Chapter 322: Engagement
The history of mankind is the history of human disgrace.
And some of the fun comes from losing face.
Zhang Yiman was completely tricked by this prank, and she was really angry after knowing the truth, however, just now she faintly felt from the uncle's initiative to kiss that some things that she had persevered for a long time and planned to persist in all her life finally had feedback.
Uncle, this piece of ice is showing signs of melting.
The uncle is passive in this relationship, and she always has scruples, which she knows. But she was not discouraged, she would not give up easily when she saw her goal, and she even made enough mental preparations that took several years.
Zhang Yiman originally thought that this tug-of-war would last for a long time, but now it seems that she is not doing useless work.
This kind of joy that almost softened his whole body made Zhang Yiman feel that this time the humiliation was particularly worthwhile. If she could, she would like to lose face a few more times, so that her uncle would comfort her with kisses again.
Zhang Yiman's instincts were right.
The unexpected sincerity and unexpected adventure forcibly tore apart Han Jue's mental defense that he had built up this morning.
If two adults with love experience fall in love, although the two parties have a tacit understanding, there is always a feeling of lack of stamina when they fall in love.
Everyone has looked at the world and experienced warmth and coldness. You say "I love you", and I reflexively say "I love you too", which is as simple as drinking water. But in fact, the process is full of fear, worrying about this and worrying about that. A laugh only dares to laugh for seven points, save three points to leave room for yourself.
This is a habit in human genes, summing up experience and avoiding harm.
But if it's a relationship with an inexperienced young person, it feels like a different story.
Although young lovers will not handle many things well in their relationships, their attitude towards feelings is serious and pious.
The reason why people reminisce about their youth when they have nothing to do in middle age and remember the love they had in school is indeed because young people at that time were very cute. That age is simple and straightforward, with momentum, saying that I like you is really like you, and I like you 200 percent. I am not afraid that I have no money, nor do I mind exposing my shortcomings, everything is frank and pure. Before he could say a word, love overflowed from his eyes, and he couldn't cover it.
Some feelings, as long as you look at each other, the heart will be reached.
Now that Han Jue looked at Zhang Yiman, he understood.
Han Jue is essentially a coward. Before others carefully introduce themselves, Han Jue would never speak out about himself first. Before others first reveal their feelings, Han Jue will never express his affection first.
Even if he went to this strange world and played around, he was still twisted in terms of feelings, still cautious, and still others took a hundred steps back from him.
Han Jue has only experienced a period and a half of love in his two lives, but this does not mean that he is a love idiot. Playing a small withdrawn and sensitive heart, Han Jue can feel the love and hate of others more keenly.
In Han Jue's opinion, Zhang Yiman is like a little sun, she is so brilliant that she is dazzling.
From the beginning of their acquaintance to the present, Zhang Yiman has frankly spread himself out into a target, showing himself wholeheartedly and expressing himself, not afraid of being hurt, but afraid that his love is not obvious enough and will not be seen by him.
Han Jue knew that he had changed a lot, and he came to the heart defense of the other world, and was melting little by little in front of the silly girl's hot, unreserved love.
After talking about love with Zhang Yiman for so many days, many things have happened, and some things are about to happen.
Han Jue couldn't be indifferent.
......
"Regardless of whether the part just now will be broadcast or not, let's unify the voice first. ”
"Hmm~"
"When others ask, you will say that the magic trick is a prank by the two of us teaming up to reverse the whole program team. ”
"Okay~"
"When I saw Wang Dao and them, I had to be a little more confident. ”
"Oh~"
"Sister Qin...... It's okay if you tell the truth or not. ”
"Hmm. ”
After Han Jue coaxed Zhang Yiman, he pulled her crackling tail to clean up the prank. But no matter what he said, Zhang Yiman, who was lying on his shoulder, responded glutinously, as if a hundred steels could be turned into finger wrapping. So Han Jue didn't know if she listened to it or not.
"By the way, will your father kill me if he finds out about this?" Han Jue shook his shoulders and asked worriedly.
After Han Jue and the stupid girl's remarks about being good were broadcast, in the eyes of a considerable number of people, he may have become an unscrupulous uncle who premeditated to cheat and kiss. This part of the people must include Zhang Yaohui. So Han Jue was very worried about the danger to his life.
"Where, my dad is very good!" Zhang Yiman twisted his body to defend his father.
Han Jue nodded.
Whether it is self-deception or self-deception, Han Jue's impression of Zhang Yaohui is still good. Director Zhang is gentle and elegant, not like a person who likes to be rude......
Zhang Yiman added: "Even if you want to fight, you shouldn't be able to die." ”
"......" Han Jue pursed his lips and showed a very gloomy smile.
"Even if it airs, it's good. Zhang Yiman said with a smile.
"What's the matter, even if I'm lucky enough not to be killed by your dad. Aren't you afraid of being embarrassed?"
