The night was dark, and the sky was full of snowflakes.

This snow is really strange, the grass on the ground has already sprouted, and the ground is full of life, but it is snowing.

Shang Yang walked ahead, and Chen Yutong insisted on walking beside him by hooking his trouser pocket.

From the moment Chen Yutong said that sentence, the two became very embarrassed and spoke unnaturally.

If it was before, Shang Yang would have told her: Get out!

Or it could be: come on, come on, come on.

No matter how you say it, it's mostly a joke, and she won't take it to heart, but today she has become extremely embarrassed, maybe it's because he's about to leave, or maybe it's the sincere look in her eyes when she says this.

Eat at the restaurant, and it's time to walk out after eating.

There are not many pedestrians on the road, and the two of them walking under the dim street lamps are a special case.

I have been walking for an hour, and there is Xuanhuayuan Hotel in front of me.

"Why don't I send you back to school?"

Shang Yang still feels very awkward, mainly because everyone is not a child, it is impossible to be as innocent as before, and it can also be said that he has known her for too many years, and it is too embarrassing.

Chen Yutong lowered her head, her head was already covered with snowflakes, she didn't speak, but shook her head.

Silent resistance is the most unbearable, but it is also the most resolute.

Shang Yang was silent again.

If Zhao Suxian is special to any girl, then it can only be Chen Yutong, even her brother's child Li Nian can't be compared, her liking for Chen Yutong sometimes makes Shang Yang envious, as long as Chen Yutong is there, Shang Yang is the child who buys instant noodles as a gift.

If Zhao Suxian knew what happened to Chen Yutong, she would definitely be able to do something that would not allow her to enter the house, which was extremely cruel.

"Let's go..."

Shang Yang still said these two words, the closer he was to the door of the hotel, the more complicated his heart became, he was very worried, he couldn't figure out what it was called, it was very appropriate to treat her as a sister, but it was not correct, after all, he didn't want her to belong to others, but he really broke through everything, and it seemed that he couldn't get along calmly.

Chen Yutong kept his head down and followed beside him, and he didn't speak.

Walk into the hotel.

Shang Yang lives here all year round and has a room.

I went straight to the elevator and entered the room.

As soon as I entered, the light was so bright that it was almost blinding.

"I'm going to take a shower"

Chen Yutong said, walked in quickly, she had lived here, remembered the location, and went straight to the bathroom.

After a while, there was the sound of running water.

The door is not very soundproof.

The voice inside is in my ears, thinking that it is the little girl I grew up watching, I still feel awkward, I feel that she is a little girl.

But I thought about it again.

This little girl has grown up, and she is not much shorter than herself in high heels, especially with longer eyelashes than herself.

"Click"

Light a cigarette.

Turned his head to look at the bathroom door, took two puffs hard, sat here and was a little dazed, didn't know what to do, thought about it, took out his mobile phone, opened the most primitive chat software, there were many friends who had not been in contact for many years, but once threatened to be together for a lifetime.

didn't care about others, entered Chen Yutong's photo album, there were very few in it.

I thought about it.

Log out of your own software, log in to Chen Yutong's software, think about the password, and use your name and birthday, very accurate entry, not a blind guess, she said.

But this is the first time on.

As soon as I landed, I found two pieces of news that I liked her.

Shang Yang didn't care

, enter the album, only to find that there is a cave.

There are her graduation photos, family photos, and a separate photo album, the name is written very directly, "My love" is also very direct after clicking in, all of them are photos of Shang Yang, when she was a few years old, she took photos with her mobile phone, and when she was beaten on the head and bled out, there were dozens of brothers around her.

There are also a few photos of her secretly filming herself to make a fool of herself.

She showed half of her face and grimaced.

In fact, Shang Yang's original intention to take a look was to find the footprints of her growing up, otherwise the picture that appeared in her mind was always her knocking on her door with runny nose and letting herself play with her...

Turn off this album, and there are still a few photos of her and Ding Xiaonian.

Thinking of Ding Xiaonian, Shang Yang had a headache again, if this dead fat man knew, he could also come to him to play with his life, and he usually made trouble, but he really regarded Chen Yutong as his sister, after all, when he couldn't eat, Chen Yutong stole instant noodles from home for him...

"Squeak..."

He was thinking when the door opened behind him.

Then I heard a weak voice say, "I'm done, you're going to take a bath too?"

Shang Yang turned his head.

When he saw Chen Yutong, the whole person was petrified.

She was only wrapped in a white bath towel all over her body, and her hair was wrapped in a towel, but there was no cover, and there were droplets of water sliding down on her long legs, and there was no water flowing out of her collarbones, and her freshly washed, unadorned face was hung with a pink color just for her lover.

She stood there: clear water out of hibiscus.

"I'll go back first..."

