392: Is it the truth?
Sacrifice?
Natsuki's words definitely mean something else.
Pang Fei's hand increased his strength, and Xia Shu, who was in pain, cried and shouted to his mother, "It's broken, it's really going to break this time, let go...... Bastard ......"
"Tell me everything you know. ”
"I suggest you don't ask, the truth is something you can't face, and it's something I can't face...... Ah, okay, okay, I say, I say. ”
Pang Fei finally let go of his hand.
Xia Shu moved his wrist pitifully, before telling the truth, he still had one condition, "Then you have to promise me, no matter what the truth is, you can't do anything to hurt Lin Jingzhi, let alone accuse her of not." Everything she does is for you. ”
Pang Fei's "say something quickly" look really scared Xia Shu.
"Shizuyuki's body is a little weak, but not so weak as you can see, in fact, she has been taking a drug, which can cause people's bodies to become weak, and it will also have great side effects, and it will also have an impact on children. I told her at the time, don't do that, it's not worth it. But she didn't listen, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to keep that child, she just wanted to have a child between you and her......"
With a bang, Pang Fei's head seemed to have exploded.
The huge contrast made him difficult to accept for a while, and he had mixed feelings in his heart, and he couldn't tell what it was like.
Natsuki's voice still echoed in his ears, "Although it is not advisable for Jingzhi to do that, everything she does is also for you, Pang Fei, if you blame her for this, then you are really not a man." You provoked Jingzhi in the first place, you know that you have a wife, why do you provoke her? I don't think you can blame Jingzhi for this, her affection has been fed to the dog, it's your fault, it's all your fault......
Being with Lin Jingzhi is something you and I would like to do.
Pang Fei also said that it is okay to be a confidante, but other than that, there must be no other relationship.
Lin Jingzhi concealed Pang Fei's pregnancy, kept the child without Pang Fei, and created a weak body so that Pang Fei could not beat the child.
Lin Jingzhi and An Yao have been together for so many years, how can they not know An Yao's temper and bottom line, and what she can't accept the most?
Therefore, Lin Jingzhi's purpose in doing this is really just to give birth to her and Pang Fei's child, or to squeeze out An Yao, who can say clearly?
Pang Fei was reluctant to think of Lin Jingzhi as a scheming woman, and he had never thought of Lin Jingzhi like this for a long time, but this incident was really difficult for him to accept.
The most fundamental reason for Pang Fei and An Yao's divorce is the child in Lin Jingzhi's womb.
Because Pang Fei had to bear the responsibility of being a father, and because An Yao couldn't tolerate this kind of thing, their marriage was doomed to the abyss of death the moment that child appeared.
If Pang Fei didn't think about Lin Jingzhi at all, it would be too difficult and too difficult.
The truth is really something that Pang Fei can't accept and face.
So, what should Pang Fei do?
Just continue to live like this with Lin Jingzhi as if nothing happened, or ......
No, he can't do it, he must ask Lin Jingzhi for clarification about this matter.
But, not now!
Lin Jingzhi's body is indeed very weak now, I am afraid that she will not be able to withstand such a big stimulation, Pang Fei is willing to give her a buffer for a while longer, and wait until ...... Wait until she is discharged from the hospital.
In the next few days, Pang Fei kept his thoughts in his heart, as if he didn't know anything, and served Lin Jingzhi carefully as usual.
Seven days later, Lin Jingzhi was finally about to be discharged from the hospital, and Pang Fei settled him in the small apartment he had just rented, which was originally prepared for Lin Jingzhi.
"Xiaohong, you take the child to rest. After settling Lin Jingzhi, Pang Fei took Hong Meixuan away, and he had something to say to Lin Jingzhi.
Those questions that have been suppressed in his heart for a long time, those questions that he can't understand and can't figure out, today, he has to get an answer.
"Pang Fei, what's wrong with you, why don't you look very good. ”
Pang Fei sat down on the side of his bed with a solemn expression, "The figure that appeared in the hospital a few days ago is Xia Shu. ”
Hearing Xia Shu's words, Lin Jingzhi's face changed significantly, "He...... How did he come to Haocheng?"
"It was An Yao who arranged for him to come on a business trip, and he may have accidentally bumped into you in the hospital and came to see you. ”
"I have nothing to do with him. ”
This Pang Fei believes, but what he wants to say is not about it, "Natsuki told me something, it is related to you. ”
"Me?" Lin Jingzhi's face instantly became ugly, "What can he tell you about me, I'm very curious, you can talk about it." ”
"He said that your body was not so weak when you were pregnant, and that you deliberately drank some medicine that caused weakness in order to keep the child. When Pang Fei said these words, his eyes fell on Lin Jingzhi's face and he didn't move away for a moment.
He just wanted to see something from Lin Jingzhi's eyes, to see if this woman was weak or guilty...... What else?
