At this time, Yang Le not only messed up his hair, but even his clothes were grabbed into strips of cloth by him, his body was covered with paw prints, and the blood slowly flowed down, until the flesh skin that was grabbed and turned over changed slightly.

Xie Yunhou actually just told the truth, the reason why Yang Le reacted so much was because of the excessive pressure that made his body function resist, and on the other hand, it was also the main reason, because he had always been very clear in his heart, but he didn't want to admit it.

From the stubbornness at the beginning to the madness later to the complete calmness now, in fact, it didn't take much time in total.

The state of madness just now seemed to take away all the strength in his body, and he was unable to support his body and could only lie like a puddle of mud.

Tears on his cheeks dripped down his ears and fell to the ground, and he didn't know if this crystal was to wash away the dust that had strayed into his eyes or to remember some sad past.

Because of the energy ban, there was no movement outside, and Elaine also knew that Xie Yunhou should be discussing something important with her father, but she knew best what Yang Le's personality was, but the little girl who hadn't come out for so long was still a little worried.

"Knock knock~"

"Daddy, are you in there?"

"Grandpa Xie, open the door!"

knocked on the door forcefully and no one paid attention to it, seeing that Chen Qi wanted to pull him away, Elaine was even more anxious:

"Open the door, open the door, don't hide inside, I know you're there!"

Chen Qi was a little helpless, but he still picked her up with Elaine's armpits, and when he thought that his father might really have an accident, Elaine instantly cried bitterly, and kept kicking Chen Qi with a pair of calves, and shouted pleadingly:

"Woo woo~, Uncle Chen, you let go of me, you are all bad people!Please let my dad go, woo woo woo~, please let my dad go!ah~!"

The three people in the room could hear the sound outside clearly, Yang Le, who was lying on the ground, slowly turned into a gossamer from the beginning of the whale devouring the air, and Goodberg on the side was about to come to the rescue when he saw this, but he was pulled by Xie Yunhou's arm.

No one spoke, there was a sound of needles falling in the house, and there was a miserable scene outside, and this still and moving atmosphere collided with each other.

Yang Le fell into darkness completely, the whole world was so quiet, surrounded by a dark lake, he sat cross-legged on the water, he had never listened to his heartbeat so closely, as if everything in the world had nothing to do with him anymore.

Time passed minute by minute, he was still motionless on the ground, he couldn't even feel his breathing, and even Xie Yunhou on the side shook his head in disappointment.

"Old Gu, this is a precursor to his death!Hey~, there is no hope in the world!" After saying this, the old man casually withdrew the prohibition, and the locked door opened automatically, and Chen Qi directly let go of the little girl when he saw this.

Elaine pounced on Yang Le's body at once, and her already hoarse throat was still shouting his name:

"Daddy, wake up, Daddy is me, I'm your daughter Elaine, wake up, cough cough ......"

The little girl was heartbroken, the blood coughed up in her throat was like the most beautiful petals, falling on Yang Le's face, at this moment there was no hatred in her eyes, only despair, her father was her only relative in the world, but it was a pity that happiness was so short-lived.

Elaine, who was a little weak, could not support her body, and slowly leaned her head on Yang Le's heart, singing the children's songs she had just learned softly in her mouth, and her hoarse voice seemed so melodious.

"I have a good father, my father is busy with work every day, and we all love him for the family......"

"I have a warm home, one day I will grow up, my father will also grow old, I will always love you and give you a warm home......"

......

The little girl was coughing up blood and singing at the same time, she was not very proficient in learning for a long time, and she wanted to surprise her father, but she was afraid that if she didn't sing now, she would never have a chance.

Blood mixed with tears added some color to Yang Le's tattered white short sleeves, and the father and daughter lay quietly on the ground like this, except for the uncontrollable sobbing, there was no sound.

I didn't expect it to be like this, even Xie Yunhou, a big guy who has gone through a hundred years of ups and downs, sat down on the circle chair like a deflated ball at this moment, don't look at what he said before, at this time, he is still a little embarrassed.

The farther and farther his thoughts drifted, Yang Le was like a lonely prodigal son, wandering around aimlessly, as time passed, his senses became more and more blurred, and even his soul had a tendency to gradually dissipate.

At the moment when Yang Le was about to disappear from this world, a white-robed old Taoist with a dust whisk in his hand stood on a lonely boat and followed the flow into his sight.

He rubbed his eyes vigorously, although he was still a little blurry, but he still recognized the person, and he couldn't help but murmur in his mouth:

"Master?"

