Chapter 473 Vicissitudes of Life
Everything is over, all the cards are over, all the trump cards are already on the table, so where do you go, you don't have any decisions at all, because everything is in the hands of someone else.
When I came out of the stadium, I saw a black car in the parking lot, if I guessed correctly, it was Luo Jin's car.
Rollo, who was following out, saw the car on the side of the road and said hello happily.
"Ah, Luo Jinnian is here, why don't you come in? You can drink a cup of tea just now, the tea here is getting better and better. β
Rollo called his brother so affectionately, it seems that the relationship between the two of them is already obvious, and there is no doubt that this affectionate relationship has proved their existence.
I didn't say a word about what I didn't want to discuss, and when I saw them like that, I felt that I really didn't want to have too much to do with them, I just wanted to get home as soon as possible.
Rollo was next to me, muttering to himself.
"Actually, don't blame my brother, my brother must not know, I want to ask you to talk about things today, and in the end he is waiting here, you are afraid that I will eat you, do you think I can do such a thing? β
Sure enough, I saw Luo Jin coming from the car, looking like he was in the car, and it seemed that he had been waiting for us in the car for a long time.
He is wearing a black T-shirt and jeans today, but he still feels so personable, even if he comes like this today, he still feels very stable and elegant.
He quickly walked up to me and looked at me with a very anxious look: "It's okay, it's okay, is it okay now? Is there anything else I need to do? I don't have to be afraid of anything here, I'll take care of it all." β
I didn't see him in just one night, I didn't expect him to be haggard and unbearable, the breath on his face didn't have time to shave, his eyes were dark circles, and they were a little pale and swollen, and I could see that he hadn't slept all night.
Rollo next to him smiled.
"How can my brother be bad, the other party is very good, and he directly splashes my clothes with tea, you see that my clothes have just been customized from Anima's world, but you have to deduct this amount from your account, which can be regarded as compensation for my clothes. β
Luo Jin ignored his teasing, just kept staring into my eyes.
"Ou Ruoxi told me, there is no problem with drinking this tea today, did my brother invite you if he had any requirements? If there is anything that is difficult for you, you have to tell me everything, all negotiations will not count, and I will definitely stand on your side to solve these things for you." β
When I see the way he looks, I can understand his feelings for me, or how attached he can to me, in fact, I also know that he is very sincere to a lot of extent, at least for me.
But I know very well that he is not my dish.
I shook my head gently, I thought it was funny about his situation, how could his birthday be difficult for me, of course it was impossible, his brother would not do such a low-level wrong thing, he would only gracefully hold a dagger and say to a puppy next to him.
"Do you want to eat this bone, or don't you want to eat this bone, if you eat the bone, I'll have a bill for you, if you don't want to eat this bone, then I have a bill for you. β
Luo Jin often seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, he didn't seem to be so worried about my current situation, he stretched out his hand and took my hand directly, ready to walk into this car.
"Let's go, let's go back first, get out of here. β
I look at them, I don't think there is any need to be obsessed with some things, and there is no need to dwell on them anymore, love and non-love are actually one thing.
The most important thing is that he is involved in this matter, and the background of his identity is something I can't help but consider.
"I'm sorry, Luo Jin, I don't want to go with you, and I want to be a good person to wait for me quietly, and I want to go well, is this a comparison? You don't have to take me away, I'll just take a taxi alone." β
Rollo began to suggest next to him: "My brother is like this, although I don't want to go back in your car, then take my car, I will ask the driver to send Miss Ou Ruoxi directly back to her house, maybe the other party may really need to want to sleep well." β
I looked at the two of them, the two of them actually looked very close, the temperament and speech and demeanor were very close to the person, I smiled faintly, I don't want to be unable to maintain this kind of state for them, and I don't want them to peep into my heart.
I smiled professionally.
"I'm sorry, I'm grateful to both of you, and I just wanted to take a taxi back. β
Both of these men went to the side of the hotel for me to stop a car, and Luo Jin took me directly into the car, and lowered his body to say what I said.
"Ou Ruoxi, you know, no matter what happens, I will definitely stand in your position no matter what, I will definitely try my best to solve the problem just now, whether you love me or not, I can do it, I will definitely go all out. β
Maybe it's because you really love someone when you say so low, it's because this kind of love will make the other person more moved.
Not only did I tell myself in my heart that I didn't love him at all, but the feelings I had for him were just a shield, and now this shield has been removed.
