447. A letter
[Brother Kun, I'm leaving.
I don't know how to face you now, so please forgive me for not saying goodbye.
I apologize to you for that sentence that day, I really couldn't hold back at the time, but I looked back for a long time, how difficult it is to find someone who dares to slap me today.
Almost everyone flatters me and slaps me around, and you're the only one.
I thank you, that slap made me understand something.
I have negotiated with Ah Xiang, I gave her 100 million yuan, which is enough for her to be prosperous and rich for a lifetime, and on the day she went to the bank to handle the transfer, everyone in her family came.
When the money arrived, her father invited me to lunch.
In the afternoon of the same day, we went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the divorce procedures, and things went very smoothly without any waves. I paused when I signed, but Ah Xiang signed her name in one go.
To be honest, the little guilt I had in my heart was completely wiped out.
My dad didn't pay attention to me anymore, and to be expected, you know, I didn't want to pay attention to him many years ago. But at this moment, I suddenly realized that I no longer hated him in my heart.
Naturally, he would not go to Russia with me.
But I've settled him down, the best pension facility in the province, the best welfare package.
In addition, I took Komine with me.
You're right, he's my own son, and nothing can stop me from taking him with me.
In fact, as you said, I thought too much, and after raising the originally negotiated 50 million yuan to 100 million, Ah Xiang didn't say a word...... Oh no, she said it anyway - that's your son.
That means I have the right to take him away.
I will give him the best life, the best education, and treat him the same as the child I had with Ivana.
Trust me, I can do this.
If you can't do it, when Xiaofeng sees you again, uncle, in the future, if he complains to you, you can whip me again.
I promise to bear it, and I won't say a word.
Finally, I want to say, Brother Kun, no matter what, in my heart, you will always be my Li Youguang's best brother, my eldest brother!
Nothing can change that.
Of course I'll be back, but at that point, I hope you'll forgive me for being an unreliable brother.
Li Youguang
The sixth day of the first month of 1992]
Guo Yongkun sat alone on the sofa, refolded the letter paper in his hand, and put it back in the original envelope, and felt mixed feelings for a while.
Li Youguang left, the year was not over, and there was no greeting, so he only sent someone to deliver this letter.
And this letter made him understand several truths.
First, he and his sister were wrong, Ah Xiang didn't love Li Youguang as much as he imagined.
That kind of faint love is so worthless in the face of huge wealth.
The social reality is somewhat frightening.
Second, he had tossed and turned for several nights, unable to sleep, and the slap he regretted a little was not wrong.
At least it woke up Li Youguang, who was confused by the world of flowers.
He forgave his father.
Took away the son.
In the worst-case scenario, he finally showed his sense of responsibility as a son of man and a father.
Third, in essence, Li Youguang is still the same Li Youguang.
He's still his good brother.
"Perhaps...... That's the best outcome. Guo Yongkun muttered to himself.
......
This New Year, the old Guo family is much colder than in previous years.
Guo Yonghui's matter is one aspect, and on the other hand, it is Guo Yongkun.
He is still under investigation, and this matter has dragged on for so long, many people think they smell something, and they are worried that they will be involved, and they have deliberately alienated him.
But this is a good thing for Guo Yongkun.
It is precisely this opportunity that he may reorganize his complex personal connections.
The real friends you can make are definitely not the kind of icing on the cake when you are good.
It is the person who never leaves you when you are in danger.
It's good to be cold, in the past, he must have drunk and injured himself during the Spring Festival every year, but now he has a feeling of stealing half a day's leisure.
On the tenth day of the first month, I was still ready to go back to Qiantou Mountain, and this year, because there was nothing to do, at the invitation of Brother Da Long, I planned to stay there for one night.
At the same time, I also brought my sister.
She has hardly been out since she came home, just taking her out for a walk.
When she heard that she was going to the countryside, she didn't refuse.
The weather was nice, the sky was clear, and the warm sunlight was shining through the window glass.
Guo Yongkun drove, Guo Yonghui sat lazily in the passenger seat, seemed to feel the sunshine, took off his warm shoes, and stilted barefoot on the center console.
Seeing that her fair face was a little more ruddy, she looked out the window from time to time at the green of early spring, and the corners of her mouth slowly bloomed, Guo Yongkun's heart was also beautiful.
The decision of the dark passage could not be more correct.
Anyone who has been locked up at home for more than a month is also bored, and my sister is not unwilling to go out, but she is unwilling to contact some old people, so she is asked about some bad things that she does not want to mention for the time being.
And when I left the city and went to the countryside, I obviously didn't have this scruples.
"Xiao Kun, tell me about Su Roubei. Guo Yonghui said suddenly.
She had heard of this name more than once or twice, because every year her brother would go to worship this girl rain or shine, and she heard her mother say that it was her brother's first love.
So she's always been curious, but she's never got the chance to ask, but now is a good time.
"She, what do you want to hear?"
