19. My love is about you

What happens if you've been single for a long time.

Get used to eating alone, getting used to sleeping alone, getting used to all those solo projects.

So what if you get off the list?

I would want to eat with her, chat with her, play with her, go crazy, and do everything with her.

I want to give her a shoulder when she is tired, be sad with her when she is sad, be happy with her when she is happy, patiently coax her when she is angry, and hand her a tissue when she is moved to tears when she watches a movie......

The bright moon and the breeze, the grass grows and the warbler flies, and the gentleness given to her is indispensable, because she deserves it.

Love is actually very simple, a simple sentence you can come back, love can also be very big, as big as mountains and oceans, as big as the end of the sunset.

......

Another person returned home, it was pitch black, Ming Yan was too lazy to turn on the light, relied on his memory and walked to the sofa, lay down, and picked up a pillow casually, although he couldn't see it, but Ming Yan had already felt it, this pillow was brought by Li Zhien before.

I put the pillow on my face and smelled it, but there was no smell, and I thought that there would be a little smell of Li Zhien.

He put the pillow on his stomach, closed his eyes, and remembered.

......

In the afternoon, Li Zhien and Ming Yan sat in the café.

"How long are you going to hold it? Li Zhien looked at Ming Yan and said.

Ming Yan squeezed Li Zhien's hand and didn't let go: "I don't know, I just want to hold it all the time." ”

Li Zhien also couldn't cry or laugh: "You haven't let go since you came into this café, that's enough." ”

Ming Yan shook his head: "Not enough." As he spoke, Ming Yan held Li Zhien's hand and stuffed it into his pocket along with his own hand.

Li Zhien was also very helpless, and used his other hand to stir the coffee plant, "I can't drink coffee like this." ”

"It's okay, I'll feed you. Ming Yan picked up the coffee in front of Li Zhien and put it in front of her mouth.

"Mingyan, you're getting so greasy now. Li Zhien didn't drink the coffee brought by Ming Yan.

"Huh?"

Li Zhien forcefully pulled out the hand held by Ming Yan: "You are very disgusting like this." ”

"You find it disgusting?"

"Honestly, a little. ”

When Ming Yan heard Li Zhien's words, he was stunned as if he had been shocked.

"I ......" Ming Yan wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to say it: "I just haven't been in love like this, so I'm a little inexperienced, and I seem to have used too much force." ”

The corners of Li Zhien's mouth rose, as if he was happy to hear that Ming Yan had no experience in love, or he was amused by Ming Yan's stupidity.

"Do you know what is the best distance between two people together?" asked Li Zhien.

Ming Yan nodded confusedly: "I don't know." ”

Li Zhien smiled: "The best distance is that you will be next to me when I need you, you will be next to me when I am sad, and you will be next to me when I do stupid things." ”

Ming Yan didn't particularly understand what she meant.

"Didn't you understand?" Li Zhien saw his doubts.

Ming Yan nodded.

Li Zhien gently touched Ming Yan's head: "I usually feel that you are very smart, but when it comes to emotional matters, why don't you open up." ”

"It's not that I'm not open-minded, you're always mysterious and mysterious, it's really confusing. ”

Li Zhien shook his head with a smile, stretched out his hand and put it on Ming Yan's face, and the two looked at each other like this.

"Then I'll tell you a simple one. ”

"I want you to think of me when you're happy, when you're unhappy, when you're confused, and I'm the same, I'll think of you anytime and anywhere. ”

Ming Yan nodded as if he didn't understand.

Li Zhien seemed to be teaching a stupid student, relieved, put down his hand, took a sip of coffee, and then cried until he frowned and stretched out his little tongue.

Ming Yan wiped the coffee stains from the corner of her mouth: "Drink it slowly, why are you still like a child." ”

"It's so bitter. As he spoke, he pushed the coffee to Ming Yan: "Don't drink it, I'll give it to you." Then he ate the cake.

Ming Yan looked at the coffee pushed over by Li Zhien, picked it up and took a sip gently.

"Where are we going in the afternoon? Li Zhien, who was eating the cake, said.

"I don't know, how about going to the movies?" Ming Yan suggested.

"Movie? Li Zhien thought about it and seemed to have not seen a movie for a long time, so he nodded and agreed.

Ming Yan took out his mobile phone, searched for the movies released in South Korea recently, and there seemed to be nothing to see, and then handed the phone to Li Zhien: "What do you want to see?"