"Hee~" Zhang Yiman suddenly became shy, "Anyway...... If you don't tell the director the truth, they'll think they've been deceived. Besides, if the kiss is not broadcast this time, it will be broadcast sooner or later in the future. ”
"How do you say it?" Han Jue's expression was quite complicated, and he didn't know which sentence to complain about first.
Zhang Yiman raised his head, rested his chin on Han Jue's shoulder, and said in a tone of hatred that iron is not made of steel: "We will definitely kiss in the future!
Han Jue took a deep breath.
Han Jue really wanted to tell the silly girl that she might not always kiss in the future. But the current situation is that he has spent a lot of effort, and even betrayed his hue to coax the stupid girl, and Han Jue doesn't want to ruin this good situation.
However, there is an old saying that if you tell a lie, you will be followed by more lies. Effortlessly.
"Alright, let's go. Han Jue patted Zhang Yiman on the shoulder, and was about to take Zhang Yiman downstairs to eat.
"Wait a minute," Zhang Yiman got up from Han Jue's shoulder, sat up straight, looked at Han Jue with a bright look and said, "Where's the song?"
"Ah, the tune," Han Jue's heart jumped, "What's wrong with the tune?"
He knew that Zhang Yiman was asking about the song he said just now [on a day with good weather, play a tune, and kiss her again], but this sentence was something he came up with in a hurry, where is there really any tune.
"I want to hear it!" Zhang Yiman shook Han Jue's arm, very curious about what kind of song would make the atmosphere change to an atmosphere suitable for kissing after playing.
"Next time, you see that everything that should have happened now has already happened, and the song or anything doesn't matter anymore. Han Jue said and was about to get up.
"Important!" Zhang Yiman hugged Han Jue's waist and looked at Han Jue with the eyes of an injured little animal, "I want to have music in my memories of the first kiss, it's best to hear this song and want to kiss at the beginning, and when I think about the first kiss, I want to listen to that song." ”
Han Jue looked straight at Zhang Yiman.
Zhang Yiman clasped his hands together and pouted: "Uncle, please, please~~"
"Hmm......" Han Jue sighed, nodded, and began to groan.
Zhang Yiman cheered, and ran to get the guitar.
The guitar was brought by the program team during the last live broadcast, and it has been kept in the living room since the recording ended. Han Jue didn't know if Director Wang had tasted the sweetness of the singer's couple, and intended to squeeze more tunes, so he put the guitar here.
But now it's too late to hate Wang Dao.
Right now, playing a beautiful song that makes a silly girl feel worthy of her first kiss is the most important thing.
Han Jue's first reaction when he got the guitar was actually to play the song "The Coldest Day" that he had been listening to on the way here.
However, Han Jue thought about it and felt that it was not possible. It's not that the song is bad. Although the lyrics of "The Coldest Day" are warm, the core artistic conception is extremely cold and cold, and it is a negative song. This song made the silly girl listen to it, and the silly girl who is sensitive and has the ability to appreciate songs will indeed be moved and shed tears, but Han Jue doesn't want the silly girl to think back to this day, and her mood is depressed.
Han Jue knew that he couldn't hesitate for too long, so the songs in his head quickly flashed over him.
Finally, after he had finished tuning the strings in a pretended slow manner, he remembered a song.
"Are you ready?" said Han Jue.
"It's been ready for a long time!" Zhang Yiman looked at Han Jue for a long time, and he was already anxious.
Han Jue deliberately smiled and asked, "Do you remember that when you came to the United States to look for me, we went to a restaurant for dinner, and that was the day I played the piano for you." ”
Zhang Yiman nodded quickly.
Of course she remembers. It was in that restaurant that she heard the song "Autumn Whispers" that she strengthened her determination. That piano piece is still played by her often in the show.
When she heard it at this time, Zhang Yiman thought that Han Jue was going to play a similar tune, and then she heard Han Jue continue to speak:
"Then do you remember that we made a lot of promises on that day? ”
Zhang Yiman's eyes lit up, his smile was bright, and belated shyness appeared on his face.
That day in the restaurant, after she felt the threat of Weng Nanxi, she pulled Han Jue to make a lot of appointments. Agree where to travel, agree not to get off the bus easily when the accident comes, and agree not to give up on her...... agreed on this and that, and also agreed not to break up easily, not to get off easily.
"This song is called "The Promise". Han Jue looked at Zhang Yiman and smiled softly.
Han Jue didn't want to get out of the car.
I don't want to.
But it's impossible not to get out of the car.
The more he came into contact with happiness, the more pessimistic Han Jue became, and he would think about what would happen after happiness ended.
He was originally the person in Gu Cheng's poem [In order to avoid the end, you avoided the beginning of everything], but he faced Zhang Yiman's continuous approach, and when he came back to his senses, he was already moved.
