"Brother, when I went to work today, I stood in the alley chatting without customers, I heard Xiaojuan in the store next to me say that you are the most particular about the right people, I think your family may not accept my ......"

After dinner, the two of them leaned on the bed and kept warm, and Suzuko suddenly spoke.

"Fool, don't listen to their nonsense, you're still young, aren't you still thinking about getting married?" Hu Jin was a little weak-hearted, but on the surface he pretended to be nothing.

"Brother, do you know contraception? I don't want to be an unwed mother. Suzuko suddenly said again, startling Hu Jin.

"Xiaojuan, what they said is terrifying, a girl with a child was abandoned by a man, how miserable it should be. Suzuko suddenly felt a little cold, probably because the temperature of the air conditioner was too low.

"What the hell are you thinking about every day? This kind of thing won't happen, how can I let you suffer like that?" Hu Jin took out a medicine box from his pocket.

"I'll eat this for a while, and I promise not to get pregnant. ”

Suzuko took it and looked at it, it said so-and-so oral contraceptive pills, "Is it okay for the body to eat this?" She still felt very cold, reached out for the remote control, and turned off the air conditioner.

"Of course it's okay, don't worry!" Hu Jin smiled, got up and started getting dressed.

"Brother, won't you stay tonight?" Suzuko felt cold in her heart.

"You know that my old man has a strict family education, and I will never be allowed to spend the night outside, baby, I'm sorry, I'll come to see you another day, and after a while, I'll lie and go out to buy, and come over to accompany you for a few days, okay?" Hu Jin looked gentle.

"Then you are not allowed to lie to people, I hate it when people lie to me the most!" Suzuko said hatefully.

"Well, I really don't lie to you, I'm leaving, tomorrow you go buy your own phone, pick what you like. Hu Jin took out an envelope from his pocket and stuffed it under the pillow.

"Brother, I don't want it, I can earn my own money to buy ......" Suzuko wanted to take it out and return it to him, but Hu Jin turned around and went out.

Suzuko opened the envelope and saw that it was 5,000 yuan, more than her own salary for three months, Suzuko was in a complicated mood, she always felt that something was weird, and she didn't feel good in her heart, so she stuffed the money under the pillow again and closed her eyes.

Many things were different from what she thought, and she just wanted to escape from that suffocating home and have the kind of life she wanted.

originally wanted to find a job in the south and learn something while working, but somehow fell in love with Hu Jin in a daze, and had a skin-to-skin relationship with him, and the development of things went on a completely different track.

When she first arrived here, she wanted to live a good life with Hu Jin, and Suzuko fantasized about how she would go to Hu Jin's house to meet her elders, what to wear and what to say, which used to make her very anxious, afraid that she would not be perfect enough to get the favor of her elders.

But slowly, she found that Hu Jin didn't plan to take her home at all, but placed her in this small house, and came over to see what she was.

Grandma once said that girls should not rely on anyone, they must have their own ability to gain a foothold in this world, and Liu Lili also once said that she should go to the outside world with Lingzi to see.

But I failed you after all, Suzuko's heart was gloomy, and tears ran down the corners of her eyes and wet the pillow.

The next morning, Suzuko was listless at work in the store, and the boss quipped, "Suzuko didn't sleep well last night, did you? Don't tell me you have a boyfriend?"

"I didn't sleep well last night, I was homesick, I missed my grandmother......" Suzuko's eyelids were slightly swollen, and she lost her former look.

"Silly girl, it's only been a few days, and you're homesick? Make a phone call to grandma, use the phone in the store. Song Chaolian pointed to the phone on the table.

"No need, boss, I don't have a phone at home, besides, my grandma...... It's gone. ”

Suzuko's nose is a little sour, except for Liu Lili in this world, probably no one else will worry about her, but she doesn't know where Liu Lili is going to college now, and she can't send the letter to her home, so she will be exposed, and she can only lose contact with Liu Lili.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't know about your grandma...... Don't be sad, girl, grandma is watching you from the sky, you have a good time, and her old man will rest assured. Song Chaolian didn't know what words to use to comfort this silly girl.

"Well, thank you boss. Suzuko finished cleaning, and while there were no customers now, she quickly familiarized herself with the goods on the shelves again.

"If there is anything you don't understand, just ask me, I'm going to go out in a few days, and I'll leave the store to you." Song Chaolian smiled, this child is diligent, and among girls of this age, he is down-to-earth and hardworking, which is rare.

"Boss, I really regret that I didn't study seriously at that time, I don't want to learn when I encounter difficulties, and now there are many things that I can't do without culture. Suzuko pointed to the English logo on a sweater, "I don't understand the washing method of the ingredients on it." ”

"No one is going to have smooth sailing, and I don't know English, but I bought an English dictionary and I looked it up when I had nothing to do, and after a long time, I became familiar with the common clothing terms. Song Chaolian smiled.

"Then I'll go to Xinhua Bookstore another day to buy a copy, in fact, I have it at home, but unfortunately I didn't bring it out. Suzuko also laughed, how could she not think of this.

"Suzuzi, everyone has their own path, you don't have to envy others, there are people who are not as good as you, you have to do the things in front of you well, do what suits you, don't be ambitious, you can't look ahead, grasp the present, be yourself!"

"Boss, you speak so philosophically!" Suzuko looked admiring, and everything went to her heart.

Crying until midnight last night, Suzuko regretted that she didn't study hard, regretted not going to high school, regretted not sending her grandmother to the hospital early, regretted that she shouldn't have developed so fast with Hu Jin, regretted many, many things, and finally fell asleep in regret.

When I got up in the morning, my heart was gloomy, I felt that my life was hopeless, and I even wanted to break the jar, I wanted to go out and squander the 5,000 yuan given by Hu Jin, and even wanted to live like this for the rest of my life, and let Hu Jin support him, regardless of whether he would marry him or not.

After a morning of losing her soul, Song Chaolian opened her heart in a few words, just like the sunlight shining into the basement where she couldn't see her fingers, those dark and damp things collapsed, the seeds sprouted, took root, and bloomed, and Suzuko's heart suddenly opened up.

"Sister Song, I know, you are my role model, a person is free, has a career and taste, I will also open a store in the future, it doesn't need to be big, it's enough to support myself, you're right, women must rely on themselves to get happiness!"

"What's so good about being like me? You have to be better off than me, happier than me. Song Chaolian couldn't help but smile bitterly.