Chapter 79: Xin Jue apologized for her for four years
"Xin Yi?" Si Heng called out to her.
She is so strange today, why do she always cry tears, is it really just because she misses Xin Jue?
Looking at the tears condensed in her eyes, Si Heng's eyebrows tightened more and more. Xin Yi had something to hide from him.
Got up and walked behind Xin Yi, put his arm around her shoulder, Si Heng asked, "What's wrong?"
Xin Yi pushed his hand away, put down his chopsticks, and lay on the table and cried quietly.
She is sorry for Si Ping, sorry for Xin Jue.
Si Ping died because of her, and Xin Jue apologized for her for four years.
Xin Yi hated herself for being cowardly. She didn't dare to tell Si Heng the truth of the matter.
Because of her, Xin Jue was stared at by Fu Mingcheng, and her life would be in danger at any time.
As long as she tells Si Heng the truth of the matter, Xin Jue will be safe, but she can't do it, she doesn't dare.
If this matter was known to Si Heng, what would he do to her? Xin Yi couldn't imagine it.
Afraid that the secret in his heart would run out and be discovered by Si Heng, Xin Yi hurriedly pushed him away and stumbled back to the room.
Si Heng, who stayed in place, looked inexplicable. What the hell happened to her tonight?
Back in her room, Xin Yi locked the door and cowered in the corner in silent tears.
Sister, you kill people......
You killed my child!
In my head, a chaotic and terrible roar sounded. The more he tried to suppress it, the more arrogant those voices became, and Xin Yi almost collapsed.
There were no lights on in the room. In the darkness, the fear in her heart was magnified to the extreme, Xin Yi held her head in her hands, and her body trembled violently.
In a trance, she seemed to see Si Ping and the child. The bloody mother and son were slowly walking towards her, and their red and resentful eyes were glaring at her viciously.
Xin Yi's tears were surging, and her heart was filled with uneasiness and fear.
Xin Yi is in agony in a dark corner**. The guilt overwhelmed her, and she surrendered without even a struggle.
Si Heng took the spare key to open the door and saw Xin Yi crying in the corner.
With a suffocating heart, he turned on the light, walked quickly, pulled Xin Yi up, and said with a calm face, "What the hell are you doing today!"
Xin Yi is so abnormal. Si Heng couldn't understand her, and he was very upset.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Xin Yi was in a trance and apologized indiscriminately. She was sorry for Si Heng, she was the one who killed Si Heng's last relative.
"Xin Yi, what are you talking about!"
Why did she say sorry, did she do something sorry for him?
Si Heng's eyes lit up, he clenched Xin Yi's shoulder, and asked in a cold voice, "Do you have something to hide from me?"
Tears poured on her face, and Xin Yi shook her head in fear, "I didn't, I didn't ......"
This matter must not be known to Si Heng. Si Heng will kill her, she can't die. What should she do if she dies Xin Jue!
"What the hell are you crying about, why did you tell me I'm sorry?" Si Heng was anxious.
Xin Yi cried and shook her head, her shoulders shrugged, and she couldn't speak.
The doubts in his heart could not be answered, and Si Heng became more and more anxious.
He tore Xinyi's clothes, carefully checking her body for signs of other men.
Her skin is fair and flawless, there are no kiss marks, Xin Yi didn't do anything to be sorry for him, so what is she crying about?
Think Xin Jue will cry so sadly and break down so much?
"If you have a problem, you can tell me, I can help you. Looking at her eyes soaked red with tears, Si Heng was very distressed. He hugged Xin Yi tightly and softened his tone, "Have you been in a bad mood lately?"
Xin Yi bit her lip, held back her cry, and shook her head.
"Something sad?"
Xin Yi nodded, and then quickly shook her head.
"I'm fine, don't think about it. Xin Yi pushed him away and went to the bathroom to wash his face.
She can't do this, she must control her emotions and must not arouse Si Heng's suspicions.
All night, Xin Yi couldn't get a good night's sleep.
She cried when she fell asleep, and cried and cried and cried again. Si Heng was woken up by her several times, and in the end he could only pat her on the back to soothe her emotions.
It's rare that Xin Yi took the initiative to sleep with him in her arms tonight, and she hugged him very tightly.
A little panicked, but there was a feeling of being strongly needed by Xinyi. Si Heng was in a happy mood, and his arm was around her, and he fell asleep deeply.
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Recently, Xin Yi has become very strange.
Si Heng was working in the study when he heard a knock on the door.
