It's really uncomfortable to see my brother's current state. When I went to buy steamed buns, the houses I passed by were all dilapidated buildings, but they were such dilapidated buildings, and there were still people living in them, which almost made me think that I was making a ghost movie.

I watched my best friend's mother post a video at night, my best friend was wearing a wedding dress, I thought she was getting married today, but I didn't know it when I asked later.

I suddenly found that her information was now known from the Internet, and it turned out that we had gone further and further.

It's been a long time since we've had a video chat, and to be honest, I don't know how she's doing now, and of course she doesn't know mine, so I feel like we're chatting about fewer and fewer topics.

I still remember that the first time we took a plane I was both scared, we kept holding each other's hands tightly, when the plane landed, both of our palms were sweaty, and then every time we took a plane to the present, she was also with me, we sometimes had to wait for a long time in the middle of the transfer, but at that time we had no money, although there is no now, we were reluctant to go out to live in a hotel, we were in the airport for a while, chatting, each time we would talk for a long, long time, talk about our previous story, how it would be after the chat, in fact, later, we were tired of the long time of the transferBut because we bought special air tickets, we had to wait for a long time every time, and then she said that she didn't want to live like this anymore, she wanted to stabilize it, she thought that every time she transferred or went out, someone would pick her up, and she didn't want to run around anymore.

And now, her dream is finally about to come true, and I sincerely bless her, dear Zang Zang. I don't know if you remember what we said many years ago, we want to go to see ice sculptures together and go to Tibet to teach for two years, I don't know if you still think about it occasionally, but I have never forgotten it.

I always thought that we would fulfill these wishes sooner rather than later, maybe I would wander alone later, but I really sincerely hope that you will be able to go to these places we talked about with your lover in the future.

It could have been that it happened very suddenly, and then I was overwhelmed. At this age, those who have just gotten married, who should have children and children, at this age, everyone is really getting more and more aware of what they want.

When I was young, I said that I made the wedding dress for them when I got married, but now, suddenly I think about it is really ridiculous.

When I was young, I always thought that I was unparalleled in the world, but in fact, I was just a clown. It turns out that this feeling is the most familiar stranger.