Chapter 111: From Decadence to Perk-heartedness

Qin Xu hadn't heard this big cricket chirp since he woke up in the morning.

didn't expect that if he didn't make a sound, he would start singing "Stubborn".

It's a bosom friend!

Qin Xu really likes this song, so he will set it as a mobile phone ringtone.

If it weren't for answering Huang Zhenghao's phone call in his hand, Qin Xu would definitely have to study how this little guy learned this song.

Even if you don't understand it, you can sing two sentences with the rhythm of this big brother, just the big cricket soundtrack, he sings the lyrics, a perfect match!

But he's still answering the phone, and the singing thing is still stopped.

Huang Zhenghao used the excuse of going to the toilet in the middle of the meeting, and ran to the men's toilet cubicle to call Qin Xu, just to confirm that Ding Liming was fine, so that he could rest assured.

Qin Xu didn't say much about Ding Liming's situation in his mobile phone, but only told Huang Zhenghao that he was renting a single room in Ding Liming.

Although Ding Liming was lying motionless, he couldn't complain in front of him that he was decadent and dazed, and languishing, right?

When he hung up the phone, Huang Zhenghao pushed open the door of the cubicle and muttered to himself.

It seems that music is still playing in the room, and the meaning of that song is not to rise bravely in adversity? and to be in the mood to listen to such a song, Ding Liming, this kid should still be able to hold up.

Qin Xu put his mobile phone into his shoulder bag, and the starlight cricket hiding in a small compartment of his backpack jumped out and jumped onto the back of Qin Xu's hand.

Qin Xu's arm was raised slightly, this big cricket without stage fright, used the back of his hand as a stage, and sang loudly, Qin Xu couldn't help but feel a little agitated when he heard it.

Singing and singing, Qin Xu saw that Ding Liming, who was lying in the quilt in dead silence, seemed to move.

"Lao Ding, Lao Ding?"

Qin Xu shouted a few times tentatively, and found that Ding Liming was trembling even more.

Although I can understand Lao Ding's depression when he encounters this kind of bad thing, from Qin Xu's personality, he really can't get used to looking down on a dignified man, and he is extremely lost, and he looks like he has given up all his life.

Not wanting to continue to ink with him, Qin Xu stepped forward and lifted the thin sheet of Ding Liming's tortoise shell with his other hand, just as he wanted to pull him up.

When Qin Xu saw Ding Liming's face, no matter how many words he had, he choked.

He cried breathlessly, but his teeth were clenched, his face was red, and his snot and tears were wiped into a pile.

Qin Xu suddenly regretted lifting the sheet, he had never seen a man cry like this since he was a child, and he really didn't know how to react when he met this colleague who cried ugly.

To describe a woman's crying, you can use pear blossoms to bring rain, I see pity, and I want to cry, which makes people full of protection.

The description of a strong man like Ding Liming crying can probably only be described by words like ghosts crying wolves and ghosts crying and sorrowful. Listening to him crying, I just felt that it was more reliable to leave and hide.

"Eh, eh, what's that......" Qin Xu struggled for a few tones, not knowing how to comfort Ding Liming.

The crying of the big crickets lasted for about fifteen minutes, and Qin Xu also stood awkwardly for fifteen minutes.

Waiting for Ding Liming's mood to slowly calm down, he sat up, took the sheets that had not been washed for an unknown amount of time, scribbled them on his face, and said in a hoarse voice: "Let you see the joke, I have been depressed for too long during this time, I didn't expect to hear you say something, and my mood suddenly exploded uncontrollably, and now it is much better." ”

Qin Xu was afraid that Ding Liming would suddenly not be able to think about it again, so he said cautiously: "Who hasn't had some hurdles in this life! Brother Ding, don't think too much, when I came here just now, I saw a small fried shop on the street, let's go have a meal and drink two glasses first. ”

Probably affected by Liu Amei's daily life, Qin Xu felt that the things in this world could not be solved with a pleasant meal.

"Thank you, Qin Xu, I don't know how, as soon as I vented like this, people suddenly figured it out. Ding Liming got up from the messy bed.

Qin Xu helped him clean up three bags of garbage before, and he only had a place to walk, and this room was still full of all kinds of domestic garbage.

Qin Xu thought of the humble garbage pond he saw before he entered the door, and he really knew that there were really people, and he was so depraved that even if the garbage was piled up next to it, he could turn the room into a garbage dump.

"Then we ......" Qin Xu wanted to pull him out for a meal first.

"Wait!" Ding Liming waved his hand, stood up, took out a large pile of shopping bags from the corner, and began to dispose of the garbage in the house in a sweeping posture, one by one the waste was stuffed into the bags, compared to half an hour ago, it was completely like a different person.

Qin Xu scratched his head, inexplicably feeling that this picture was a bit dramatic.

Rao is that he is confident in his eloquence, and now he also feels that Ding Liming's sudden change is like a change, and it is not like he can persuade him.

Qin Xu's gaze fell on the starlight cricket on the back of his hand.

After thinking about it comprehensively, Qin Xu probably guessed what type of ability this big cricket was.

So, his efficient work mode today relies on this little guy to fight chicken blood, right?

Ding Liming swept away the decadence, the only window in the room Huo Ran opened, and while throwing things, he told Qin Xu about his life after leaving the hospital.

Qin Xu was listening, and Ding Liming was talking.

Qin Xu didn't interject, and Ding Liming didn't mind his response.

Neither of them felt that the constant chirping of the starlight crickets disturbed their communication in any way.

It turned out that he was initially hospitalized in the hospital for blockade treatment, but then the hospital bed was tight, and the doctor advised him to be discharged, as long as he went to the hospital in time to pick up the medicine.

After Ding Liming left the hospital, he rented this single room for fifteen yuan a day.

It's okay in the hospital, but I'm bored here, but I can't think about it more and more, plus a serious drug reaction, and I think of my life, I haven't done anything, I'm sorry for my father, mother, wife and children, life is too hard, so I can't control myself more and more.

Qin Xu listened to Ding Liming's narration and knew that this eldest brother was obviously a sign of depression a while ago.

To a large extent, the bad things that Ding Liming encountered when he arrested the prisoner this time were just a fuse. And he has long had a lot of frustration and helplessness in his heart, such as work, family, and his own life, but he just used this fuse to burst out.

Depression can be big or small.

When I was young, I survived it by myself.

When it's big, you really don't even want your life.

The singing of the starlight cricket lasted for about forty minutes, and when it stopped singing and turned around and jumped onto Qin Xu's shoulder bag, Ding Liming also cleaned up all the garbage in the room outside the door.

In the room, except for a bed, a desk, and a chair, everything else was treated as garbage.

"I feel like my heart is lit up like this room. Ding Liming wrapped the dirty quilt and threw it out of the door together, and said to Qin Xu with emotion.

Qin Xu gently opened the lid of the shoulder bag, and the big cricket swaggered into the backpack.

"Let's go, brother, shall we go or go for a meal?" Qin Xu looked at Ding Liming's appearance of wanting to open completely, and he also felt very happy, and said with an invitation.

"Nope. Ding Liming shook his head apologetically and said, "Thank you, I figured it out, the hurdles of life must be spent with my family, I miss my wife, I miss my baby, check out now." ”

"And ......" Ding Liming grabbed his greasy hair, glanced at Qin Xu's backpack, hesitated, and said, "Help me thank this little guy, thank you for its battle song." ”