Li Zhien looked at it carefully, and finally shook his head: "There is nothing I want to see." ”

Ming Yan thought for a while, "Why don't you go to my house to watch it, just find one and watch it on TV." ”

Li Zhien nodded: "Okay." ”

......

"Look at it. Ming Yan looked for it on TV.

Li Zhien looked at the scrolling cover on the TV, "Just now, that." ”

Li Zhien sat cross-legged on the sofa and ate the potato chips.

Ming Yan found the video according to what Li Zhien just said, and then sat next to Li Zhien.

The name of the film is "So Won", a very common name in South Korea.

"Have you seen this movie?" asked Ming Yan.

Li Zhien nodded.

"What kind of story is it telling? ”

"See for yourself, it's a spoiler when you say it. ”

Ming Yan opened a lollipop and got Li Zhien's mouth, and Li Zhien opened his mouth and took it in.

As the film slowly started, Ming Yan and Li Zhien stopped talking, and the only movement was the sound of Li Zhien chewing potato chips.

But as the film slowly played, the sound of chewing potato chips was gone, and some were just the sound of Li Zhien snorting.

Ming Yan looked at Li Zhien, whose eyes were a little ruddy, and handed her toilet paper, she heard Li Zhien just say that this movie is adapted from real people and real things.

Li Zhien took the paper, blew his nose, and then leaned on Ming Yan's shoulder, who was holding the lollipop she had just gotten half of.

Not long after, the movie ended, and Li Zhien's lollipop didn't know when, and it was put in Ming Yan's mouth.

looked at Li Zhien's red eyes: "I don't think a movie will cry like this." ”

Li Zhien wiped his tears and looked at Ming Yan, and found that he didn't feel too much of a ripple, and couldn't help but wonder if this person's heart was made of stone.

"Aren't you moved? Don't you pity Su Yuan?"

Actually, after watching this movie, Ming Yan's heart was also heavy, but that was it.

"It's okay, nothing too big. ”

Li Zhien was annoyed by him, "Okay, I'm watching a movie." ”

Ming Yan nodded in accordance with her meaning: "Okay, what to see." ”

"The Crucible"

Ming Yan found this movie and played it.

......

After the movie ended, Li Zhien's eyes were swollen, and Ming Yan laughed when he saw her like this: "Why bother, you are asking for your own hardship." ”

Li Zhien threw the tissue that wiped his tears just now to Ming Yan: "You have no heart and no lungs. ”

Ming Yan thought that Li Zhien wanted to be moved by watching a movie, but he didn't expect to cry so much, which was also quite interesting.

The puffing Li Zhien opened a bottle of Happy Fat House Water and drank it, and after drinking it, he burped heavily.

Ming Yan looked at her and asked, "Do you still see it?"

"I don't look at it. Li Zhien still said angrily.

"Okay, I'm hungry, it's time for me to cook, what do you want to eat?" asked Ming Yan.

Li Zhien lay on the sofa: "I watched the movie too bitterly just now, and I want to eat a little sweet." ”

Ming Yan nodded: "Okay." ”

Li Zhien looked at Ming Yan who was busy in the kitchen, she sat up, took out her mobile phone, turned on the camera, got up and walked to the kitchen, and then said to Ming Yan in the kitchen.

"Chef Ming. ”

Ming Yan was stunned for a moment when he heard this title, looked back and found that Li Zhien was filming himself with his mobile phone.

"This is Ming Yan IUTV, what is Chef Ming doing now?"

Ming Yan laughed and followed Li Zhien's words: "Today I will make a dish from Northeast China, pot wrapped meat." ”

Li Zhien's mobile phone lens crossed the Ming Yan and shone in the pot.

"Oh, what kind of meat is fried in this pot?"

"Pork, tenderloin. ”

"It should be delicious. ”

The mobile phone camera took pictures of Ming Yan again.

"So Chef Ming, why are you making such a dish?"

"Uh......" Ming Yan laughed: "Because my little flower just said that I want to eat sweet." ”

"Oh, it seems that Chef Ming is still a good man, so who is your little flower. ”

"My little flower is a chubby girl who likes to eat meat and chocolate. ”

Li Zhien put down his phone: "Ah, Mingyan, where am I fat." ”

......