In the villa at night, there were only him and Xinyi. So now the person knocking on the door can only be Xin Yi.
"Come in. Si Heng said.
Xin Yi held a glass in his palm, held the cup with his other hand, and slowly walked into the study.
The white liquid in the cup had a faint heat on it, and it was a cup of hot milk.
Walking to the table, Xin Yi put the glass down gently, her eyebrows soft, "Don't drink coffee at night, let's drink milk." ”
Looking at the hot milk on the table, Si Heng frowned.
Xin Yi has been too gentle lately, and something is very wrong. Si Heng didn't want to live up to her good intentions, but he was afraid that she would poison her milk.
Si Heng grabbed Xin Yi's wrist and pulled her into his arms, his deep eyes stared at her eyes for a moment, and asked, "Why are you so good to me?"
The hot breath he exhaled sprayed in his ears, his heartbeat accelerated slightly, Xin Yi hung his head and nervously clenched the hem of his clothes, and stammered, "I, I just want to be nice to you." ”
In fact, she was kind to Si Heng because she wanted to reduce her guilt towards Si Ping. Si Ping has passed away, and she can only go to Si Heng to make up for her debt to Si Ping, otherwise she will live in sin every day.
Si Heng lifted her chin and looked into her dodging, stumbling eyes.
"If there's something, you'd better tell me directly. If I find out that you are hiding something from me, I will never spare you. ”
Si Heng didn't know what Xin Yi was thinking at all, and what he should have been grasping in his hand suddenly got out of control. Si Heng felt extremely uneasy about her abnormality.
Xin Yi pursed her lips, and after a long time, she spoke, "You think too much, what can I hide from you." ”
"It's better to be like that. Si Heng's tone was indifferent, rubbing Xin Yi's thin waist, "Come down, I'm going to work." ”
Xin Yi snorted, got off his lap, and picked up the coffee on his table, "I'll take this, drinking milk is good for your body." ”
"Hmm. Si Heng looked at the computer screen with a slightly cold attitude.
Xin Yi's goodness, he didn't dare to accept it. Four years ago, because of her goodness, she was imprisoned. Today, she enthusiastically delivered milk, and who knows what medicine she sells in her gourd. Because of Xin Yi's deception back then, Si Heng developed a suspicious character.
The current Si Heng doesn't believe in Xin Yi.
"Boom!"
A muffled sound suddenly sounded beside him, and Si Heng moved his gaze to the source of the sound.
Xin Yi fell to the ground in embarrassment, and the coffee in the ceramic cup was spilled.
Xin Yi's cheeks were flushed, it was so embarrassing. She was just about to leave when she tripped over the leg of her desk.
"Alas......" Si Heng helplessly supported his forehead. This woman is like a stupid child, she can't walk well.
Si Heng helped her up.
His gaze stopped at the red skin on the inside of her arm, and Si Heng gently stroked it with his fingertips, "Does it hurt?"
The cup of coffee he had just brewed, it was so hot that there must have been a burning sensation in her arm.
Xin Yi withdrew her hand and shook her head, "It doesn't hurt." ”
Actually, her arm hurts, but she doesn't want Si Heng to know. He has a job, Xin Yi doesn't want to bother him, more is better than less.
Seeing her biting her lower lip and a forbearant expression, Si Heng snorted lightly, "Lying." ”
Xin Yi hung her head and said in a low voice, "It really doesn't hurt." ”
"There was ice in the fridge. If there is a burning sensation, you can apply ice to it. Si Heng returned to his position and continued to work.
Xin Yi nodded obediently, "Well, I see." ”
After Xin Yi left the study, Si Heng looked at the milk on the table, took out his mobile phone and made a call.
"I have a glass of milk here, you can help me look up the specific ingredients. ”
Without figuring out this glass of milk, Si Heng couldn't calm down.
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For Si Heng's courtship, Xin Yi warmly catered to it.
After doing it twice, Si Heng got off her.
When doing this kind of thing, Xin Yi shouldn't be this reaction. His heart was empty, and Si Heng was not interested.
Struggling, scolding, crying, none of the above reactions, Xin Yi didn't have them.
She just lay obediently under Si Heng, letting him rush, and a few lustless chirps overflowed from her mouth from time to time.
Si Heng was distraught.
He got out of bed and picked up Xin Yi and went to the bathroom to take a shower.
Looking at Si Heng's gloomy face, Xin Yi pursed her lips, poked his arm with her fingers, and asked cautiously, "What's wrong with you?"
Si Heng looked unhappy, was she not doing well enough?