative state, and she can be life-threatening anytime and anywhere because she doesn't have a fixed monthly treatment fee.

I can't tell my father that if it weren't for Luo Jin, I wouldn't have been able to maintain my mother's huge medical expenses.

I can't even tell you some secret things between me and Luo Jin, although I don't have any meaningful blood relationship with Luo Jin at all.

But these things always become this kind of ethical question in the eyes of poets.

Everything has changed since his mother married Luo Jin's father, and who would have known that it would happen to this day.

I took out the medicine and warm water and handed it to my father, who cared for him like a kindergarten child.

"Come, my mother just called and said, you have to take a medicine honestly, and your mother will come back when the medicine is ready, and your mother may call to greet you after half an hour, who will take the medicine quickly, your mother may have to investigate when she comes back." ”

"Okay, okay, Ou Ruoxi, you can't tell your mother, I don't take medicine, I take medicine obediently, I promised my mother every time, take that medicine well, don't make your mother angry." ”

My father was like a good child, and I took the medicine directly, and after taking the medicine, I asked my mother where she had gone, and why the phone hadn't come at this time, and I was really talking nonsense, and I opened the cartoon for my father to see.

My father still hasn't fallen asleep, he's still in a good state, and he's constantly in a new situation, I don't know why my father is in a particularly good state today, and I'm asking about my mother's whereabouts a lot.

Especially after watching this TV, my father remembered and asked me about these situations, but he asked more than a dozen times, why hasn't my mother called yet?

"Ou Ruoxi, what's the matter with your mother? You haven't called at this time, is it because you have encountered some business trip problems on the road or what? You should quickly ask your mother to call, or call over?"

I can only lose the trick and coax, huh.

What else can I do? Although my father's temper is now irritable and angry again and again, so what can I do when I get bigger, even if my father loses the most temper, I can't go, tell him that my mother is already lying in the hospital.

It was a strong tug-of-war, and I had to fight my father in this way, and I even prayed that the drug would recover as soon as possible.

The effect of this medicine finally worked, and my father finally couldn't see this sleeping pill anymore, and finally fell asleep deeply.

I hurriedly worked with the nurse to lift my father from the couch to bed, and then lifted him to cover the bed, and then adjusted it to a constant temperature, and locked up the momentum, I don't know, I will definitely fall asleep in the case of a night's medication, and I won't wake up until at least 7:00 tomorrow.

This is my father, I say he's not my father, he's just my stepfather.

But I am very grateful to my stepfather, because my stepfather gave me and my mother a quiet world under the eaves of the roof, so that I could have speed and food, and I could enjoy higher education and see some of the wider world.

But it was also because it was my mother who married here, and all the nightmares began.

There is no way, many things in life are simply something that you and I can't choose, what you choose is not what you are willing or unwilling, and you started to make such a multiple-choice question at the beginning, and you can only follow this multiple-choice question step by step.

After I turned off the light, I really closed the door and looked like I was sleeping.

Just as I was about to exit this room, I was surprised to find that it was Luo Jin standing at the door, and he was looking at me with a smile.

I was startled, my heart was pounding, but I wouldn't show my fear in front of him, I just showed a very calm expression, I walked past him, closed the door of this room by the way, and then planned to go upstairs, all the masks have been worn for long today, I am now recovering myself.

As soon as I walked to the steps, Luo Jin behind me directly said to me in a vicious language, or even more carelessly, such as the same dagger, which hurt more in my heart.

"What's wrong? I feel particularly guilty today, so I use this way as a way to make amends. ”

I didn't bother to talk to him, I didn't want to talk to him at all, I didn't want to make a look with him in front of him at all, we knew each other too well, why bother with this kind of thing, and I seemed to be used to being sneering at him for so many years.

I didn't care about him, I kept my head down and kept walking.

It's a pity that in the next second, he caught up with me in three steps and two steps, directly grabbed my arm, and pushed directly to the edge of this wall.

"Didn't you hear me talking to you?"

I looked at him, proudly lifted my joke, and said it coldly.

"You just said another joke, I have no guilt in my heart, I don't feel guilty at all, you know? My mother is even more miserable than your father now, my father can at least eat fragrant meals every day, can sleep comfortably in a room, and can enjoy everyone's meticulous care, and can do whatever he wants, but my mother and my mother are cold, lying in the hospital and unable to speak, and don't even know who I am, do you think I will feel guilty? Do you think this is a big joke? ”

"Hehehe, is this to blame me for not blaming me for blaming my subordinates at the time for being too ruthless, so the words are not weird, but I don't care, I think I take these things for granted, and the past two years have been too good for you, so good that you even forgot who you are, and you dare to talk to me in this way!"

He finally spoke to me in this way, and he didn't torture me in this way one day.

I'm tired, I'm cowardly, I'm used to it, I don't want to show any more cowardice when I'm there, I'm desperate now.

I looked up and laughed.

"What do I have to be afraid of, you might as well use your means now, it's better to put a stick on my head, in this case, I will directly become a pig man, I can go to the hospital to accompany my mother, I don't care, I think accompanying my mother is the best thing, I really hate myself for being so cowardly, I don't dare to hit myself on the head!"

Luo Jin looked at me, smiling softly, with a kind of mockery, with a kind of disdain.

"Don't talk to me about this kind of fantastical thing, you can't go anywhere, you can only stay here obediently and honestly, I'll look at my father's appearance first, I think about your mother who has done those hurtful things, your mother must regret it, I really don't know if your mother can wake up now, find that you are still at home, you actually did not obey, went abroad directly, and it is really your mother, you say will you be very angry, my God, this thing is really tactful, I especially want you to see this scene in front of you, you are still staying in this house。 Thankfully, you didn't run, and if you did, I would have brought you back from the United States, and it would have been a great experience for me. ”

His eyes were full of sarcasm, as if it was really a knife, one knife after another, and there were thousands of knives in my heart.

