Chapter 321: Reconciliation

Zhong Shengxin's face was so black that it was about to drip ink!

Staring at the woman opposite with half-squinted eyes, she didn't speak for more than ten seconds. His eyes were incomparably deep, and when Yu Xihan accidentally touched it, his heart trembled.

He didn't speak, but walked straight out, and the sound of the door closing shook her a little.

For a few days, Zhong Shengxin did not take the initiative to talk to her, in the company, it was also a simple relationship between superiors and subordinates, and other colleagues saw the paper report, but the relationship between the two seemed to be colder than before.

It's all in the clouds.

Yu Xihan opened the curtains. Looking at the orange street lamps outside, I was a little dazed.

Zhong Shengxin's unreasonable attitude is also telling her a fact, don't think too tall of yourself.

Words on the day of the city. His sudden movements, to this place, were like a dream, a dream that was out of reach.

A cigarette was in her mouth, her red lips were purging, and the color in her pupils was eclipsed. With a snap, a small blue flame instantly illuminated her face, and the fire was extinguished, leaving a star-like light.

It was bright and dark, and then her cough came from the room.

The position in Yu Xihan's throat was hot.

When her hand touched the tears in the corners of her eyes, her body shook uncontrollably, and her thumb and forefinger rubbed gently. As if to confirm it, it was tears. Or accidentally get wet on the water droplets.

Yu Xihan, you are too self-inflicted.

In the end, the bottom of her heart turned into a helpless word, she laughed self-deprecatingly, and her whole eyebrows were a little decadent.

The door to her room was suddenly pushed open, and when she turned her head to look at the tall figure in the doorway, she froze as she smoked and forgot to breathe.

It's just, looking at him like this.

Zhong Shengxin picked up the bag with one hand, and landed on the door with one hand, and his eyes were a little cold when he saw the small firelight.

In the room, it was dark.

Thinking of seeing a few cigarette butts that day, Zhong Shengxin didn't expect that he had hit it, and when she smoked again, he walked over, directly snatched the cigarette in her hand, and extinguished it in the ashtray.

"A woman, what do you smoke?"

He said in a cold voice, and there was a bit of blame in his words.

"You men can smoke it, why can't women?"

Not to be outdone, Yu Xihan replied, stubbornly raised his chin, his hand suddenly clasped her chin, and even, she felt that the strength was gradually increasing.

"You let go of me. ”

She frowned, her face furious.

"I ignored you for a few days, but you didn't reflect on yourself at all. ”

Zhong Shengxin's voice was also full of anger.

"I'm not wrong, why should I reflect on myself? Why do you say I'm wrong, I have to reflect, who are you? A husband in law? Zhong Shengxin, don't think too highly of yourself!"

Yu Xihan was not afraid of the look on his face at all, every word was picking at his bottom line, fingers, her face was so small, so thin, he could feel her cheekbones through that layer of skin, it seemed that he could crush it with a little force.

She looked at him with a gaze that revealed her persistence, her faith.

So stubborn, so stubborn that he wants him to be disabled.

He was not happy about this, even if he was laughing one second, and after seeing her the next, his face could darken, and even, don't look away from the shock and doubt in her eyes.

It's like two couples who have been in love for a long time, and suddenly after a quarrel, they no longer have feelings.

Yu Xihan couldn't accept his change in the first few days, and it wasn't until the past two days that he slowly recognized it.

There are some things that can be loaded.

If you really care, how can you pretend to be cold?

Although I was relieved, I couldn't accept such a result. Zhen Sui Toji.

"I think I'm high of myself?"

Suddenly, he leaned down, his lips almost on hers.

The moment Yu Xihan's pupils shrank, his lips covered up.

The temperature of his lips was a little cold, he gnawed as if he was punishing her, Yu Xihan had nowhere to dodge, his hand just stretched out to push him away, but his big hand directly grabbed her hands, and the other hand clamped her chin.

"Legal couple, I'll make it a reality tonight!"

The cold words revealed his firmness.

Yu Xihan's brain was already shaking there when he heard his words.

He took advantage of the weakness to enter, as if he was going to tear her down, she resigned herself to stop resisting, but he thought she had agreed, and the hand on his chin slowly slid down......

On the balcony, the overlapping figures became the only scenery in the room, and soon, Zhong Shengxin was no longer satisfied with this.

The narrow space made him unable to exert it, and when his lips fell on hers again, he tasted the salty taste.

Only then did I find out that she was strange.

The whole person was like a frightened bird, trembling all over.

A wave of chagrin and remorse surged up from the deepest part of his heart, and the dark eyes under his eyes were a little dark.