Now I don't want to be a game because of this stuff anyway.
At that time, it would make me feel even more guilty about my betrayal of Fei Yan.
After I got home by taxi, I didn't think about anything, I didn't have time to take off the clothes, and the slippers that I threw off directly fell straight on the sofa, pulling the quilt and falling asleep.
I believe that the whole nervous relaxed, and I don't want to go to all of this, and I want to wait until tomorrow to think about it.
Tomorrow, tomorrow is another day, this is what Scarlett said.
When I woke up on the second morning, I went to work on time and went to work as usual.
I've wasted 16 hours from yesterday to today, and I have less than 8 hours left to do so, which is the question of whether or not the cooperation between me and Rolls-Roy will work.
I really think these things really ended like this, if it was really a 100-meter sprint, would it be like this?
If there is a tsunami in this city, and the earth-shattering tsunami overwhelms the whole city, like a disaster movie, will such a miracle happen?
It would be nice if there were some category 10 tsunamis.
When I arrived at the office, Lisa was chatting with her colleagues, as if sighing, as if she had mentioned these three words of Fei Yan.
I don't know why Fei Yan's name is so sensitive, he is always touching a kind of inspiration in my heart.
In other words, it stirred up a kind of secret in my heart.
I turned my head to look at Lisa, maybe Lisa also saw me, so she explained to me: "This is given to me by Xiao Wang, don't you think you don't want this kind of thing, don't you have no interest in collecting this kind of thing before?"
A little in a trance, I don't know what he's talking about?
"Lisa, what exactly do I want to collect? Am I interested in something?"
Lisa's face was infinitely melancholy, as if she was sad and sad about something important.
"Don't you know? As a fan, I'm not only a colleague of Fei Yan, but also a fan of him, okay? I used to think that this kind of boarding pass can be found everywhere, and he often flies around, but if Liu Zhen leaves this time, and from now on to get one of his personal things, it will be difficult, after all, it is not in the same company and it is not easy to ask, and this kind of thing can only become less and less, and I have now taken two of them that the people in my family want. β
I looked at the two boarding passes on his desk, one of which was along the luggage boarding pass, and I didn't think why he was so obsessed with Fei Yan's souvenirs.
My heart hurts, because to this day I also realized that I really didn't have anything that Fei Yan had collected, so I left so quickly, and I didn't even think about anything.
My heart is pounding.
I looked at the two boarding passes carefully, and suddenly I noticed that there was a boarding pass that said:
N City ~ M City!
My heart pounded on the route of this flight, this is to go to my house plus a flight, when did he go?
My family lives on the airline!
I remember that he didn't go on a business trip over there, and there were any advertisements over there, and I saw that this time was actually the time of the Chinese New Year, and that time happened to be the time when he was at home with Luo Jin!
If you extrapolate according to this time, it was the Chinese New Year, and he should also be in a state of rest, how could he have such a boarding pass, has he ever been to my house?
No wonder Rollo said that I have a big heart, that I am self-righteous, so I can do things that are all over the world, in fact, I am really stupid, every detail of me actually shows a big flaw, and there are flaws everywhere, as long as you think about it with your heart, then these things will be very fast, and this kind of thing will be straightened out.
I thought I was doing a good job, and I could do it all over the world, and no one would know my true purpose, but I was naΓ―ve.
Lisa looked worried about me, as if she thought I was sad and sad.
Instead, he came and comforted me.
"Sister Ou, in fact, life is really a banquet that will not be dispersed in the world, I believe that Fei Yan even if he has jumped to another company, but with our previous cooperation, we should always be friends, we can still come out to eat and chat later, if you ask him what kind of boarding pass to sign, this thing should not be too difficult, right? Don't think about it so complicated, people just have their own choices. β
I didn't hear Lisa say anything, I just held the boarding pass and kept looking at it.
My mind was completely empty, there wasn't much power to gather spirit, I thought I would see this boarding pass after something happened to Lehi, but the time was not right at all, it was obviously the time of the New Year.
The other party is separated for me!
Right, on a happy day like the New Year, I am willing to come for me!
Suddenly I remembered that during the Chinese New Year, the neighbor's family told me that someone once saw a man very similar to Fei Yan wandering at the gate of our highway, very handsome, and there is no doubt that it is Fei Yan!
Why did he go to our house? Did he really go? Why did he really have to go this way? We didn't see each other at home, did he see Luo Jin with me, and he gave up?
