Chapter 654 Disturbed

"What's going on with Xue Luchuan's side? I don't think I've ever heard from my family about how to deal with Xue Luchuan's affairs, because there's a solution?"

"Well, I also told me about this today, and I didn't call me today, but I don't know what the result is, I heard that Xue Luchuan and they have started to have serious exchanges and communication with each other, I don't know how this matter turned out now?"

I thought about it, and I added.

"But what is the situation with you over there? ”

"Xue Luchuan is also in the hospital now, and my eldest aunt is now sick in the hospital, and she has a very bad heart attack, I remember that I was really impulsive at that time, and I didn't expect a result of this matter, and I shouldn't have been so anxious at that time. ”

I reached out and hugged his waist, I rested my head on his shoulder, and I said seriously: "How can these things be your fault, this is just an accident, who will encounter this thing will happen, and this matter still has to be solved after all." ”

The two of us were just born together, and we didn't entertain a lot of words, or after you have experienced so many things, the two of us have more of a kind of communication and communication with each other.

I was called by my mother in the afternoon, I just told him that there were some things on my side that I couldn't rush back, but my mother didn't have much, I don't know if I didn't have to rush back in such a hurry, if I came back after the things were done, in fact, I understood very much, and I was grateful for my mother's respect for me.

I don't want to whisper, just use some of the things over there, because I have to be very careful about this feeling to my mother? I don't know it at all, maybe there aren't a lot of things going on.

When it came to the evening, I still didn't receive a call from Xue Luchuan, I felt that this thing was very strange, maybe Xue Luchuan was very busy here, but I didn't know, according to normal speaking, he would call me anyway.

After I took a shower, in fact, I had been pressing a very heavy stone in my heart, I was restless, I thought about it and I communicated first, don't call the phone, but the phone did not answer in the future, I called Xue Luchuan's phone again, just when I was about to give up, the phone had been contacted, and a very clear anxious voice came from the other end.

My hands trembled very much, I held the phone hard, and I tried to make myself as relaxed as possible.

"What's wrong with Xue Luchuan? It doesn't matter if you say anything, I'm at home now, and I'm standing with Luo Jin. ”

Xue Luchuan let out a long sigh of relief, and then said in a very calm language: "Well, in fact, I have something I want to tell you, and I have confessed this matter to my father, I know that this requires courage, but I have to say it anyway, I think I should give you an explanation." ”

My heart was already hanging in this throat, I really didn't know what to do, I felt a little out of breath: "What happened next?"

"Really, I've never felt so relaxed and relaxed, I finally told the secret, I feel that I am in a very good state of the whole economy, it turns out that when the secret is said, it is not such a difficult thing as we imagined. ”

"But Xue Luchuan, what's the situation now?"

"I never thought that my father and my mother were not particularly angry with me, they can understand me, they actually think that this is a relationship that our generation can choose, and we will be affected by a twist and turn of this generation because of the feelings of the previous generation, so we are separated from the relationship of the previous generation, and I feel very lucky. ”

At that time, I could feel that although he was smiling, I could still hear that he was suppressing his unmarried mood, and I felt that he was gasping hard, and that this relationship had exhausted the power of the wilderness for him, so now that he and Bingbing can finally get a change?

I'm glad that if that were the case, I'd be happy for him.

I heard him straining hard, and there was a crying voice: "Ou Ruoxi, do you know? I regret it very much now, I think I shouldn't have deceived them for so many years, I think I should have had a good talk with them, I shouldn't have had too many scruples to say these things for so many years, and I can also let go of my baggage." ”

In fact, for me, I really don't know how to express this thing, because this relationship is really hard-won, I saw with my own eyes that he and Bingbing came step by step this beauty, step by step insisted, because I was very scared and worried that there might be an accident, so I didn't dare to communicate with my family.

"Xue Luchuan, since this matter has been resolved, it's good, it's not a big deal, did I say it? You have nothing to be afraid of in this matter, you don't have to go to the hospital abroad from today, you can stay here, and we can use him to be together, we can live together forever, our wish has come true." ”

I comforted him over and over again, and I felt that the time for this dream to really come was too soon, at least for us, and I was even afraid that there might be some violent conflict at home.

