Chapter 154: I Didn't Give Birth to a Child
Zhou Shiyi's inquiry made An Jinwei feel a little embarrassed.
Although she didn't want to talk about the past, as long as Zhou Shi didn't continue her previous actions, she could do whatever she wanted.
So An Jinwei wiped her tears, bit her lip and said, "Little bun...... The little bun was picked up next to the trash can. He wasn't born to me. ”
Zhou Shiyi's face has always been very solemn, as if he was worried and faintly expectant.
Finally, when he heard An Jinwei's words, he couldn't help but smile anymore.
Zhou Shiyi's smile was completely different from the previous smiles, his eyebrows and eyes were all smiling, and he even reached out to hold An Jinwei's face, and his fingertips rubbed on An Jinwei's cheeks, full of pity.
At this moment, he suddenly hated himself a little, hated his eyes, couldn't see An Jinwei's expression at the moment, and couldn't even help An Jinwei wipe away the tears on his face.
"An Jinwei, you...... Is that true?" The news was so shocking to Zhou Shiyi that he felt untrue after the ecstasy.
Zhou Shiyi's repeated questions made An Jinwei couldn't help but be annoyed, and the emotions that had gradually calmed down collapsed again.
"Zhou Shiyi, you bastard...... What do you think...... You think I ......" explained that the words were so stalky in my throat that I couldn't speak.
She couldn't even understand what happened to Zhou Shiyi and why he was so obsessed with this matter.
However, she looked at Zhou Shiyi's face and beautiful eyes, and finally couldn't help asking.
"Isn't it...... Did I say that...... You just give me back the buns. I haven't seen him in a month...... Is that okay?"
Hearing An Jinwei's coquettish voice, Zhou Shiyi's heart melted.
At this moment, he even wanted to strangle Chen Ou's bastard to death......
He didn't find out such an important matter, but he dared to say that An Jinwei had investigated it clearly...... He has been entangled for so long in vain.
If he had known that An Jinwei had no one else in his heart, he would not have responded to that child like this, and he was almost angry to death by Zhou Qijun with a few words.
However, listening to An Jinwei's opening and closing of his mouth to ask him to hand over the small buns, Zhou Shi was also full of helplessness.
This is ...... Forget it, let's coax people first, otherwise if this woman runs away, it will be him who suffers.
"Well, tell me what's going on with the kid first. “
Zhou Shi also used his usual strategy, not agreeing to be vague first, and then talking about achieving his own goals.
An Jinwei listened to Zhou Shiye's deliberately soft voice, and thought that Zhou Shiyi had agreed.
For the sake of the little bun, An Jinwei sorted out her thoughts and finally spoke slowly.
"I may have to talk for a long time, are you willing to listen?" An Jinwei's hands were still tied with a tie, so she could only rub her palms crampedly and look up at Zhou Shiyi.
Zhou Shiyi always squatted in front of An Jinwei, and when he heard An Jinwei's inquiry, he immediately smiled and nodded.
"As long as you are willing to speak, I will listen. ”
An Jinwei pursed her lips when she heard this, and then took a deep breath: "I...... My childhood is over. My biological father died when I was eight years old. Then Mom met someone who liked her, and they got married. “
"I was thirteen years old that year, and Dad Ann was very kind to my mother and me, and I thought I could finally live happily ever after, but then, when I was fifteen, I ......"
An Jinwei hasn't remembered these memories for five years.
After having a little bun, she was even more busy, and she didn't have time to look back and think about the past, thinking that she had forgotten it.
As a result, once he spoke, An Jinwei found that all this was still in his memory, and it had never disappeared and was still extremely clear, as if it had only happened yesterday.
Speaking of this, An Jinwei couldn't cry anymore.
In fact, she didn't need to say this at all, she just simply told her how she picked up the little bun, but she suddenly wanted to talk about it, and wanted Zhou Shiyi to know everything she had experienced.
She desperately wanted Zhou Shi to understand what the little bun meant to her.
wants Zhou Shiyi to know that she has no little buns, she is real...... I really can't live.
Taking a deep breath, An Jinwei took the initiative to hold Zhou Shiyi's hand and continued in a choked voice.
"Later, my stepfather's family didn't know where they heard about the insurance, and they even knew that the insurance money was in the millions.
So his cousins and even friends who couldn't beat me came to me to borrow money, and even asked for money directly, and if I didn't give it, they scolded me, beat me, and searched my house over and over again. “
Those past events are so tragic, An Jinwei doesn't even want to say it, I'm afraid that few people know that simple evil is too terrifying, if it weren't for Chu Yang and Chu Yang's mother, she would have been almost given by those people several times......
That period of time was only too painful, and it even became An Jinwei's nightmare, so she subconsciously skipped that period and continued.
"Later, with the help of my teacher, I was admitted to Haishi's nursing school, and I didn't tell anyone to come to Haishi secretly. I thought I would be able to escape their clutches by doing this, until...... The year I graduated from nursing school......"
Even though five years have passed, when An Jinwei said that An Jinwei's family found the nursing school, humiliated her, beat her in front of the teachers and students of the school, and even blocked her from tearing her clothes and forcibly trying to take her away, her emotions finally couldn't be controlled anymore.
The silent crying was mixed with nearly ten years of painful struggle, which made An Jinwei's emotions almost collapse, and Zhou Shi also faintly regretted it at this time.
If he had known from the beginning that An Jinwei's past was even more difficult than his, maybe he wouldn't have let her say it.
People are just that ridiculous sometimes.
made Zhao Siyan think that when An Jinwei got married and had children, these things would be like a thorn in his heart.
Every time he wants to get close to An Jinwei and care about An Jinwei, he feels a tingling pain in his chest.
But when he knew the truth, he suddenly realized that the membrane, whether An Jinwei was married or not, whether she had a child or not, seemed to be irrelevant.
All he wants, cares about, and is curious about is this woman who is still stubborn like a hedgehog even if she has been wronged.
Obviously living in the dark, she can still have hope and treat everyone with her gentleness and kindness.
At that moment, his throat was a little dry, and he slowly got up in distress, and carefully hugged the woman who was crying and sobbing in his arms.
An Jinwei did not refuse or struggle for the first time, and even greedily absorbed Zhou Shiyi's arms.
She was really tired, the past was too painful, and just the memories made her feel hoarse and exhausted.
However, even so, she still did not stop, but leaned on Zhou Shiyi's shoulder and continued.
"Zhou Shiyi, do you know? The day they came here happened to be the death day of my father and mother! In order to avoid them, I haven't been to pay tribute to them for several years. ”
An Jinwei gritted her teeth, then exhaled and continued: "If someone hadn't called the police that day, I might have been killed by them." I didn't want to live anymore when I left the police station, and I didn't know where I was going, and when I came back to my senses, I realized that I had come to a ruined building. “
Hearing this, Zhou Shiyi's heart immediately hurt inexplicably, as if there was also an unfinished building in front of him, and a girl was standing alone downstairs.
An Jinwei said that her voice was much more relaxed than before.
"At that time, I looked up at the tall unfinished building, and I thought that if I could jump from it, maybe I would never have to face such a painful life again. “
Speaking of this, An Jinwei suddenly reached out and pushed Zhou Shiyi away, gesturing with a worried look in her eyes.
"Just as I was about to go in around the unfinished building, I suddenly heard a weak cry, which was even more pitiful than a kitten. “