Is he sad and sad?
I walked directly to the office, I closed the door of the office room, took out my mobile phone and made a private call directly to Fei Yan.
"Fei Yan, if it's convenient for you, I want to go with you for a cup of coffee at this time, I want to see you and find a private place. β
Maybe it's inconvenient for him to be in this situation now, maybe someone is on the scene now, and he rarely refuses me: "I'm sorry, it's inconvenient now, let's talk about it another day." β
"Tell me you went to my house during the Chinese New Year, right? Why did you go to my house? Why don't you come and find it directly?"
"Not why. β
"You brought it to my house on the third day of the Lunar New Year, why didn't you call me when you arrived at our house, do you think I would refuse you?"
He finally admitted this fact: "Yes, I was there when I was in the third year of junior high school, I just passed by and wanted to send you a red envelope, but if you think about it, forget it, it is too abrupt to visit you at your home during the Chinese New Year." β
I went straight to him and asked, "Why? Why didn't you call me?"
"I got out of the car late on the night of the third year of junior high school, I wanted to call you, I had arrived at the door of your house, but I saw you with him, the two of you were holding hands and smiling together on the side of the road, I saw that you were very happy, I have never seen you so indulge your smile, I think you should have such happiness, I think my appearance may disturb your peace, isn't it right? When we're together, you've always kept a distance from me and have a serious smile, isn't that true? I can't give them happiness at all, so why force it?"
I cried, and I couldn't help but cry as I listened to every word he said.
Really, I never thought of this to me, he would have such an idea, or I didn't discuss it with him at all.
"Fei Yan, don't, I don't want you to talk about me like that, I don't want any happiness, I just want you to be happy, I just want you to be happy, I just want to love you well, I just need one position at a time. β
Tears are full of rain, I finally said my heart, it's like this, I really don't want him to love anymore, I just need to love him, although love is so heavy.
But I'm willing to be behind the light of the back.
He was silent for a few seconds and spoke slowly on the other end of the phone.
"I also hope that as long as I love you well, I will say that you are not by my side, but I can still watch your happiness behind my back, I am very helpless at this point, I don't want any happiness, I really just want you to be happy, this is my end happiness, like me to leave me to make you happy, okay?
I cried like nothing else.
I'm heartbroken, I can't say a word, I'm sad, this is the love of the two of us, such a difficult love is so different from love, how can I stay in the desert to hover.
He continued on the other side of the phone, speaking softly, with a very calm that I knew he was comforting me.
"You don't have to worry too much about the development of this matter, I am now in this era when the entertainment industry is a top hit, I will not encounter too many difficulties because of these things, and Luo Luo, this person is a businessman, if I sign an economic contract with him, I should not be embarrassed, after all, he also wants to make money. β
I cried even harder, I was basically crying speechless, with a deep root of the eye and a suffocating tone.
"I told you not to go, you don't want to go anywhere, Rollo has already negotiated with me, I know what all this is, he used our affairs to negotiate with chips, and wanted to coerce you to jump ship in this way, do I know that you don't want to hide from me anymore, I already knew!"
He was silent, in fact, there was no need to say anything, as the parties to the party, we were clear to each other.
"Fei Yan, why don't you tell me, you have to tell me at the beginning that the two of us are going to face the problem together, this is not a problem that you can solve alone, why don't you trust me?"
"I can't let you face this kind of risk, this is something I can't afford in my lifetime anyway, I won't let you fall into this kind of public opinion, because I'm a man, this man should take on more responsibility, and I love you so much, how can I let you face your parents, and this matter is not a particularly big thing, but it's just a matter of cooperation between the two parties." β
I cried and roared.
"No, I don't agree with you doing this, you didn't ask me at all, is this your business? It's not your business alone, it's the two of us, the two of us go and face it together, okay?"
"I'm sorry, Ou Ruoxi, I don't think I need to support you in this matter, because we have broken up, I don't need to dwell on this matter anymore, and the other party gave me a very good offer, why don't I accept it? This is not a life and death parting. β
I finally got out of control and I really feel like this has hit me hard and I don't want to face it in this way anymore.
"Fei Yan, did you say we broke up? I don't agree, we didn't break up at all, because you have been hiding from me, you are not because you have carried everything down, and it doesn't count at all when you plan for the two of us to break up! Tell me, what am I like in your heart?"