July 15, 2020
When you're alone, it's really hard to restrain yourself. When I finished eating today, I re-watched the TV series I watched before, although I really wanted to restrain myself, telling myself not to click on it, but my hand can't control my heart, and it's against my heart, which belongs to idealism.
I feel like I'm crazy to type that sentence. Then I watched the TV series for a while before I continued.,And then I opened another video with my mother in the middle.,Wasted some time.,Today's task hasn't been completed.,Some tasks have always been in a state of omission.,And I,But I haven't made it up.。
said that there was no time, but when I was eating, I put a video to listen to it over there, and when I cleaned up the room, I listened to it and retold it, if I didn't understand it and listened to it again, what did it matter, I didn't have time just an excuse for myself, I really hope I don't make excuses again, after all, the ending won't accompany me to act.
Today's revision and rest are slowly adjusting throughout the time, hoping that I can maintain a good state to face what I have learned at all times.
When I was chatting with my mother today, my mother said that a 16-year-old little sister we know is going to get married soon, and my God, I was stunned to hear it.
I've always thought that little girls with children are now about to get married and become mothers, and she is still a child.
I can't say anything, after all, everyone has the right to choose life, but she is so young, she hasn't seen what the world is like, and many wonderful things have not been experienced, and she has already walked into the grave of marriage early.
I'm 26 years old, and I'm annoyed when my mother urges me to get married, I haven't had enough fun, and I haven't even lived to understand how I can be responsible for the future him and the future child.
I'm not mentally ready for that. I just want to say, children are not sensible adults are not sensible, no matter what, children at this age should be in school, facing innocent classmates of the same age, or worried about acne on the face, or anxious all day long in order to write a love letter to a boy they like, instead of experiencing such a thing, even if they really can't practice writing, it's good to do something they like, and I really think it's a pity to put your life like this early.
I am not very familiar with this little sister, my mother knows her mother, I am really glad that my mother has been urging me to study since I was a child, even if something happened at home, my mother is desperate to let me study, although I am not very competitive, but at least I have made every decision, major, go to Xinjiang, I have no regrets.
There is a younger sister, 18 years old, unmarried and pregnant last year, and then she could only get married, and the child was born before she was a year old this year, and now she regrets it, boys sometimes have a little domestic violence, this 18-year-old little sister has not read much books, and she has no ability to make money, maybe she will have some of her own private money, but she got married, gave birth to a child and the bride price when she got married, and now she has to ask the boy to buy a little something, she said she regretted it, but what is the use of regret, why did she go earlier.
I really want this 18-year-old sister to talk to this 16-year-old sister about what it was to start a family so early.
I really feel sad that I have to have a child and take care of a child when I am still a child. It's too late for anything, I just hope this little sister doesn't regret it.
Although I really wanted to have a family of my own, I was scared, so I was single.
Because of this, the only things to worry about are my parents and myself, and I can't worry about myself and my parents' affairs, so I am not destined to be a good wife, so I would rather be a saint warrior myself.
I just hope that my mother won't keep urging me, let me cause and perish myself. Well, I'm off topic, I haven't completed the task today, and it's going to be bedtime soon, so I'm going to review first.
Quit your phone!Quit your phone!Quit your phone!