On the other end of the phone, Xue Luchuan kept crying when he heard this, you can imagine that a big man doesn't have tears and doesn't flick, but he hasn't reached the sad place, and now he is completely crying and crying, like a little boy who has been hurt.

And I also feel happy, I also accompanied him on the phone to cry, in fact, I really feel so lucky, whether it is his problems, or my problems, have been happy ending, the two of us really have no reason, crying, as if to relieve the depressed mood of so many years.

Obviously this is the best result, but I don't know why, I don't know if it's a bath tear, or a regretful tear, I cried over and over again, and Luo Jin was very conniving, kept hugging me, comforting me with a very broad mentality.

Luo Jin also stayed with me, and it wasn't until dawn that we slept in a hurry for two hours.

Soon, before 7:00, Luo Jin's mobile phone rang immediately.

It was Xue Feifei who called, and Luo Jin asked a little tiredly: "What time is it now?What is the matter with you now?Why is it so early?"

I cried all night, in fact, my throat was also very sore, I looked up from here to see Luo Jin answer the phone, I stopped looking at him, as if I also felt a kind of not wanting to know what was going to happen: "What happened?"

Luo Jin put down the phone and looked at me with some sadness, trying to give me a little bit of tiny, but that kind of pretense couldn't be pretended.

"I just received a phone call saying that Ding Qiangrose's father had just passed away, and at 3:00 a.m. this morning, he was very peaceful and painless. ”

I urged him to hurry up, because anything is great, and they once had such a warm relationship, no matter what, for Ding Qiangrose's father, Luo Jin has to express this feeling no matter what, and such a situation must be present no matter what.

I hurriedly got up from the sofa, I took out three red ropes from this drawer, and then tied the rope to Luo Jin's arm: "You go now, this is a must, our hometown used to have a tradition, when the old man died, he had to bring these things, the first is to respect the elderly, and the second is also for people's health." ”

To be honest, I actually feel that I am a child who has not grown up yet, and I actually want to be a housewife, this is also the first time I have faced a death in my life, I am still a little flustered in my heart, but I don't want Luo Jin to feel nervous, I calmly pushed him out.

It was Luo Jin who insisted on letting me accompany him to the hospital, and I didn't say anything, I followed him all the way, and the two of us sat quietly with our hands, under the arrangement of our lives, I took off a gauze on the picture and replaced it with new materials, which really looked extremely haggard, I think I have experienced too many things, and there will be such a twist and turn.

The hospital is full of people at any time, but it's like this special time at the beginning of the New Year, the three people will be relatively less, well, Ding Qiangrose's father has been arranged to the funeral home, Ding Qiangrose's mother is very sad because she is very sad, and has been arranged to rest in the VIP ward, so Ding Qiangrose is just sitting alone on this corridor, where the head of the low and helpless leaning in front of the windowsill.

I finally had a bitter feeling in my heart.

I really think Ding Qiang Rose really needs it at this time, you can ask, no matter what, if I am in his situation, I also hope that a man I love will accompany me and share my worries.

So I hesitated, I didn't know if I should walk over now, I stopped.

But Luo Jin didn't give me such a chance, and when he still held me tightly, he showed me a very sincere smile and let me walk side by side with them to Ding Qiangrose.

"Ding Rose. ”

After hearing the voice, Ding Qiangrose hurriedly raised her head and looked at the two of us with a very surprised look: "Luo Jin Ou Ruoxi, why are you two here?"

I greeted her generously: "We are late, you will be happy, and if you don't get good, you will definitely go to the most peaceful place in heaven." ”

Ding Rose stood up, looking at the two of us at a loss, and the two of us hugged each other.

I think I should leave at this time, no matter what, my existence is superfluous, because in this relationship I am a latecomer, the most important thing is Ding Qiangrose's, it is estimated that she has passed away, there is no need to delay too many things, I should give them enough space to let them deal with this matter alone, maybe my existence makes it more convenient for Luo Jin to do things smoothly and conveniently.

I came up with a very lame excuse: "I'm sorry, I have some things I need to deal with." ”

Ding Qiang Rose smiled at me gratefully, I nodded with the third brother, I also understood one of his thoughts, he didn't say anything, just looked at me with some hard eyes, I gave him a brave encouragement project and I went straight down the stairs, I was waiting for him in the car.