I replied to his thoughts, and a bright smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.

"That's right, Luo Jin said in his heart, the most regrettable thing in my life should be to fly directly to the United States at that time, why should I come back? My head was really caught by the door, I would be worried about a dangerous situation for you when I was worried about you, really, I hope that if you and your father really die together, I am really worried, I think this is the brightest moment in my life. ”

I don't know how to answer this question, but I'm really happy with every word I say, is that what I mean from my heart? I don't know, but I'm going to hurt in this way.

Luo Jin looked at me coldly, like a poisonous snake to me, I would even beat me, it was possible.

"It seems that you are getting more and more bold, who would talk back to me when you are there, if it weren't for the little affection of those fathers, I thought you were still qualified to stand here and say this to me? ”

"That's right, so Young Master Luo, I shouldn't be very grateful to you, shouldn't I be very grateful to you, thank you, if it wasn't for Xiaobao who dragged me out, and you changed your mind to help me come back, I am really grateful for your care for me in the past two years, if I didn't take care of me, how could I rescue my mother, if I really sold my body to others, maybe I really couldn't save my mother, so you are my boss!"

Luo Jin suddenly laughed, and he looked a little crazy when he laughed.

His hand gently caressed my shoulder, with an ambiguous look, and I knew that when something indescribable happened to him, there would be such a state in which my heart moved.

"What's wrong with Ou Ruoxi? Why are you in a bad state today? Why are you so frizzy today, usually you are a gentle little girl, why do you seem to be a savage today, as if you are also fighting with others, who provoked you?"

I staggered his hand and turned my head straight over, but he still didn't let go of my chin and let me face him.

"Ou Ruoxi, don't play these children's tricks with me, you know that your Taoism is really not good, and your eye ability is really not good, don't think that you are pretending to be like this, as if you really show yourself as if you care about it, do you really think that I will think that you are eating Yang Bingbing's vinegar? Don't worry, I've seen too many jealous women, they really don't look like you, you should show calmness, Ou Ruoxi, you should really enter the entertainment industry, maybe you can hone your acting skills well, and you may become a movie queen in the future. ”

I hated him for saying this, I felt my lips all the time, I really looked like this to him, I really thought, if there was a knife in the handle, I would just chop him up.

I laughed, and smiled at him seriously.

"So, if you think I'm jealous, you can only say that you're too superficial, how can I go and eat your jealousy? This is simply impossible, in fact, I may be anyone's fault and it can't be your fault, you have to remember that we are incredible enemies, okay, since you have a girlfriend now, then in the future, can we be in the Chuhan River Realm?"

Luo Jin smiled happily, as if he didn't care about any threat at all if he said something like this, but he smiled very happily.

"I don't have to take care of your business, and isn't your mother still lying in the hospital? Aren't you really worried that your mother's living expenses and medical expenses are not guaranteed this month? But, in a situation like this, are you sure you can do this? Where are you going to find someone who is so rich to help you earn this money, so you might as well think about this money again, do you earn it or not?"

His every word was really like an assassination stab, and it hurt in my heart and broke my heart directly.

I'm in pain, I'm able to break me, and that's where I'm deadly.

I used to swear that no one, no one, would ever want to unplug my mother's oxygen tube, which means that my mother would not be responsible for the expensive expenses of every month, and that I would bear everything I had for my life.

I can't offend the man in front of me, because he can give me a fixed monthly fee to help my mother.

I even thought about whether I could go to other men to get my own funds, but after thinking about it, no man should be willing to pay me 100,000 yuan a month, or no one would be willing to pay me all the time.

When I suddenly thought of these things, there was a kind of darkness in my inner world, and my world would collapse almost every time, and then it would be reformulated and rebuilt.

I retreated step by step, I wanted to retreat into my world, I didn't want anyone to have mercy.

I especially don't want this demon in front of me, because I hate him.

But one of his arms rests on this experience, as long as I am trapped in this corner, I have no way out, just like my life, we have a way forward, or I have no way out.

I looked into his eyes, and there was a mockery, a disdain, a malice.

yes, his eyes were literally like the cigarette butts that burned holes in my body.

That's what happened with all the holes.

I used to think about how ecstatic I was when I came back from the airport, when I pushed open the gate and saw him standing in the middle of the road, when I didn't want to fly to the United States at all, I was willing to stay, I was willing to bear the consequences of these occurrences.

But right there I was happening, everything had changed, everything had changed, my father and mother had changed dramatically, my mother had become a vegetative person forever.

If it really was flying to the United States, I wouldn't know anything about these things, I thought it was all beautiful, and I wouldn't have been able to see this broken ugliness at all.

So I came back, and I took all these risks that I came back from abroad, and I took on some of these unbearable promises.

I shook my head that it didn't matter, what mattered was that I had to save my mother, this was the moment of my life.

What can't I lose anymore? Without it I would have nothing left, so I controlled my emotions and was relieved when I figured that out.

I smiled, I really had a big smile, and although my heart was crying, my smile was really beautiful, I'm sure.

The next moment, I reached out and put my arms around his neck, with a sassy Taiwanese accent.

"Luo Jin, so can I do this business tonight? And you said that you should still want me to earn this money based on the number of times, right?"

I don't know why I can say it in such words, but whether the other party doesn't buy it at all, and is so enthusiastic about me, the other party directly shakes my hand away from his body with this disdain, with a kind of disgust.

"It's only now that I think it's important, but it's too late, it's impossible tonight. ”