Chapter 1137: So What?

"Are you in love with me?"

After only two people remained, Yan Huang looked at Lin Xuan and spoke.

Lin Xuan frowned slightly, looked at Yan Huang, and did not respond. Yan Huang sighed lightly: "Or Stockholm syndrome?"

Lin Xuan spoke: "It was the two of us who were imprisoned, not you who imprisoned me." ”

Yan Huang lay on the sofa with his head propped up, looking at Lin Xuan: "I'll just say it." You see I was just talking to you that night, but you didn't know I was in pain. Now I just have to see you and think of what I endured that night......"

patted his heart: "It hurts so much that I can't breathe~"

"Huh. ”

Lin Xuan looked at him: "No one knows your pain that night better than me, including your sweaty fingers scratching a few marks on the armrests of the seat. ”

Motioned to Yan Huang: "But that's not a reason. According to what you say, you can remember all this even more when you see Ling Long, aren't you still with her?"

Yan Huang frowned: "Okay, you don't need a reason." Can I refuse? If I refuse, what do you want?"

Lin Xuan shook his head: "It won't be good, but I advise you to accept it." Do you know why?"

Yan Huang was silent, and said in a half-loud voice: "Because there will be other calculations that I can't expect and are more difficult to accept, and I don't even think I will discuss them." ”

Lin Xuan curled the corners of his mouth: "You are really still so smart." ”

Yan Huang was puzzled: "Or?"

Lin Xuan looked at him attentively and said softly: "Trust me." I probably know more about that night than any of my friends who have known you for a longer time. Not to mention, privately, I have long inquired about your past from childhood to adulthood. ”

Yan Huang sighed and looked at Lin Xuan: "Don't talk about your family, talk about yourself." ”

Leaned over and asked, "Are you willing to ask me to be your husband?" I don't care to look at you more, I've been working hard to endure the medicine. ”

Lin Xuan shook his head: "It's no longer important that our personal wishes are magnified to the family. ”

Interrupting Yan Huang, who was about to speak: "And you have to understand." In fact, you can't choose to look at yourself, just like what you said today your sister is better than me. Then why can't you be with her?

Yan Huang was silent.

Lin Xuan spoke: "I know that what you have been pursuing is absolute freedom and unfettered. You also said this night, I don't look down on you, on the contrary, I hope you can succeed. But no matter how capable or legendary you are, as long as you are still living in this world, there are always some things you can't do, such as how you can't get your body back to normal. ”

Sitting beside Yan Huang, Lin Xuan said softly: "You said that you are innocent, and I also sympathize with your experience." But in fact, I was the one who was hurt that night. Who's much better than who?"

Yan Huang frowned: "So I hate all this." Just for the sake of the family's face, sacrifice each and every one of us......"

"Don't say that. ”

Lin Xuan spoke: "I used to think so, I think the old ladies are superior. Later, when I grew up, I realized that they were actually more involuntary than us. We can borrow the power of the family, and it is best to eat, drink and have fun. Occasionally, they will sacrifice a little bit of their freedom or will, but they will bear tremendous pressure for the country and their families all their lives. Whether it's embarrassing or not, no matter what, they will carry it first. ”

Yan Huang complained: "Hey, I'm not from the family!"

Lin Xuan smiled: "Before Ling Long and you didn't happen, you didn't use the power of others. Yes, that's Ling Long's personal relationship with you, and you don't owe her. So people are trying to repay you now, right? You don't need to marry her, you can do whatever you want but her. ”

Yan Huang spoke: "I used my own efforts in exchange for all this, why should I have anything to do with the family?"

Lin Xuan was helpless: "It's time for you to adapt." A certain level of family is just an appearance, just like why did you get Zhao Ju's approval, and Zhao Ju does not represent the entire total orange. To put it bluntly, the state still gives you support and encouragement. But you think it's the country that you have to do, even if it's an area you're very comfortable with?"

Seeing that Yan Huang still wanted to speak, Lin Xuan spoke: "Don't worry about this." Now who do you reason, who do you talk to? What if you make sense? No, you are still hurt, and then fall into a situation of embarrassment and loss, there are always some things that you are gloomy but have to accept. It's already a great fairness that you can get compensation in exchange, otherwise do you think it's the children of the family who sacrifice the most? Or are there more innocent people? ”

Yan Huang was silent, he knew she was right.

The reason makes sense, but only if someone tells you.

Lying there, Yan Huang sighed: "I finally live as I hate it." ”

Lin Xuan smiled: "This is not accurate. It should be said that you still have not broken free from all the shackles and allowed yourself to have absolute freedom. But your goals are too high, even if you succeed, you still have what others can't reach, and you are content and happy. I found out you have a ......"

Lin Xuan organized the language: "The disadvantage is that you are too serious, too absolute and too pursuit of perfection, so that no matter whether the goal can be achieved or not, it will cause you to be scarred, and maybe make the people around you sad, hurt or even depressed." ”

Yan Huang laughed: "Just do it?"

Lin Xuan was serious: "Of course not. The appearance may be somewhat similar, but the goal is clear, and the reason is also valid. You see, now you have to accept all this, let go of your sister and Ling Long together, and even Gu Xiyan......"

"You know all this?"

Yan Huang frowned: "Do I still have privacy?"

Lin Xuan spoke: "I already know a lot of things, and I guess I have more than Ling Long. ”

Yan Huang pointed to the video: "I reiterate that this may be subconscious to some extent, but to be honest, it is similar to a spring dream." Can't connect with reality at all, you deleted it, boring. ”

Lin Xuan smiled: "What if those celebrities know? ”

Looking at Yan Huang, Lin Xuan blinked: "And it's not just these few, you said a lot." ”

"That's it. ”

Yan Huang interrupted, and Lin Xuan looked at him: "Then what do you say now?"

Yan Huang frowned: "Ling Long didn't force me to marry her, including Old Lady Ling. Do you have to tell me this now?

Straightened up and looked at Lin Xuan: "If you are sure that your old lady Lin is so domineering, I will tell you old lady Ling." Let him help me figure it out. This is also what he should take care of. ”

Lin Xuan thought for a while and said, "As long as I don't refuse strictly, I can go back and discuss it with my grandfather." Everything goes with the flow. But if you have to say no, think for yourself how you feel when you are rejected. ”

Yan Huang just wanted to say that he should be reasonable, but then he smiled.

I hate bullying the soft and afraid of the hard, and when I used to talk to anyone, I was so domineering. I don't talk about reasoning anymore, and I can't afford to provoke myself and start reasoning?

"Whatever. ”

Yan Huang opened his mouth and hugged Lin Xuan: "I'm broken now, I'm also a broken flower and a willow, you are still in a hurry to send it to the door, I was disdainful in the past, but now I don't care." ”

Lin Xuan hesitated, looking at Yan Huang's playful face, the gloom in his eyes.

It's a little sad.