Ming Yan smiled at the corner of his mouth, lying on the sofa, thinking about it, he hadn't seen Li Zhien for a long time, the video and group photo of the two of them in his mobile phone, Ming Yan would watch it many times a day, it was really difficult, obviously in a city, but he couldn't meet each other, it was uncomfortable.

The stomach screamed, Ming Yan didn't want to cook and eat by himself, the key is that he didn't want to eat takeout, it was sad.

Ming Yan Yuguang saw a little light on the balcony, it should be the light of Quan Yuli's house, it was finally turned on, her house has not been lit for a long time, and he has not seen Quan Yuli for a long time.

Opening the door of the balcony, Ming Yan walked out, and sure enough, it was the light from Quan Yuli's house.

"Old power, old power. Ming Yan began to scream.

Quan Yuli walked out with an angry face: "What are you doing, what's it called." ”

"Hey, hey, hey. Ming Yan smiled when he saw her: "I'm hungry, do you have anything to eat at home?"

"Nope. After saying that, he went back angrily.

Ming Yan looked at her back, "What's the matter, the anger is so big." ”

Ming Yan was lying on the recliner, there was no way, he picked up his mobile phone, opened the takeaway software, and saw that he had ordered, but Quan Yuli, who had left just now, went and returned at this time, holding a plate of cake in his hand and putting it on the edge of the balcony.

Ming Yan saw a plate of cakes she was serving and stood up again: "Is this for me?" Ming Yan was flattered.

Quan Yuli gave him a blank look and did not speak.

"I haven't seen you for a few days, and I'm arrogant. Ming Yan whispered, then picked up a piece of cake and put it in his mouth.

"Is this what you did?"

Quan Yuli, who was watering the flowers, responded.

"Why have you been there these days? I haven't seen you in days. Ming Yan asked again.

"The tour went. ”

"Oh?" this answer surprised Ming Yan, "Yes, Lao Quan, where did you travel." ”

"Jeju Island. ”

"Did you go alone?"

"Hmm. ”

Ming Yan nodded: "However, I didn't expect that a woman like you, who stays at home all day, would travel alone." ”

Quan Yuli raised his head: "Then how can a good-for-nothing person like you still find an idol girlfriend?"

"How am I good for nothing? I have a little talent, not much, but enough. Ming Yan said with a smile.

Kwon Yu-ri ignored his narcissistic words.

The cake on the plate in front of Ming Yan was almost finished, and Quan Yuli's flowers were almost finished.

The last piece of cake went into his stomach, and Ming Yan breathed a sigh of satisfaction, "Lao Quan, your cake skills are okay, you can go and open a store by yourself." ”

"Hehe, thank you for the compliment. Quan Yuli said emotionlessly.

"There's no emotion. Ming Yan shook his head.

"What did you say?" Kwon Yuli didn't understand what he just said.

"Nothing, by the way, how did you come up with the idea of traveling alone?"

"What is the reason for traveling? ”

"Then aren't you lonely when you travel alone?"

Quan Yuli looked at him puzzled: "Why am I lonely?"

"No, you're on the way to travel, if there's a good scenery, don't you want to share it with your friends?"

"I've got my camera with me, and besides, my friends are busy. ”

Ming Yan was right to think about it, her friends should all be stars.

"And do you still have a trip?"

"I don't know, but if I wanted to, I would go. ”

"Very good. ”

......

When she returned to the house, Ming Yan took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Li Zhien, asking her if she was done.

"I'm done with the good news for you, I'll be back tomorrow. ”

When Ming Yan saw this text message, he became excited and hurriedly typed.

"Really? I'll pick you up tomorrow. ”

"No need, I'll go straight to you when I go back tomorrow, you just wait for me at home." ”

"That's fine, whatever you want to eat, I'll make it for you. Ming Yan typed back with a smile on his face.

"Pot wrapped meat. Li Zhien on the other end of the phone also smiled and typed.

"Okay, then I'll make it for you. ”

"Well, what did you do today. ”

"It's still like that, go to the company, although your albums are ready, but you still have to go to the company. ”

"Then are you still going to the TV station?"

"Go, it's only going to be a few days. ”

"Is your show going to end?"

"It's coming. ”

Li Zhien didn't reply to him, so something should have happened suddenly.

Ming Yan thought for a moment and typed again.

"I've thought about it for a long time, and now I've finally figured it out. ”

"My love is about you, so I will always be by your side. ”