Chapter 21: Courage
In the past and present life, no matter what, the most important thing in Jing Jian's mind is Zhao Xia. Maybe there is no love, but there is only this one relative, and only this one is recognized, and that feeling has become completely unforgettable.
Therefore, at this time, Jing Jian only wanted to think about Zhao Xia, and he wanted to be good for her. However, they were in two places, and the letter could not be fully communicated, so the two had a great misunderstanding. Sadly, there was a lack of communication in those days. Maybe the future will be a matter of cooking porridge on the phone for 1 or 2 hours, but now it can't be done at all.
And from the memory of Jing Jian's previous life, the guilt of Zhao Xia led to the initiative to break up, so this torn rift became deeper and bigger. Spare regrets, at least for now.
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There is still a long way to go from his home, and the road is quite easy to walk, although there are no street lights, the moonlight is still bright. Jing Jian took out a cigarette and lit it, but a hurried bicycle bell suddenly rang behind him.
"Jing Jian, why are you here?" Jing Jian turned around and saw Wei Yingzhi jumping off the bicycle sweating profusely, and on the back seat of the bicycle, there were piles of learning materials, and on the cover of the materials, it was a girl in a wheelchair smiling.
Jing Jian hurriedly took the handlebar, pushed the car and asked with a smile: "Aren't you still out in the field?"
"You're poor. Wei Yingzhi smiled, took out a handkerchief, and wiped the sweat on her forehead, "The regional meeting was late, and I missed the car, so I could only borrow a bicycle to come back." ”
"Why doesn't anyone pity the jade?" Jing Jian smiled and joked. Maybe getting along day and night is getting along more and more familiarly, and in the face of Wei Yingzhi, Jing Jian's speech became more and more casual, "Just so forbearing? Let our Teacher Wei be a cow and a horse?" Jing Jian pushed a little hard, and those "core values" in the back seat were really heavy enough.
"Seriously, I'll ignore you. Wei Yingzhi's tone of voice, no matter how she sounded, it seemed like she was coquettish.
Jing Jian didn't pay attention, smiled and said, "Hehe, okay, serious." ”
After walking a few steps, Wei Yingzhi's heart suddenly became a little blocked. Looking at Jing Jian's back and biting her lip, she suddenly said, "Xiao Jian, can you not do this in the future?"
"Hmm, how's that?" Jing Jian glanced at Wei Yingzhi suspiciously, did he make her angry just now? Shouldn't Wei Yingzhi be so stingy? Seeing Wei Yingzhi's face tangled, his hands twisting his handkerchief, Jing Jian said with concern, "I'm sorry." You...... Are you alright?"
Wei Yingzhi's face was even more entangled, and she held back for a while, but she couldn't help it: "It's not me, it's you." Xiao Jian, how long do you want to wear a mask? Every day on the surface, why don't you say it openly?"
"What do you mean by wearing a mask?" Jing Jian was surprised. He didn't expect that Wei Yingzhi was actually caring about himself. But why is this sudden concern a little inexplicable?
Wei Yingzhi took a deep breath, seemed to muster up the courage of her whole body, and was ready to go out: "It's a friend, I have long wanted to find an opportunity to persuade you." You don't seem to care about anything, but you have a lot of things on your mind. Holding back the injury and avoiding it will not solve any problems. ”
As soon as he heard a few words, Jing Jian already understood that Wei Yingzhi's misunderstanding seemed to be getting deeper and deeper. Although he couldn't laugh or cry, he also had some reflection, it had been several months since he was reborn, and he didn't seem to be fully integrated, as if he was like a bystander, looking down on the world. And this kind of imminent departure has already made Wei Yingzhi aware of it.
Wei Yingzhi was a little aggrieved, she already regretted saying those words. I'm a big girl, and I'm not Jing Jian, why do you say this? Why do you bother...... But I really couldn't help it! I peeked at Jing Jian and found that he was thoughtful, and Wei Yingzhi was even more angry in her heart: "Who are you showing like this?
"Do you have any family?" Jing Jian yelled excitedly. Finding that he was a little out of shape, he squeezed out a smile at Wei Yingzhi, "I'm sorry." ”
The two walked silently, and there was silence all around. Jing Jian finally sighed and broke the silence: "My old man has escaped, and I have become a lost dog from the second generation of officials." The troops were discharged, and their future was ruined. The father-in-law's family didn't want to see him, and he wanted to regret the marriage. The daughter-in-law is studying in the capital, and she basically stays in the city, and she doesn't know what to do in the future, and there is a chance that she will break up. It's a failure, isn't it? Ridiculous, really ridiculous. ”
Wei Yingzhi glanced at Jing Jian again and listened quietly. Although there are some new words, they can be understood. Suddenly, she was a little surprised, as if it was an illusion, and found that Jing Jian's warm eyes contained that kind of wildness and unruliness.
"I said Sister Wei, you underestimated a man's heart. Back then, on the battlefield, bullets and shrapnel flew right in front of my eyes, and it was pure luck that I survived and was not injured. The comrades-in-arms around him lay down one by one, shells flew by, and some of them exploded into pieces. The wounded were screaming, and the sacrificed didn't leave a word. Am I not happy compared to them? As for all the? Think about how old I am? Eighteen years and ten months. The road of life has just begun, who cares how many wounds there are on the body?"
Wei Yingzhi's eyes gradually brightened, she was a little embarrassed, and she had nothing to say: "You have really been on the battlefield?"
Jing Jian was happy, the eldest sister's focus was a little wrong, and he smiled slightly: "So don't worry about me." It's been a lot of ups and downs, and it's really not a big deal. ”
"I'm sorry!" Wei Yingzhi's pretty face flushed slightly.
Jing Jian returned to his state of mouth: "Don't mind, we don't need to be so polite." You're sorry, I'm sorry, continue to be so polite, I'm afraid I'm going to get married if I'm not careful?"
"I hate it!" Wei Yingzhi protested weakly. Looking at the figure of Jing Jian beside him, he felt that he was getting taller and taller.
Jing Jian glanced back and smiled, but suddenly found that in Wei Yingzhi's eyes, there was a kind of vague light that seemed to be very familiar. Jing Jian woke up suddenly, what's going on? Why did he bring the bad habits of his previous life and habitually tease those simple girls? He hurriedly changed the topic: "I went to Fang Ya's house today, and I got my stomach full of oil and water, and I finally made up for it......
Listening to Jing Jianxin's words, Wei Yingzhi has already flown out of the sky. She bit her lower lip and secretly hated her own incompetence. It seems that the courage that has just been mustered can no longer be gathered......
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Time is like an arrow, entering March, with the increase in the content of familiar memorization, Jing Jian's progress is even more amazing. In the first half of the month, I entered the top 10 of my class. Next, it was a super level performance, 3rd place. Although it fell to 8th next time, it returned to 5th for the first time in April. Now no one doubts that as long as Jing Jian plays normally, the junior college is already ironclad, and the university is also very promising.