February 20, 2020

One of the most annoying things about living up to now is that people borrow money from you. It's fine if you trust some, but your reputation is too bad, who dares to lend you money, and it's not that you can't get along with your own money.

If it's something urgent, like getting married and buying a house, you say that you can borrow it. But you don't usually make money yourself, and you sit at home, and you just want to borrow money every day to get by, then your dream is really ridiculous.

I'm desperate to make money, I'm reluctant to eat and drink, I'll lend you a good person, what do I want, I won't use the money myself.

I found these relatives in the family to be really ridiculous. Father too, I forgot that he was lying in the hospital with a broken leg at the time, who called to ask, who went to see it again, the relatives at home all thought about themselves one by one, and remembered that my father was here when they were short of money, this kind of person is even more annoying.

After the car accident, who still touched his side, most of the relatives in the family are people who have fallen into the stone, my father's friends, my mother's friends, my grandfather has always helped our family, what life I have had in those years, who helped my family, who watched our family's jokes, I remember.

I have never forgotten the faces of those uncles and aunts who sent charcoal in the snow. If one day they need help, I'll be the first to rush to help them.

Those who say on the surface that they are your relatives and relatives, but in fact, you can't do it behind the disgusting, and play tricks with you, especially when there is an accident at home, I can break off with you, let alone relatives, I hate to have to know you, I really hate such relatives the most.

If you have the ambition to make money by yourself and live by your own ability, you can't see such a person. My father is still the kind of good old man, my mother was so angry that she was going to die, and finally felt that life was okay, not as hard as high school and college, and now my brother's family wants to buy a house, and I have to go back to before liberation.

Let's take our time. Fortunately, I have graduated and can make money to support myself, and I can help the situation at home, and if I can't help myself, I will take care of myself and promise not to cause chaos at home.

Money is really not a good thing. I came to borrow money again at night, and sometimes I really couldn't see my father like that, and I really wanted to push my father aside and tell him, considering my father's face, my mother and I endured it and didn't speak.

Finally gone. I just want to ask, why are you reluctant, this is my mother's hard-earned money in the factory, she gets up at 6 o'clock in the morning, works overtime until 9:30 in the evening, and takes a single day off on weekends, and is reluctant to eat and wear every day, and now she has boiled herself out of illness; this is also my father doing things on the road every day, in the summer in the sun, in the winter in the wind blowing, my father was originally a white-skinned person, and his face was red.

You said that they usually live in a good food is OK, but the place where they live is not 40 square meters, there are guests at home to buy fish and meat, no one eats tofu at home, boiled cabbage, my mother is because of the two years did not eat well and fell ill, so I really think that they are not worthy of borrowing money.

My father has been a good man all his life, and when he sees people say a few beautiful words, he thinks that he is a good person, but in fact, you don't know what they are doing behind your back.

Sometimes I really hate my father's character, he is too cowardly. Maybe I haven't lived to be my father's age, but maybe I'll be cowardly when I'm my age.

I really hope that the days at home will go on like this, and there will be no more waves.