The silent inner world suddenly became turbulent, and I didn't expect to see this closest person under all hopes, although it was likely to be an illusion, but I still felt kind.

"Is it really you, Master, am I dreaming? Master, Xiaole misses you so much......

The white-robed old man was very distressed when he saw Yang Le's current appearance, but there were some things that he needed to face by himself after all, so he shook his head helplessly and said:

"Xiaole, let the teacher cross you again, from now on you must be self-aware, everything just need to act according to your heart!"

Hearing his master's teachings to him, Yang Le couldn't help but fall into deep thought, this sentence "self-knowledge" seems to imply a deep meaning, isn't it because he can't recognize his own essence from a high-ranking god to this field?

The white-robed old man, who was called Master by Yang Le, saw that he had already gone to the Tao, so he continued to say to him:

"Xiaole, what the teacher is teaching you now is how to be a real person!"

"Speaking of which, in fact, there are only two difficult things to be a human being, one is how to deal with others, and the other is how to deal with oneself. ”

"It's still one thing, and the hardest thing is how to deal with yourself. Because if you know how to deal with yourself, you will know how to deal with others, and you will still be on the one side of your life. ”

"It's not easy to deal with yourself, because there is an ambiguity in the truth about dealing with yourself. On the one hand, a person must not be without self-esteem, selflessness, or personality. On the other hand, he must not be arrogant, self-attached, or allowed to be dominated by selfish prejudices. In short, he thinks that he should not be too small, but not too big, and the difficulty lies in the adjustment arrangement, which is just right. ”

"It's not easy to deal with yourself, because it's not easy to recognize, just as you can't bootstrap yourself if you are powerful, and you can't look at yourself if you have eyes. The authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear. We are naturally the authorities rather than spectators, we are confined to the small circle of "me", we cannot jump out of the "me" to see the world, we cannot see the "me", we do not have the distance necessary for perspective, we cannot take the sober objective attitude necessary for correct observation, and we are obsessed with ourselves, unable to recognize ourselves, and only allow selfishness, prejudice, vanity, and illusion to dominate, and completely turn our true face upside down. Like silkworms, we are bound to ourselves in a cocoon, and this cocoon is the illusion that we have mistaken for ourselves. There are very few people who are truly self-aware. ”

In daily self-estimation, the truth is always right, the article is always good, and the character is always high. ”

"People often 'do what they like,' and there is no one who likes them more than themselves. If others don't think so high, our self-esteem will suffer a big blow, and we will have a deep hatred in our hearts. When this kind of problem is in others, we immediately see it, and in ourselves, we turn a blind eye. ”

"Xiaole, in the future, you will no longer be a legendary god, as a teacher, I hope you must remember - God is also a human being, and people can also become gods. No matter what your identity is in the future, recognizing your true heart is what you should do!"

......

Every time the white-robed old man said a word, a lotus flower emitting a holy light would appear in the surrounding pool, and Yang Le could only remember the master's words for a while, and the truth still needed to be pondered by himself.

I saw Yang Le answer in a daze:

"The disciple has been taught!"

Then he got into the boat at the old man's feet.

A white horse suddenly sprinkled in the sky, like a sharp sword piercing the darkness that could not be seen, as the boat slowly moved, Yang Le's entire inner world was filled with light, and the old man in white gradually merged with it, and slowly disappeared.

The long-lost warmth made Yang Le stretch his waist, he was still a little reluctant to leave the master, but he also knew very well in his heart that there was no feast in the world.

Elaine's singing was repeated over and over again, and finally reached the depths of Yang Le's heart, and the sad emotion was gradually transmitted, although he was now just a spiritual body, he still couldn't help but say to himself after slapping himself twice:

"I'm really a father in vain! Yang Le, you're really not a thing!"

Elaine, who was desperate, was suddenly pleasantly surprised to hear her father's heartbeat, and before she could open her eyes, she felt a warm palm caressing the back of her head, and a gentle voice came into her ears.

"Daughter, I'm sorry, Dad almost broke his promise again, but please believe me, this is the last time!"

Although Yang Le, who opened his eyes, still looked a little weak, the little girl who didn't care about it threw herself into his arms with a "wow", listening to her daughter's call, the former god finally made up her mind to cheer up.

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PS: The words about self-knowledge that the old man in the white robe said to Yang Le in the book originated from the article of Mr. Zhu Guangqian, a famous modern and contemporary aesthetician, literary theorist, educator and translator - "The Hardest Thing to Be a Man". Here, the author pays tribute to Mr. and shares this article with you, and I hope that all book friends can harvest their own insights!