Chapter 39: I Really Hate Meng Keyan
Su Manyin pursed her face and said stubbornly, "I don't want to apologize to her!"
"Manyin!" the man pointed at her angrily, "I can't control you, can I!"
Seeing that the situation was a little bad, Xin Yi tugged on Si Heng's sleeve and whispered, "It's almost enough." ”
After all, they are all business partners, and it's not good to make a fuss that is too ugly.
Si Heng ignored Xin Yi and took a sip of wine with a cold face.
"I'm sorry, my daughter was spoiled by me, I'm here to make amends for her, and I hope you don't mind!" the man leaned over and bowed to Xin Yi.
Xin Yi hurriedly got up, "It's okay, there may be some misunderstanding." Meng Keyan and I have long since passed, and now we have nothing to do with each other. ”
"I don't believe it!" Su Manyin muttered quietly.
"Shut up!" the man scolded.
Su Manyin snorted coldly and was quiet.
"I'm sorry, I'm offended. The man apologized to Xin Yi again.
Xin Yi waved his hand, "It's okay. ”
What woman doesn't mind her man's ex? Su Manyin is hostile to her, this is normal.
Xin Yi sat down.
Si Heng held her hand and put it in his palm, pinching her fingers, as if treating her hand as a toy.
"I still have to eat. Xin Yi withdrew her hand.
Si Heng was a little displeased, his thin lips pressed against her ear, and he said softly, "I really hate Meng Keyan. ”
His low voice was a little resentful, and Xin Yi hid to the side, "I haven't had anything to do with him for a long time." ”
"It's better never to have a relationship. Si Heng said.
Xin Yi pursed her lips, "Well, I know." Even if Si Heng didn't say it, she would avoid Meng Keyan.
After the entertainment, Si Heng took Xin Yi home.
In the car.
"Aren't you and Fu Mingshan engaged?" Xin Yi looked at him.
Yun Wan told her twice that Si Heng was not engaged to Fu Mingshan.
She had doubts in her heart for a long time.
"Nope. Si Heng said.
Xin Yi's eyebrows frowned slightly, "Why?"
At the engagement banquet, she heard Si Heng say with her own ears that he was going to get engaged to Fu Mingshan.
"Doesn't she like you?" asked Xinyi.
Si Heng's face was stained with coldness, "Do you want me to be engaged to Fu Mingshan?"
Hopefully? Xin Yi didn't know.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Si Heng's face sank and he braked suddenly.
The body suddenly moved forward, and Xin Yi almost missed hitting her head.
"What are you doing?" Xin Yi was shocked.
Si Heng's chest rose and fell a little quickly, "If I really get engaged to Fu Mingshan, what will happen to you?"
Will she be sad?
Will you be reluctant to give up on yourself?
His deep pool-like eyes stared at Xin Yi's evasive gaze for a moment.
Xin Yi lowered her head, she was engaged, what else could she do? As long as he didn't move Xin Jue, it would be fine.
"Speak. Si Heng lifted her chin.
Xin Yi bit her lip. She didn't know what kind of answer Si Heng wanted to hear, and she didn't know how to answer this question.
The main reason is that she doesn't know why Si Heng asked this question, which is very inexplicable.
Who is he married to, and what does it have to do with her?
"Who you want to marry, that's your freedom, I have no right to interfere. Xin Yi replied.
Si Heng's eyes seemed to have a light falling, he let go of Xin Yi's jaw and laughed coldly.
So, she doesn't care who he marries, that's what it means.
She is not a little possessive of herself.
In the month they were in love, Si Heng could really feel that Xin Yi was in love with him.
Now, he can't feel Xin Yi's love anymore.
In the past, when Xin Yi was with him, she would be coquettish, pester him, and make trouble unreasonably. And now she is always trembling, and she always looks cautious when facing herself.
Why is this happening?
How can she say that if she doesn't love, she won't love?
Or did she never love herself?
Si Heng's mind was in a mess, and he started the car and drove home.
As soon as he entered the house, Si Heng pressed Xin Yi against the wall and kissed her eagerly.
Si Heng squeezed too tightly, Xin Yi couldn't get angry, she struggled to resist, patted Si Heng's waist, but he grabbed his wrist and pressed it against the top of his head.
Si Heng sucked her neck hard, and her thin lips kept kissing down.