But that's not a reason for him to be desperate.
Han Jue can easily be himself alone in this world, but Zhang Yiman may not be able to. Even if she wanted to, it was difficult.
Being yourself comes at a heavy cost. Because in the process of being yourself, you will encounter a lot of obstacles. These obstacles do not necessarily come from society, and sometimes from those around them. Obstacles can be obstacles because they occupy a certain weight in your life, breaking bones and connecting tendons.
Overcoming obstacles sometimes means breaking certain bonds.
Han Jue can't hurt the stupid girl.
He can't incite a stupid girl to be desperate with him, that's irresponsible.
What he can do is to cherish this experience with Zhang Yiman in the show.
Just looking at the little girl in front of him, Han Jue clearly felt that he was attached to this relationship.
He prayed that the day when the show would get off would come later, later.
Zhang Yiman was very happy when she heard that Han Jue still remembered their agreement, she bit her lip with shame, took the initiative to distance herself, and sat precariously waiting for Han Jue to play.
Han Jue wrote a lot of songs for his ex-girlfriend, and also wrote songs for Xiaolu and Zhang San. Zhang Yiman has always been envious.
Although she received a few songs from Han Jue, she also sang them. But she felt that the lyrics of those songs were not written because of her, and she was not the object of the lyrics.
She has always wanted to wait for a sweet song that belongs to her.
Now it's coming.
Han Jue looked at Zhang Yiman, smiled, and asked, "Can you understand Cantonese songs?"
"I understand!" Zhang Yiman said excitedly.
Han Jue nodded, not surprised. Although Cantonese songs in this world do not monopolize half of Chinese songs like in previous lives, because Cantonese has a beautiful and unique rhyme, Cantonese has become a language used by many musicians to express themselves even in another world.
Han felt the reply and stopped talking, he lowered his head, plucked the strings in his arms, and slowly sang:
【
I still remember the door number of the hotel that day
still retained the demeanor of leaving with a smile
The whole city on the day, so brisk
Walk along the road for half a mile
......
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With Han Jue's low chanting and singing, Zhang Yiman was quickly taken to the United States where he was strolling in a foreign country with his uncle.
The feeling of being in a foreign country is unique.
Walking in an unfamiliar place, half of your mind is on the scenery, and half of your attention is on the people around you.
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I still remember that the street lamps shone yellow
It also lit up the lukewarm toilet stall
The silhouette of your silhouette is too good-looking
Hold back your tears before you dare to take a closer look
......
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ZHANG YIMAN CLEARLY REMEMBERS THAT ON THE NIGHT WHEN SHE WAS STROLLING ON THE STREET, SHE ROUTINELY ASKED HER UNCLE HOW TO TRANSLATE "I LOVE YOU", AND THE UNCLE SMILED AND TOLD HER - "THE MOONLIGHT IS SO BEAUTIFUL TONIGHT".
【
Forget the heaven and the earth, as if you can't remember yourself
I still haven't forgotten to meet to see the yellow leaves flying far away
Even if it will be separated from you, a sad play
If you are determined to forget, I will not remember
Tomorrow, I'm afraid I won't be able to recognize myself
I haven't forgotten to make a promise with you if I didn't die
Even if you have a strong chest, you can't beat the weather
You can be recognized by both sideburns
......
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Autumn is the season of parting. They have been together since the fall, and they have been together for another autumn.
The lyrics are actually full of Han Jue's worries.
However, Zhang Yiman, who was indulged in memories, only listened to the resolute confession behind him and was happy for it, and did not notice the hidden worries at all.
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Remember the chords of the guitar that day
I also understand the volts of each melody
The street corner flowed through your voice that day
The journey along the road fades like a song
......
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A song is finished.
Zhang Yiman will always be Han Jue's most loyal number one fan, she applauded and cheered: "Wow!
"Is it really that good?" Han Jue looked at Zhang Yiman with a doting smile.
Zhang Yiman nodded excitedly: "It's good! It's very good! This is my natal song in the future!Hahahaha!"
Han Jue laughed along.
The lyrics of this song actually involve the past, present, and future.
Optimistic people will hear the optimistic version: the protagonist snuggles up in the arms of his lover, fondly reminiscing about the past and looking forward to the future. And pessimistic people will hear the pessimistic version: the protagonist keeps the original agreement, waiting for the person who may have gray temples.
Zhang Yiman smiled brightly.
Although Han Jue's smile was also bright, there was lingering sadness in that smile.
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Note: "Promise" - Faye Wong
Jacky Cheung and Eason Chan sang covers respectively, each with its own characteristics. Especially after Eason Chan sang this song, he said a nostalgic word for Leslie Cheung, asking everyone to cherish the people in front of them and not regret it if they lose it.
This book uses the artistic conception of Eason Chan's version.
It is used on April 1st, which is especially suitable for the occasion.