July 22 - July 23
Yesterday my sister came back, because there was some reason for the air conditioning in my sister's room, my sister lived with me. My sister snores at night, and I, the kind of person who sleeps very lightly, I can't sleep at the slightest sound.
I didn't fall asleep for a long time last night, and then I went to the bathroom in the second half of the night and couldn't sleep, listening to my sister's snoring and really wanted to wake up my sister, and then I didn't know how to fall asleep.
I woke up when the alarm went off today. When I woke up, I thought about a dream I was going to tell my sister about, but I forgot what it was, and I only knew that I was dead.
And then I've been thinking about it all the time today, and I just watched the video and all of a sudden this thing popped into my mind.
It seems to be like this: I was married to a boy, and all the friends and relatives on both sides came, and his mother came and said that she wanted to take a picture with me or something else, so we took a picture together, and then all of a sudden I had a fight with the boy, and he said that the marriage was not going to be married, and then he left.
My mother didn't seem to approve of the marriage in the first place, and she followed me and we went together.
On the way, I kept thinking about how to escape, whether to hide or hide somewhere else, because I felt that I had no face to see, and my mother always encouraged me to face this matter directly, and hiding was not the solution to the problem.
Later, the picture turned to the production team, and the advertising column of the production team said that because my escape from marriage was smeared by the public, so I gave my parents a punishment, anyway, it should be a very serious matter, I went to them to lead the theory, but their leaders didn't listen to me, so I said that it wouldn't work, so I said that you don't want me to die to end this matter, so you can not deal with my parents.
He said yes, and after listening to him, I jumped into the river next to me, maybe he didn't expect me to do this, so he wanted to save me.
But there was a wire there right where he jumped, and he was electrocuted. Because I didn't want to bother my parents, I broke free from the hands of the person who saved me and died.
Then I woke up because the alarm went off. Suddenly, I thought it was a scary dream. Why do you dream of killing yourself?
Or because of marriage and running away from marriage, I think my mother has always told me recently that at this age, I should find a boyfriend to marry some nonsense, and I won't let go of me in my dreams, I'm really tired and panicked.