February 26, 2020 (II)

I waited all afternoon this afternoon and had to take the train overnight in the evening. Making trains slowly wears out my patience.

I used to hate waiting the most, but now, I'm used to waiting. Sometimes, it's really hard to maintain a car, but it's really hard to change it.

I couldn't be grumpy before I went to college, but then I slowly changed a lot. Especially after learning musical instruments in high school, the senior who was very familiar with the department at that time said, hey, why did you suddenly change your temper so much, you used to have a big temper, but now, you are much gentler than before, and I don't know you anymore.

In fact, I want to say that people are originally more becoming, and the more I grow up, the more I know that not everyone can tolerate your stinky temper, so I slowly changed it.

In fact, I also want to thank the train, because I always took the train in those years, there was nothing fun on the train, there were not so many temptations, but there was more time to think about messy things, and slowly formed my current character.

Sometimes this character feels very cowardly, and sometimes it feels very strong, and so do I, and I can't see myself more and more clearly.

Whether it's the case the older you get or whether I'm just the case, sometimes I don't understand. I think I'm sensible, but sensible kids are really tired.

I don't want to be sensible, I don't want to be tired, I want to be a bad boy, a bad boy who has his own ideas and dares to take responsibility for his own ideas.

However, I am a good boy after all, and I can't be a bad boy, even if I try hard to make myself a bad boy, but in the end, I still can't get my wish.

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