Chen Yutong said, walked into the bedroom, and then closed the door.

Shang Yang shook his head, cleared out some bad thoughts in his mind, and walked into the bathroom, thinking of pouring himself a little more sober with cold water, but he was intoxicated as soon as he entered.

The bathroom was filled with the body fragrance emanating from Chen Yutong's body.

It is a natural, unadulterated embodiment.

She's still a girl...

"What should I do?"

Shang Yang asked himself over and over again, coming to this step of the dilemma, from a man's point of view, it is imperative, but in terms of familiarity, he really doesn't know how to face it.

Stand under the shower and wash over and over again.

He didn't know how long it had been.

Had to turn off the shower.

Wrapping up the bath towel, I decided to walk in and talk to her again, if she insisted, she had no other way, tiptoed to the door, and gently pushed the door open.

The bedroom has an orange-yellow bedside lamp on.

Shang Yang didn't speak, looking ahead with a faint smile.

Because the little girl on the bed, who was already asleep, pulled the quilt up very far, hid her mouth in the quilt, and wanted to cover her face at any time, like a colorful pheasant running in the mountains.

Seeing this, Shang Yang's heart finally settled down, this is the best feeling.

He walked slowly to the bed, tried not to make a little noise and looked at the little girl, looking at her face, it is true that the eighteenth year of the female college has changed, and now she is already slim.

No blemishes, meticulously crafted.

He was going to reach out and silently put her head down, but his hand was raised and he gave up, and it would not be good if he woke her up.

"Two years..."

Shang Yang didn't want her to go, because she was fully capable of giving her the life that most people wanted, but she was not qualified to stop her from realizing her self-worth, everyone needs differently, and she should also realize herself in her own way.

"Time is so fast, you're going to fly..."

Shang Yang said slowly in a voice that could only be heard by mosquitoes.

Just saw those photos, he recalled all the scenes when he was a child, no matter how good the memories are, he still has to live in reality, and he has to admit that the little girl is already so big.

"My child daughter-in-law?

Shang Yang smiled, then turned off the light and lay down on the bed.

As soon as he lay down, Chen Yutong seemed to feel it, stretched out his arm and hugged it, and one leg also rode it.

Shang Yang didn't dare to move, thinking that she was awake, but after more than ten seconds, she was still breathing so evenly, so she put her mind at ease.

When she was a child, she cried and cried that her parents quarreled, and this is the posture when she came to sleep at her house, as if she had a sense of security by holding everything in her arms.

When I was a child, I would pull her to the other side.

Now, I have to think about even breathing.

"Flowers have a reblooming day, and no one is young..."

He thought silently, slowly closing his eyes.

an hour.

Two hours.

After two and a half hours, a pair of eyes in the darkness slowly opened, and the body did not move, but the tears slid down his cheeks, and they did not stop, and in the blink of an eye, the quilt was soaked.

Chen Yutong opened his eyes.

By not drawing the curtains, the faint moonlight shining in was to see his face around him.

Obviously, they have been together for more than 20 years, and they have already penetrated into the bone marrow, but at this moment they feel very strange, this strangeness is not to people, but to wander outside of their thoughts, as if the sense of distance makes her uncomfortable, and as if they are about to separate and make her suffer.

"Death Shang Yang, I should be your original wife, but you always treat me as a child"

She pouted, silently in her mind.

After liking it for so many years, the word Shang Yang has long been beating with every cell at all times, and the day when she is about to separate, how can she sleep?

"I can't stop you from running to someone better than me..."

Chen Yutong was silently talking again.

When she was in college, she told Shang Yang to wait for her for four years, but now that three years have passed, she finds that she still can't do anything to help him.

There is no Li Nian's family affairs.

There is no Feng Xuanyin's ability.

There is no companionship that Tang Youyou is always ready to accompany.

"But I don't want you to be with anyone else, so I'm going to be better than anyone else..."

This is the belief she has always adhered to, otherwise it would not be possible to calculate the ratio of each chemical element in the laboratory when everyone else is in love, watching movies, and shopping, in order to one day be better than everyone else, so that others will not be able to stop him from running to a better self.

"Bang Bang"

Her tears fell down in strings: "I don't like you to send me, because I'm afraid that I won't be able to leave if I keep watching you, so I'm either tomorrow's plane, or tonight's plane..."

Thinking about it, she raised the back of her hand to wipe her tears, then slowly leaned up, looked at Shang Yang's face, slowly closed her eyes, and touched his lips lightly.

"Wait for me, I'll be better..."

She raised her arm again, wiped her tears, slowly walked out of bed, and opened the door to go out.

About five minutes passed.

"Bang..."

There was a slight sound of the door closing outside.

"Click"

The room was lit up with red light, and smoke curled up...

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