"I'm sorry. ”

Yu Xihan raised his head and slapped him in the face, and the clear five finger prints slowly appeared on his face.

That palm almost exhausted all her anger.

Zhong Shengxin's actions, in her heart, what is the difference between them and those men?

is all using force, forcing her to do the most unwilling thing.

She simply couldn't resist.

Let it be.

Zhong Shengxin was stunned by the slap, and the hand hanging on one side was tightly clenched into a fist.

In this life, he has only been slapped in the face by one person, and that is An Nuan!

Now, it's Yu Xihan.

When his hand touched his face, his heart felt like he had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, which was indescribably complicated.

"Get out of my room, I don't want to see you again. ”

Yu Xihan's cold voice came to his ears without any temperature.

It made him panic for no reason.

When he reached out to shake her hand, Yu Xihan had already distanced the two of them, she came down from the balcony and stood there, looking at his gaze, frightened, defensive, and angry.

Frustration struck.

There was a flash of gloom in his dark eyes.

When Yu Xihan went to confirm again, he was covered by the depth inside.

How could it be, she must have seen it wrong.

How could a beast that looked like a man in heat just now have such emotions.

After all, doesn't he just want her body?

The trip to the city, and what happened tonight, all told her a fact.

"Let's get a divorce. ”

“......”

Zhong Shengxin was shocked there!

My mind went blank, and after a few seconds, I said a word.

"In your heart, is marriage just such a child's play? I said it that night, Yu Xihan, you didn't listen to a word at all, didn't you!"

The latter words are not rhetorical questions, but affirmations.

After saying so much that night, it turned out that she was not moved at all in her heart.

Perhaps, she never thought of going to the end of her life with him, and his actions just now made her feel that it was not necessary.

Married and divorced, he is about to become a third marriage.

All the people in Beicheng will think that there must be something wrong with him, so the two wives will leave him.

Not only is his image damaged, but even the newly stable Zhong family is bound to be shocked again.

This is the result she wants.

Her revenge has been done.

"I really want to live with you, but you want to think about why I didn't save you in the first place and came to get revenge on me. Yu Xihan, I, Zhong Shengxin, have not been so serious for the third time in my life! If you are true and think that this is the case, your goal will be achieved, and I will not make it difficult for others, I promise you. ”

In the last four words, Yu Xi looked at him fiercely.

The mockery that flashed in Zhong Shengxin's eyes clearly fell into her eyes.

As soon as Yu Xihan finished speaking, she regretted it.

How could she say something like that?

How could she let her mother suffer such pain.

However, she couldn't say it, she could only show it with her actions.

She looked at his back, her hand falling on her cold mouth, her eyes closed, as if she were about to be executed.

"I'll give it to you. ”

Her words made him stop walking.

Behind him, there was a sound of shattering.

When he turned around, Yu Xihan was already left with only underwear, however, Zhong Shengxin's brows were already wrinkled.

"What the hell do you want to do?"

His voice was impatient.

One moment he said he wanted a divorce, but the next moment, he made such a move.

"Give you what you want. ”

"What do I want? What do you call what I want, is your body?"

When Zhong Shengxin spoke, he clearly felt his temples beating suddenly.

For the first time, I felt that there was a communication barrier with her.

"Who am I announcing the news of our marriage for? Even if you are the other half of my marriage certificate, there is nothing else to know besides us? I just want to tell others that you Yu Xihan is my Zhong Shengxin's wife, just for this purpose, but you have taught me a good lesson. I ignored you for a few days, thinking that you would think about it clearly, but have you thought about it at all! If I hadn't taken the initiative to come in tonight, Yu Xihan, would you have planned to live this kind of life with me like this?"

Zhong Shengxin stared at her with scarlet eyes and asked.

His words are also very clear, starting from her for her.

This is a point that Yu Xihan has never thought about at all.

When his starting point was told to her, Yu Xihan felt a little guilty.

The head is drooping lower and lower, and in his hand, he is still tightly clutching the shirt he took off at the end.

The originally straight fabric was now full of creases in her hands.

"Then go with your own pleasure and get a divorce. ”

Zhong Shengxin finished the last sentence and walked out of the room, his back was unusually resolute.

Yu Xihan only felt a stagnation in his chest.

I felt remorse for the words I blurted out.

She never thought about divorce.

Just now, my brain was pumped and I blurted out.

It was only for a second that she regretted it.

Listening to the footsteps of his departure, Yu Xihan didn't even have time to put on his clothes, so he went directly to the bathroom and rushed out of the room with a bath towel, and went downstairs quickly, hugging Zhong Shengxin from behind when he was about to leave the house.

