Chapter XII
Sissi has been feeling very entangled in the past few days, especially when she saw Sun Kai's pitiful expression, she seemed to feel even more ashamed of him.
On the night of Xichong, Qian Qian still couldn't tell what was going on with her at that time, obviously she had refused to accept Lin Junnan, but then she couldn't help but knock on his door. In fact, she seemed to be dreaming that night, and everything that happened in Lin Jun's room was so trance and hazy in her memory...... Now, all of a sudden, she had a faint sense of trepidation—
It's not so much that he really fell in love with Lin Junnan, but out of sympathy and fear that he would be sad! Between Lin Junnan and Sun Kai, he hasn't made a choice at all!
On the night of Sai Chung, Sissi returned to her room from the beach in a panic and locked the door from the inside, as if she was afraid that someone would come in. She slowly undressed herself and walked into the bathroom, turning up the shower to the maximum amount of water and letting the water wash over her head, trying to calm her emotions...... However, Lin Junnan's strong chest muscles always appeared in front of her eyes, and her heartbeat became even faster! After coming out of the bathroom, she lay on the bed tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, and her mind began to staggered and flashed the appearance of Lin Junnan and Sun Kai again. How to choose between them? This long-standing question has not yet been answered. In terms of temperament and demeanor, Lin Junnan is of course far above Sun Kai, but Lin Junnan does not seem to have the kind of carefulness and thoughtfulness that Sun Kai has. Mother often admonishes at home: "When you have a boyfriend, you can't take whether you are tall and handsome as the only criterion, but you should pay more attention to whether he knows how to be considerate, after all, a woman looking for a husband is looking for someone who can take care of herself for a lifetime!" If according to his mother's standards, Sun Kai is obviously more suitable than Lin Junnan. However, Sissi felt that she preferred the appearance of boys. What's more, now, when Lin Junnan was forced to resign when he encountered a blow at work, not only could she not refuse him, but she should also care for and comfort him! Gradually, an impulse sprouted in her heart, as if a ghost had sent a god, she got up and left her room and knocked on Lin Junnan's door......
However, Sissi regretted it a little afterwards. She regretted that because of her impulsiveness, she caused the reality that she was now in the boat, so that she felt an indescribable guilt for Sun Kai!
After Lin Junnan joined Lezhi, he was busy until midnight almost every day before returning to the rental house. Sissi had offered to visit him, but he refused.
Lin Junnan told her: "I discussed with Zheng Qi and Lu Jianfeng, and decided to give up the traditional web game products and put the direction of research and development on mobile games! Last week, Zhong Yi introduced me to an 'angel', and I was talking to him and wanted to ask him to invest in Lezhi, but they asked to see our demo first. So, everybody's busy right now! Besides, the studio is such a big room, you don't even have a place to sit there. It's better to wait for us to officially establish the company in the future, change to a new place, and then take you there. ”
Although Sissi was attached to Lin Junnan, she was always uncomfortable. After a few days, he gradually began to think about it: It seems that he may have been too rash that night in Xichong, so that he has no status in his heart at all! Look at a few female colleagues in the company, who doesn't yell at her boyfriend? I'm good, I don't want to be treated well to courting my boyfriend!
Sun Kai seemed to understand Sissi's thoughts, and he came back early after work these days, either taking the initiative to cook a few good dishes, or inviting her to go to the restaurant together. At first, she still felt a little awkward, but then quickly dispelled the only remaining restraint in her heart, and followed Sun Kai's double entry and exit as usual.
Seeing that the relationship with Sissi had returned to its previous state, Sun Kai was secretly happy in his heart, but on the surface, he didn't let her see anything inappropriate or excessive. He only hopes to achieve one effect at the moment, and that is to make Sissi feel something about him imperceptibly.
When she got home from work that day, Sissi found that her phone was out of battery, so she removed the battery and charged it. After a while, Sun Kai came back, and when he entered the door, he said to her excitedly:
"Sissi, there's a new restaurant near our community, it looks pretty good! Anyway, there's no food at home, why don't we go there and eat together?"
"Okay, but my phone has just started charging......"
"It's only an hour, and your company won't call at this time, it's okay, let's go!"
So, Sissi left her mobile phone in the house and followed Sun Kai out of the door.
The two walked out of the community, turned a few intersections, and came to the outside of the restaurant Sun Kai mentioned.
Just as she was about to enter the door, Sissi suddenly smelled a sweet smell, she stopped to look around, and saw a cart selling roasted sweet potatoes on the side of the road not far away, and the fragrance wafted from there.
"Hey, there's a roasted sweet potato for sale there!" she exclaimed, pointing ahead.
Sun Kai looked up and said happily, "Ho! It's so fragrant! Sissi, you go and order food first, I'll buy you sweet potatoes!"
Looking at Sun Kai's back, Sissi's heart couldn't help but pass a trace of beauty. She didn't walk into the restaurant, but stood at the door and continued to look until Sun Kai ran back to her with a large, fragrant roasted sweet potato.
"I picked the biggest one!" Walking into the restaurant and sitting down, Sun Kai gently put the roasted sweet potato on the plate in front of Sissi, "Look, it's golden inside!"