"Si Heng......" Xin Yi's panicked voice carried a hint of crying.
Si Heng kept moving, and there was no clear reason in his scarlet eyes.
It wasn't until cold tears dripped on his face that Si Heng let go of Xin Yi in a panic like waking up from a dream.
He seems to be impulsive again, and in front of Xin Yi, he always can't control himself.
Xin Yi bit her lower lip tightly, her face full of tears. She slid down the wall, holding her legs and crying.
"I'm sorry......" Si Heng squatted down and wiped away her tears.
Xin Yi shook her head and sobbed, "It's okay. ”
He's not wrong. It's her who is bad, this is obviously what she should do as a lover, and she shouldn't refuse.
But she was afraid.
She didn't want to cry, she also wanted to cater to Si Heng, but she couldn't.
Sometimes, Xin Yi even doubts her own existence, and she feels that she is a plaything to please men. How can she be such a proud person, how can she accept such a depraved and dirty self!
Xin Yi got up and staggered back to the room, and Si Heng followed uneasily.
"Depend on ......"
Listening to the sound of footsteps getting closer and closer behind her, Xin Yi bit her lower lip and quickly ran into a room and locked the door.
"Yiyi!" Si Heng slapped the door outside.
Xin Yi leaned against the door, squatted down and curled up in a ball, "I'm fine, you let me stay by myself." ”
She didn't want to see Si Heng now.
Si Heng stood in front of the door, with an aura of frustration and gloom all over his body, and his voice was slightly hoarse, "Then aren't you eating?"
"I'm not hungry. Xin Yi said.
She just wanted to be alone.
Si Heng sighed heavily and returned to his room. Xin Yi doesn't eat, and he doesn't have an appetite either.
In the dimly lit room, Xin Yi was lying on the bed, her red eyes were very empty.
How long will her relationship with Si Heng last?
When can she leave?
Xin Jue's medical expenses, she can earn it in two shifts like before, she has been like this for the past four years, she is not afraid of being tired.
However, Fu Mingcheng will not let Xin Jue go, only Si Heng can protect him.
Why don't you die with Xin Jue.
This voice suddenly sounded in her head, and Xin Yi was startled by her own thoughts.
No, no.
She can't think like this, if she does this, then all these years of hard work will not be in vain, Sister Xiao Jing takes care of her brother so hard, how can she insist on going her own way and selfishly take Xin Jue to death? Sister Xiao Jing likes her brother so much, she can't do this.
"What the hell should I do?"
Xin Yi burst into tears and gradually fell asleep.
Late at night, Si Heng felt that Xin Yi should be asleep, so he found the spare key to open the door and walked in gently.
The bright moonlight shone on the bed, and Xin Yi's petite body curled up in a ball, which made people can't help but want to love it.
She didn't have a quilt on her.
Si Heng walked to the side of the bed, slowly pulled out the quilt that she was pressing under her, then put the pillow under her head and covered the quilt.
Xin Yi on the bed suddenly grabbed Si Heng's hand. Si Heng's movements froze, not knowing what to do.
"Yiyi, let go. Si Heng said.
Xin Yi didn't move, but grabbed tighter. Si Heng
With a sigh, he carefully lifted the quilt and got in. He didn't dare to touch Xin Yi, she didn't like to touch her by herself now.
There was a sudden tightness around his waist.
Xin Yi took the initiative to hug her boss Heng, her head was buried in Si Heng's chest, and her arms were hugged very tightly.
Si Heng was slightly stunned, and then hugged her tightly.
He was so happy that he couldn't find the north.
Xin Yi took the initiative to hug him, so in her subconscious, she needed and relied on herself!
"Mom, Yiyi misses you so much......"
Xin Yi's whispers shattered all of Si Heng's self-inflicted affection.
The joy in his eyes quickly faded like a tide.
Xin Yi's voice was full of heavy crying, and Si Heng saw the tears that crossed the bridge of her nose vertically.
Her arms were still clenched tightly, as if she was afraid that something precious would run away.
The stuffy heart slowly opened a trace of bitterness, and Si Heng's breathing was a little chaotic.
He kissed away Xin Yi's tears, and his eyes were slightly red.
Since that engagement feast, Xin Yi has not shown a trace of vulnerability with him, only disgust, fear, rejection and avoidance.
"Yiyi, what the hell should I do to take those people's place in your heart?"