She could clearly feel his body stiffen for a moment from her embrace.

His waist is a little thick, and his hands are ringed, just right.

When his hand clenched hers, Yu Xihan thought he understood, and then heard him say.

"Sorry for the cold, if you are so sad, let it go! ”

The voice is full of tiredness and helplessness.

Yu Xihan shook his head.

She's not upset.

Not sad at all.

But she couldn't say it.

I can only shake my head again and again.

What he said that night, that serious look, was infinitely magnified in his mind.

The move at the entrance of the hotel hit her heart, slowly getting bigger, and finally swelling to overflow.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said something like that. ”

She shook and sobbed.

Even if she hit him, Zhong Shengxin felt that he deserved it, so he apologized for his reckless behavior.

However, her divorce made his heart ache.

He really, really wanted to cherish this marriage, but as a result, she didn't take him seriously at all.

He was somewhat injured.

"Needless to say I'm sorry, you're just expressing your true feelings. ”

Zhong Shengxin said in a low voice, his voice was neither high nor low, listening to her ears, it seemed that he had no feelings.

Yu Xihan bit her lip, as if she was making some major decision, Zhong Shengxin had already pulled her hand down.

"We're all quiet. ”

"Don't!"

Yu Xihan looked at his cold appearance, and his heart was particularly flustered.

Afraid that after being quiet for a while, the two of them really went to a dead end.

She liked him.

This is undeniable.

Even after that incident, she still liked him.

At this moment, she didn't want to let go.

He is a man who can take responsibility, he was beaten by himself just now, and he also apologizes for his actions.

"Okay, then don't. I remember asking you last time, and you said that you have someone in your heart, and if you want to use this marriage as a sword, I won't say anything, just be happy. ”

With a faint tone, Zhong Shengxin finished speaking, and there were sour bubbles in a certain place in his heart.

Yu Xihan walked up to him, looked at his facial features, and finally looked at his thin lips.

He stood on tiptoe and kissed him.

Jerky movements, Zhong Shengxin was not moved at all, Yu Xihan tried hard in his mind to search for his movements that day in the city morning, and learn from him......

Yu Xihan at this moment is completely reckless.

Hearing that he wished her happiness and that he was leaving, she panicked.

Hands slid from his shoulders to the back of his head, and ten fingers clasped his head.

She had already reached in when he was wrong......

Zhong Shengxin looked at her trembling eyelashes, and there was still some tension between her eyebrows, but her movements were telling him her decision.

"That person is you. ”

She left him, forehead against his chest, and said softly, in a low voice.

"You mean, it's me?"

Zhong Shengxin reconfirmed in disbelief, and she nodded.

From that glance, I will never forget it.

Her shoulders were held by Zhong Shengxin, she lowered her head a little shyly, and he forced her to look at herself and look at each other.

It is undeniable that Zhong Shengxin's whole heart was shocked.

He was lucky.

Really lucky.

The corners of his lips couldn't help but curl up, and a smile appeared.

Hold her back in your arms.

"Thank you. ”

Said sincerely.

A sourness surged up from the bottom of her heart, Yu Xihan felt that her nose was stuffy, after going through so much, it was only now, it was a blessing or a curse, and for a while, she couldn't tell the difference.

If that hadn't happened, she would have married someone else as well.

There will be no more results now.

Things have come full and round, but they still haven't escaped the arrangement of fate.

Zhong Shengxin felt that he had really done too many wrong things before.

"What I said just now, I didn't think about it for a while, Sheng Xin, I want to live a good life with you, I want my future, you accompany me, I think my future, you participate, I think my future, there is a man named Zhong Shengxin who has been with me. ”

Yu Xihan showed a look of shame.

For the first time, confess your feelings.

The whole person is a little cramped.

Zhong Shengxin only felt that there was something in his heart spreading out, very warm and fulfilling.

"Well, I'll be with you, always with you. ”

Followed by a kiss that rushed in, Yu Xihan felt that he was going to suffocate, he was originally only wearing a bath towel around his body, and he didn't know when he had fallen to his feet.

His hand, as if by magic, boiled with the cells all over her body, which she had never felt before, and she only felt that her whole body had become lighter.

Like a feather, lying gently in the clouds......

Her body is hungry.

As her legs were opened, she twisted her face in embarrassment, as if she could sense her thoughts, and his kiss became gentle, entwining her thoughts with him bit by bit.

The powerful filling made her shudder uncontrollably.

"Cherish the Cold ......"

Two words came out of the tip of his tongue, full of satisfaction and sighing.

Really, it's beautiful!

More beautiful than in a dream......