If you want to change the early years, when talking about Su Rou, Guo Yongkun's mood will inevitably be instantly low, because this girl is a regret that he still can't let go.
I have to say that time is both beautiful and terrifying.
The beautiful thing is that some things are brewing, brewing, and will become more and more mellow, and every time I recall it, I will always unconsciously hook the corners of my mouth.
It's scary because it can really take away some of the emotions, even the most memorable.
But fortunately, for Su Rou, all that Guo Yongkun had lost in his heart was that thick sadness, and all the beautiful things remained in his mind.
"You want to hear it, you can say it. ”
After Guo Yongkun sighed, there was a hint of reminiscence in his eyes.
"There's still some way to go, so I'll tell you from the beginning. I first met her at a fighting meeting......"
When Guo Yongkun said that he and Li Youguang were tied up because of eating crayfish, Guo Yonghui laughed directly.
At that time, Su Rou suddenly rushed out, it was like a heavenly maiden descending to earth, everyone said that heroes save beauty, but that time it was a serious beauty saving heroes. I was immediately moved, and I was also amazed by her dusty temperament and beauty. ”
"Beautiful?" asked Guo Yonghui.
"Just kidding, you still don't believe in your brother's vision, the girl who can amaze me is absolutely one in a million, and the fairy daughter in the TV series is nothing more than that. In short, you have to fight with your sister. ”
"It's sweet in your mouth. Guo Yonghui chuckled and said, "Hearing you say that, you must be prettier than me." ”
"That's not almost, almost, almost. Guo Yongkun said with a haha.
"Where's Bixia Sakura?"
"Well, it's pretty much the same. ”
Guo Yonghui gave him a big roll of the eyes angrily.
There are few guests at home for the Chinese New Year today, but there are a few returns, and one of them is Xia Ying.
A very smart and clever girl, as brilliant as her appearance, didn't ask anything after meeting, but brought herself a few books that were not easy to buy.
made Guo Yonghui very happy, she liked this girl more and more, and really treated her as a brother and sister.
Go on. ”
Talking about it, inevitably, he must have talked about his return to the city and Su Rou's terminal illness.
The smile on Guo Yongkun's face gradually disappeared.
"She knew I was in love with her, but she was in love with me too. She knew she didn't have a few years to live and didn't want to drag me down, so she replaced her medical records with me and helped me get back to the city early, and I was kept in the dark for years until I ...... I received news of her death. ”
When Guo Yonghui heard this, her beautiful big eyes were already shining.
"She's such a good girl. ”
"yes. Guo Yongkun nodded heavily, "Not marrying her is the biggest regret of my life." ”
Guo Yonghui finally understood why his younger brother had insisted on visiting each other every year for so many years.
This love can be regarded as singing and crying.
Su Rou's actions made her understand a truth that she had only read in books in the past, but she had never been able to comprehend the true meaning: if you really love someone, you don't want to try to keep him (her) by your side, but as long as it is good for him (her), then let him (her) go.
Put down two words, only eleven strokes, if you really want to do it, how easy is it?
To tell the truth, Guo Yonghui is very envious.
The word love is still a strange word to her, she thought she already had it, but later found out that it was not love at all.
If you can experience such an unforgettable love in this life, even if it is a tragic ending, just like Su Rou. Then she has no regrets.
"If people really have the spirit of being in the sky, I think Su Rou is happy now. ”
"Actually, sister, you are very similar to her. ”
"Oh, where is it like?" asked Guo Yonghui curiously.
"First of all, you are as beautiful, and your experience is roughly the same, Su Rou is also a returnee, and she also likes to read, she must have some ambitions in her heart, but she can't realize it, so she dedicated the last time of her life to the children in the countryside. ”
With Guo Yonghui's intelligence, he could already hear that his younger brother had something to say.
"What do you want to say?"
"What I want to say is, sister, sometimes dreams don't have to be so grand, so a tendon, why not look at it from a different angle? As long as it's a meaningful thing, it's great anyway. ”
My sister has been idle at home now, although she didn't say it, Guo Yongkun can understand her inner anxiety.
Where does she go from here?
There was only one thing she wanted to do, but now she lost the opportunity.
She stands at the crossroads of her life.
"You want me to teach?"
"Fine, as long as you like. It's a big deal, I'll donate a school. Guo Yongkun laughed.
Guo Yonghui shook his head and did not reply.
What she thought was that she couldn't be taken care of by her brother all the time.
With her current situation, there will be no regular college to accept her and donate a school, to put it simply, how much will it cost?
She's not a giant baby.
"I see what you mean, give me some time, I'll think about it. ”
Guo Yongkun smiled and nodded.
Bing Xue is a smart girl like this, even if it is her own sister, Guo Yongkun has to think about talking to her, she is too smart, almost a little bit of understanding.
So it's easy to get her caught up in some bad thoughts because of the wrong wording.
There is no mistake