16. Is it a habit or a liking
Ming Yan's thoughts came back, and the rocking car was placed there, he also felt a little deserted, the location here was originally biased, and at this time, there was no one, Ming Yan took a sip of water.
The sun came out, the sun shone on the rocking car, and Ming Yan suddenly had an idea, after being in the sun like this for a long time, would Quan Yuli burn his ass when he came to sit.
He himself was amused by his own thoughts, and she suddenly wanted to see Kwon Yuli's hot ass, what was it like?
Ming Yan sat here in a daze, he suddenly thought of the morning, he said that Quan Yuli didn't look down on him, but what about himself? What is his attitude towards Quan Yuli?
They have known each other for more than half a year, and unlike others, they are like confidants, omitting the process of becoming friends in the middle, everything is so easy and natural.
Ming Yan never thought that he would be with Quan Yuli one day except in the morning, maybe he didn't dare to think about it, a woman like her was born to be a daughter-in-law, and she didn't think she had so much luck, so it would be good to keep the relationship of a friend like this.
However, have you maintained it now? Everything seems to be a habit, and some of the small tacit understandings between the two of them, Ming Yan thought about it carefully, and felt a little incredible.
It's like, Ming Yan knows what Quan Yuli likes, and Quan Yuli also knows what he hates, and the two tacitly understand beyond the scope of friends.
He didn't know what the relationship between the two of them was, he said it was a friend, but the relationship was so good that it didn't look like a friend, if he was a lover, Ming Yan shook his head, no way, she wouldn't take a fancy to herself, Ming Yan denied it to herself again.
However, once a person has an idea, it seems impossible to forget it.
Mingyan's mind is now full of Quan Yuli's shadow, and he wants to think about it, but he can't do it, it's always her, when she laughs, when she is sad, when she is angry, it has been lingering in her mind.
It's been a long time since Ming Yan felt this way, is this what I like?
Ming Yan didn't want to admit it, but how could he explain his state?
"Came so early?" was when Ming Yan was struggling, and the convenience store owner appeared in front of him.
"Oh yes, just got a break from a run. Ming Yan responded.
The convenience store owner sat next to Ming Yan, took out his cigarette case, and looked at Ming Yan, yes, he wanted to smoke.
Ming Yan took the convenience store owner's cigarette and held it in his hand, he hadn't smoked for almost three months, and he should have quit, but today I don't know why, I especially want to smoke.
"I just saw what you were struggling with. The convenience store owner finished lighting his cigarette and threw the lighter to Ming Yan.
Ming Yan took the lighter, lit the cigarette, took a puff, and the long-lost feeling returned.
"yes, it's tangled. Ming Yan said.
"Tangled in what?"
Ming Yan thought for a while, "Let me ask you a question, there are such two people, they are good friends, the two of them haven't known each other for a long time, but when they get along, they already have a relationship that goes beyond ordinary friends of the opposite sex, what should I do?"
The boss took a puff of his cigarette, "Is that the girl you brought with you that day?"
"Hmm. Ming Yan admitted.
"Do you like her?"
"I don't know, that's why I'm struggling. Ming Yan scratched his hair.
The boss looked at him, "Can you tell me how you usually get along?"
Ming Yan thought for a while: "I used to work in South Korea, she lived next door to my house, I forgot, how did we get acquainted, anyway, it was cooked, later, I returned to China, I didn't expect her to come back and live next door to my house." ”
The boss smiled, "Do you want me to say this?"
"Listen to me. Ming Yan spat out a puff of cigarette: "She did come because of me, but not because she liked me, but because of something else." ”
"How do you know she doesn't like you?"
"There's no way she likes me. Ming Yan stepped on the cigarette butt.
"Why are you so sure. ”
"I don't know, I guess it's intuitive. ”
The boss shook his head: "Then do you like her?"
"Didn't I say it? I'm struggling, recently I think about her inexplicably, and I'm worried about [Bayi Chinese.com www.x81zw.xyz] whether she can eat well at noon, will it be too boring......"
"That's like. The boss said categorically.
"Really?" Ming Yan looked up at him, "but I didn't realize it." ”
"Because you're used to it, you're wrong about love as a habit. ”
Habit?Ming Yan pondered, he was indeed used to it, Quan Yuli was his neighbor, and he was used to seeing Quan Yuli every day, and he was even more accustomed to cooking for her when he came home after work every day.
Is it a habit, or is it a liking?
"Then what should I do?" asked Mingyan.
"Why do you ask me all this question? ”
"But......" Ming Yan was just about to speak, but the boss spoke again.
"If you're afraid that she'll reject you, you don't have to do anything now, just like before. ”
"But wouldn't you miss it?"
"Are you really stupid, she took the initiative to come to the door, do you think you can miss it?" The boss probably met such an elm-headed person for the first time.
Ming Yan stopped talking, looking at the rocking car in a daze.
The convenience store owner patted him on the shoulder: "Some things just go naturally, time will tell you the answer, if she also has a good impression of you, she will definitely have something different for you." ”
"What's different about me?" Ming Yan repeated what his boss had just said.
Ming Yan thought about it carefully, Quan Yuli's attitude towards himself, from the previous indifference, to the balcony in the back, to the current eating together every day.
I often make her angry, she seems to be just angry for a while, and after a while, she is never really angry, she also knows herself very well, every time she is sad, she will always comfort herself just right.
It seems that it's not so much that I'm used to having her, it's that the two of us are used to each other, and what he just said seems to have some truth, she has come to China to find herself, maybe she really has feelings for herself.
......
Ming Yan walked on the way home, thinking about what the convenience store owner said just now, is it really good to go with the flow? Ming Yan is very scared now, afraid that Quan Yuli will suddenly disappear, and then leave him alone.
The more he was sure that he liked Quan Yuli, the more he suffered from gains and losses, and now in his mind, there were a hundred scenarios in which Quan Yuli suddenly disappeared, but no matter which one he was, he was the saddest.