After that, the two of them lay on the sofa, and he hugged her, his eyes fiery and serious.

"Now we are a normal couple. ”

“......”

Yu Xihan didn't answer, only felt some pain in his body.

A completely different feeling.

It would be nice if it belonged to him that time.

Life, because of regrets, know how to cherish more.

She cherishes this hard-won little happiness.

So did he.

At this time, the hearts of the two are full of the future with each other.

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Two months later.

When Yu Xihan went to the bathroom, he happened to see his subordinates coming out of the bathroom with a sad face, and his eyes were even redder, as if something had happened.

"What's wrong?"

She instinctively asked, but the other party shook his head, stopped talking, and then walked out of the bathroom.

When Yu Xihan washed his hands, he saw a carton on the sink, and he couldn't help but pick it up, and his face stiffened when he saw the pregnancy test stick.

Her gaze quickly fell on the trash can next to her.

"Doctor, I, I seem to be pregnant. ”

"When did your period come?"

"I, I forgot ......"

"Go for a B-ultrasound. ”

Holding the B-ultrasound sheet, when she looked at the words in the lower right corner, her whole body trembled, her face was terribly white, and she supported her body to return to the doctor, her legs were shaking.

"Doctor, I can't have this child. ”

"Doctor, I don't have the ability to raise a child, I can't want it, I can't want ......"

"Doctor, I beg you, no matter what, this child cannot be born. ”

In four months, she almost knelt down in the department of a small hospital and begged the doctor, and the doctor said bitterly that the child was so old and already a small life, how could she be ruthless?

How could she not be ruthless, she didn't know who the child's father was!

When such a child is born, how can he get everyone's love.

Instead of making the child miserable, it's better to end it!

When she was lying on the operating table, she clearly felt that something was being taken out of her body, because of the anesthesia, she didn't feel pain, but her heart was tearing! One by one, she seemed to hear voices in her ears.

In a small hospital, there will always be accidents.

She was unfortunate enough to be one of them.

In the end, the doctor told her that in the future, she might not get pregnant.

Like a thunderbolt from the blue, her whole body froze there.

Yu Xihan held the water and patted it on his face, and those distant thoughts were pulled back, and his heart hurt a little.

That day, after talking to Zhong Shengxin, the relationship between the two was basically stable.

He was very good to her.

It was warm.

She is very satisfied with this kind of life.

Don't dare to ask for too much.

But seeing the two red bars in the trash can, her vision became a little blurred.

She and him will not have children in this life.

She wants to give birth to a son for him, inherit his merits, and manage the Zhong family.

"Director, I would like to take a leave of absence this afternoon. ”

The swallow that had left just now ran back again, and when he saw Yu Xihan's face, he was shocked.

"Hmm. ”

Yu Xihan lowered her head, and when her long hair came down, it covered her emotions and quickly returned to her previous appearance.

"Director, are you alright? ”

When the swallow went over again, she saw the box in her hand, which was the one she had just opened.

Suddenly froze there.

"Director, I don't want to affect the work, I don't plan to have this kid. ”

When he first recruited Yanzi, Yu Xihan asked about career planning, including marriage and childbirth.

Because, she didn't have this plan.

Therefore, the subordinates who want to have these points in recent years have not had these points, in that case, there will be marriage leave, maternity leave, breastfeeding leave or something...... And waste of working time.

“......”

Yu Xihan froze for a moment before answering.

"It's okay, I'm not so busy at work now, you are a woman, you have the right to get married and have children, I won't be dry. If you have a child, I will work to ease some ...... for you."

Yanzi was there for a moment, looking at Yu Xihan in shock.

There was some disbelief in his eyes.

After all, at that time, when Yu Xihan interviewed her, he said it very seriously.

"Take good care of the kids. ”

After Yu Xihan finished speaking, he went out of the bathroom.

Yanzi stood there, her face a little embarrassed, she had taken her afternoon leave to take the child off, and of course it was not because of work.

It's because he has no intention of getting married.

This, for a while, I don't know what to do.

Yu Xihan returned to the office, his face was a little not good, Zhong Shengxin knocked on the door several times and didn't hear an answer, and when he pushed the door open and came in, he saw her staring out the window in a daze..!

"Sorry for the cold, isn't there anything uncomfortable?"

When Zhong Shengxin suddenly stood in front of her, Yu Xihan was startled, then shook his head and smiled slightly.

"I'm fine. ”

"And what are you looking out the window for?"

When Zhong Shengxin said, he followed her gaze and looked over, the blue sky, there was nothing.

"Sheng Xin, do you like children?"

Her faint voice came to his ears......

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