It's strange that in those clear eyes, there is no panic, no guilt, and it is as calm as a pool of clear water.
"Natsuki is right, I asked him to get those medicines for me. ”
Heartache!
Heartache like a pinprick in the face!
Pang Fei was puzzled, "In order to give birth to my child, or to squeeze out An Yao?"
Lin Jingzhi is more painful than him, doesn't this latter question illustrate his image in Pang Fei's heart, that is, an unscrupulous junior?
But at the beginning, she really didn't want to squeeze An Yao away, she just wanted to keep her and Pang Fei's child, because she knew very well that once this child was defeated, it would be considered a complete line with Pang Fei in this life.
Sometimes I think it's easy to let go of someone, but when you actually do it, you realize that it's too difficult and too difficult.
Lin Jingzhi tried to stay away from Pang Fei countless times to end the relationship, but every time she left, she only made her more dependent and inseparable from Pang Fei.
Slowly, this kind of dependence and inseparability evolved into possession, and she also imagined that An Yao could be with Pang Fei forever, and she also imagined that An Yao would become Pang Fei's wife, which was legitimate and legal, and she would not be talked about when she went out......
But it was just a thought, and I never really thought that An Yao would divorce Pang Fei.
"I believe in you. Pang Fei believed what Lin Jingzhi said and believed that what she said was true.
However, the meaning of this child's existence has changed, he is no longer the crystallization of Pang Fei and Lin Jing's love, and he is no longer the bargaining chip of Pang Fei's person in charge, he is more like a thorn in the marriage of Pang Fei and An Yao.
And all of this stems from Lin Jingzhi and her uncontrollable love for Pang Fei.
Who doesn't want to be with their beloved, and who doesn't want to grow old with their lover in the open......
The only thing that was wrong was fate, which made her meet Pang Fei after An Yao.
"I said that when I give birth to a child, I will leave you completely, don't worry, this time, I will do what I say. Child...... I'll leave it to you, after all, my body is so weak, and with a child, it will only make him suffer with me. ”
Lin Jingzhi tried to endure it, but she still couldn't control her tears.
I had expected such a day for a long time, but I didn't expect that this day would come under such circumstances.
Pang Fei, the child...... Which one is her heart, and she can't give up any of them, but she knows very well that this time, there is no future, and it must be time to separate.
"You go out and let me rest. Lin Jingzhi slowly closed his eyes and let tears crawl down his cheeks.
Pang Fei didn't know what to say, so he turned around and left.
In the room, the child's cries came one after another, and Pang Fei felt like he was in a parallel world in a trance.
The child is crying, it is his own child, it stands to reason that he should be touched, but Pang Fei has no joy of being a father at the moment.
The truth is indeed unacceptable, but it is already like this, and there is no point in blaming anyone.
Lin Jingzhi is right, she just fell in love with Pang Fei when she shouldn't be.
Pang Fei may be able to forget about those and try to be a good father and husband.
"Mr. Pang, where are the wipes?"
"It seems to be in Shizuyuki's bag. ”
"Okay, then I'll take a look. Hong Meixuan pushed the door in, and in the next second, she let out an earth-shattering shout, "Ah......hhh
Pang Fei hurriedly rushed over, only to see a lot of blood flowing on the ground, and Lin Jingzhi's wrist was also dyed blood-red.
Lin Jingzhi actually ...... Committed suicide by cutting your wrists!
Pang Fei quickly ripped off the clothes on his body, wrapped the upper end of his arteries and blood vessels, and then picked up the person and ran to the hospital.
Hong Meixuan anxiously followed, "I...... Shall I go?"
"Stay home and watch the kids. After Pang Fei finished speaking, he hooked his toes and the door closed.
Fortunately, it was found in time and sent to the hospital in time, so there was no major problem.
However, Lin Jingzhi had just given birth and had lost so much blood, and his body was extremely weak and very dangerous.
"Pang Fei, you shouldn't save me......" If Lin Jingzhi died, there would be nothing left, and Pang Fei might be able to get back together with An Yao, but now that she is not dead, it is really uncomfortable to live between Pang Fei and An Yao.
Pang Fei didn't want to say a word, but in fact, Lin Jingzhi's suicide this time made him feel very strange.
"Pang Fei, you ...... Why don't you speak? You think...... Am I proving my innocence by doing this?"
"Don't think about it, just get some rest. Pang Fei didn't want to say that now.
Lin Jingzhi closed his eyes in pain, "I didn't, I really didn't think so." I was just...... I don't have the face to face you, I don't have the face to live in this world anymore, I ...... Ahem......"
Pang Fei patted her back gently, and Lin Jingzhi grabbed Pang Fei's arm with his backhand, "Pang Fei, you have to believe me, you really have to believe me, I have never thought of destroying the relationship between you and An Yao, and I have never thought of squeezing An Yao's ......"