"This is too big!" Sissi looked at Sun Kai with a little disgust, "Let's eat together!"
"It's okay! You should just eat and play! I know you like roasted sweet potatoes the most!" Sun Kai looked at Sissi with a grin.
"Really, how do you know?"
"We've been 'living together' for so long, can you not know this?!" Sun Kai said flamboyantly.
"Get out!" Sissi scolded softly, trying to pick up the sweet potatoes on the plate, but accidentally burned her hand and retracted it like an electric shock.
"Is it hot? I'll take a look......" Sun Kai instinctively stretched out his hand, wanting to grab Sissi's hot hand.
"Nothing. Sissi said this, but she still gently grabbed her ear with her hot finger like a child.
"It's all my fault!" Sun Kai blamed himself, "I should give it to you when it's cold!"
"I've said it's nothing! Hurry up and order the sweet potatoes! I'll take them back later." Sissi looked at Sun Kai's bitter look, and just wanted to laugh in her heart. At this time, she suddenly found that it seemed that she would only be so unrestrained when she was with Sun Kai......
Sissi and Sun Kai returned to the rental house after dark. As soon as the two entered the door, they couldn't help but be stunned - Lin Junnan was sitting in the living room with his head down and not saying a word. Seeing the two of them enter the house, he reluctantly raised his head, which was regarded as a greeting.
"Junnan, why did you come back so early today, have you eaten?" asked Sissi as she walked over and squatted in front of Lin Junnan.
"I happened to be back early today. Lin Junnan didn't have any expression when he spoke, "Why don't you go out without your mobile phone......?"
"The phone battery is dead, so it's not charging!" explained Sissi, feeling uneasy as a child who had done something wrong with her parents.
"You went out to eat?" Lin Junnan looked up at Sun Kai, and then fell on the roasted sweet potato in Sissi's hand, and couldn't help but say, grabbed the sweet potato from her hand and gnawed it, muttering while eating, "I'm hungry here, you guys are eating and drinking spicy outside, and you come back to eat and eat me!"
"Who told you?!" Sissi pouted, "I come back in the middle of the night every day, and I came back so early today!
"I didn't have any food at home, so I just went out to eat with Sissi......" Sun Kai seemed to explain something, "Why don't I cook you another bowl of poached egg noodles?"
"Then don't kill me, such a big sweet potato, and add another bowl of noodles?!" Lin Junnan said with a wry smile.
Seeing that Lin Junnan finally had a smile on his face, Qian Qian was relieved.
Before going to bed at night, Lin Junnan called Qianqian into his room and asked her very seriously: "Qianqian, did I do something wrong?"
"No?"
"But why do I always think you don't think you're my girlfriend?"
"......" Qian Qian looked at Lin Junnan in a daze, not knowing how to answer.
"Actually, I don't blame Sun Kai today," Lin Junnan said, "I am a buddy with him! I know that he likes you very much, and I understand his concern for you." But now that we've made the relationship clear, you should grasp a degree yourself. You can't make Sun Kai feel like you're still giving him a chance. Do you see what I mean?"
Sissi felt a little uncomfortable when she heard this. She thinks that she has the right to be with Sun Kai, not to mention that she just had a few meals. The night in Xichong does not mean that her emotions will always belong to Lin Junnan in the future, although she also acquiesced to being a couple with Lin Junnan, but to this day, she still can't completely exclude Sun Kai in her heart.
"I don't know how you could have such an idea. Sissi whispered, "I'm just your girlfriend now...... Besides, Sun Kai is not the kind of person you think! How can you be so narrow-minded?!"
Lin Junnan hugged Qian Qian and said, "I know the weight of Sun Kai in your heart, and I don't blame him." Today I just want to say to you, if you have accepted me, then please give me a little peace of mind, okay?"
"What do you want me to do, can you rest assured? ignore Sun Kai?!" Sissi felt amused when she said this.
"Lezhi is in need of manpower now, can you come and help me?" Lin Junnan changed the subject.
Sissi didn't answer, she fell into deep thought.
A loud sound of music came from next door, it was Sun Kai playing a song on the computer. This guy never likes to wear headphones when listening to music, Lin Junnan and Sissi have long been used to it.
Qian Qian gently pushed Lin Junnan away, brushed the hair on her forehead, lowered her head and said, "You have just started a business over there, I resigned from the company, in case I ......"
"There won't be any accidents! You should trust me!"
"Why don't you let me think about it again. ”
"It's fine. Lin Junnan took Qianqian's hand and kissed her on the cheek, "Will you be on my side tonight?
"What are you kidding?!" Qian Qian looked stunned and broke free of Lin Junnan's hands, "I'd rather go out with you and open a room than do it here!" As soon as these words came out, she seemed to think that it was too much, so she held Lin Junnan's cheek and flattered, "Okay, okay, don't be angry! Everyone has to go to work tomorrow, let's rest early!okay?" After that, he grimaced at him, got up and went back to his room.
Lin Junnan sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, enduring the noise coming from Sun Kai's room, he felt that it was simply a kind of blasphemy against music!