In fact, there are often birth, old age, sickness and death in this hospital, these things are a very normal natural law, so I have actually thought that life is just a few autumns, and it will soon come to the end of life, so how many people can leave with regret in this journey of life.

I walked alone in the garden of this hospital, and I also sat there alone, these things helped me, I believe that Luo Jin will specially hire a professional team to handle all these details.

Today, everyone's mood is very low, in fact, I suddenly realized that when I just came down, I didn't get the keys to my car, but now it may not be very convenient to go up again, I can only lean on this car, I have a very powerless feeling, maybe when people reach the extreme sadness, you will find that tears are a very luxurious thing.

Just now I saw the sad look of Ding Qiangrose, and I realized that the most painful thing for people is to see their dearest people really stay away from themselves, leaving behind a lonely self, in this world, this is the unacceptable pain.

It was very windy in the parking lot, and I was just wrapped in that coat, and I tried to warm myself, my hair blowing in the air, and I let them flutter in the air.

In fact, I once thought that there was a period of time, that is, at night in a parking lot, I remembered that the relationship between me and Luo Jin had not been clearly stated, and there were some misunderstandings, when I got off work, he actually blocked me in my parking lot, and threatened me in heaven and earth, saying that if I didn't come up, then he would be waiting for this here, and that place happened to be the traffic artery.

I don't know if I really fell in love with this domineering man from that moment, maybe this time could be worse, even I don't know, is it when I appeared with Yang Bingbing and Xue Luchuan, he looked at me with a very dissatisfied look, thinking that I was a woman with a watery Yanghua, did I get angry at that time.

Or was it even earlier, when I remember when he came to visit me under the plane tree, did I have a sudden heartbeat, or maybe it was earlier, but I was in a bad mood and came to his bar and watched him play the saxophone very gracefully?

The music flowing from his fingertips, such a heartbreak like a dream, really made me want to cry, and made me feel like crying until the ground collapsed.

But a bloody encounter like ours, a love like ours entangled with each other, is really like a castle in the air, if this is not a dream, I really want such a love to blossom in real life.

I don't even know how others will deal with a situation like mine when I encounter it, will he just cry, make trouble and hang himself, or will he directly treat it coldly, or will he just shake his head in a chic way and go straight away?

In fact, for this answer, I really don't know where this boundary is, but I can't know that Luo Jin and Ding Qiang Rose have had a vigorous relationship between them for 5 years, in these 5 years, they have sincerely loved each other, and the love is so unforgettable, it has drawn a strong stroke in their lives.

Perhaps today, in the depths of their hearts, they still maintain the most beautiful feelings.

But how can I understand it at this moment? I am playing a Cheng Biting Jinluo in this, or is their former sea oath alliance not worth mentioning in front of me?

So their vows and my current vows are not repeating the same topic, but the relationship between the old and the new, will I become an old person one day, and will they one day rekindle the old feelings, I am really not sure about this thing, I don't have much confirmation of this kind of feeling, I am afraid that I am not worried, I even feel that I have lost confidence in this relationship.

I think I'm really happy, I think I should be how I should fight, but I should be a guest, because sometimes my feelings, who I am, I don't want to fight for feelings, it's not my character, I always be careful to reach out in my feelings, when I touch a crisis.

Immediately, I shrunk into my shell like a turtle.

When I think about it, I don't think I want to do it here, I want to be quiet, I should do all kinds of work for them, and if they have strong feelings, I'm going to walk all the way back from here.

Just as I was about to walk along this path, suddenly someone called out to me from behind.

"Miss Ou, wait a minute. ”

Because it was the voice of Ding Rose behind me, I looked back, but I saw Ding Rose handing me a bunch of keys and a glass of milk.

"Luo Jin happened to be on there to help me deal with some things, he asked me to give you this cup of warm milk, you didn't drink milk this morning, and this key to tell you, you drive directly to use the heating first, and wait for him to come down. ”

But why didn't Luo Jin come down? Why did Ding Qiangrose come down directly, and there was no longer any obstacle between them? Is there such a tacit understanding between the two of them to do things?

I smiled and took the glass of milk and the handful, if I said thank you, but I saw that the citten rose looked even paler, and she looked down at the ground and looked up at me for a moment and said seriously.

"We're going home tonight, my father has always wanted to go back to his hometown, he doesn't want to stay here, we're ready, but thank you very much. ”