Chapter 462: Mom, Goodbye
"What do you mean, don't you just leave her alone?"
"It's not up to me to decide this, it's the kid who decides. Qi Yang patted her little head, just like they did three years ago.
Ruan Xidong was shocked by such a familiar and intimate action, and she sighed silently, "Forget it, leave it to fate." "
This night, Ruan Xidong did not sleep well.
Qi Yang knew that she didn't sleep well, and she couldn't sleep well. But it's not that his health is not good now, he wants to talk to that little girl in person.
What does she want to do so that she can live well?
Early the next morning, Ruan Xidong got up, she got dressed, and under the burning gaze of the man, she personally served his old man to brush his teeth and wash his face.
"I don't know when you'll be fine. "
"How do you take care of me, you are very reluctant?" Qi Yang raised his head slightly unhappily and motioned for her to shave herself.
Ruan Xidong smiled, in fact, it was not that he hated serving him, but that his eyes were like this, which really made people unable to work normally.
"If you don't look at me with such green eyes all the time, I will be more than willing to serve you. "
"Okay then, I won't look at you, stay with me today. The man leaned back very elegantly, silently enjoying the little woman's giving.
When Ruan Xidong heard this, he felt that the conditions were unequal.
"I can't stay with you all day, I still have to go to see the child, the nurse said that he ate two mouthfuls of food last night, and I am not very relieved. "
"We have already discussed the issue of this child. "
"That's your own opinion, and I don't agree with it. Ruan Xidong didn't want to make trouble with him because of this, so his tone was a little more tactful.
The man was speechless, and grabbed her little hand, "I can't help you if you want to find you yourself, but don't cry with me when the time comes." "
"Big brother, how old am I, how can I still cry. "
Well, that's what I said.
Qi Yang didn't stop her enthusiastically, packed everything and lay back on the hospital bed, eating breakfast by herself.
Because of his physical reasons, his current diet is relatively light, which is already fruity and tasteless, and he doesn't eat much when there is no one around.
Ruan Xidong abandoned her with great difficulty and went to another ward instead.
She thinks that little love is the nature of a child, and it would be good to have two days, or if he or she made any requests, if she copied them, she would not make the relationship so stiff.
But it turned out that Ruan Xidong's idea was a little naïve.
Xiao Ai seems to have made up her mind this time, no matter how hard she tries to please, it is useless.
"Mom bought you biscuits, would you like to try them?"
"I don't eat it. "
"What about the juice? Would you like it?"
"I said I wouldn't drink anymore, are you bothered. The little girl was cloaked, and her whole body was curled up in the quilt.
She is now like a little hedgehog, and as soon as she touches it, it starts to stab.
Ruan Xidong silently covered his eyes, trying not to cry.
To be honest, I've grown up so big, I haven't been so disgusted by a child, and it's the one I love.
"Xiao Ai, what do you want your mother to do? I will satisfy you if you say it. "
"Are you really going to do it?" Hearing Ruan Xidong say this, the little girl suddenly raised her head, and her eyes were shining.
Ruan Xidong felt a little lucky in his heart, and then nodded vigorously.
Xiao Ai suddenly lifted the quilt, and then stood straight on the ground, she said, "I want to go back to the orphanage to live, wherever you send me, in short, I don't want to live with you." "
"Why?"
"Because when I see you, I think about how my dad died, and when I see you, I think about how you ruined my happy life. "
"You don't deserve to be my mother, I'd rather go to an orphanage by myself. "
This kid really hates himself to the extreme.
Ruan Xidong's tears flowed down, but the corners of his mouth maintained a self-deprecating smile.
What Qi Yang said was right, this kid would no longer accept himself. What is being done is in vain.
"Don't you give me a chance to make up for it?"
"Yes, I hate you to death. You will definitely live with that uncle in the future, and then I will not be able to live with you. "
The cold wind was blowing on his face, and even in this warm hospital room, Ruan Xidong still felt as if he had fallen into an ice cellar.
She never thought that the child she really treated would say such a thing.
But what can be done now?
Her heart was cut by a knife, Ruan Xidong still had to keep her face calm, she wiped her tears, and said with a smile, "Okay, I respect you." "
Because of the child's strong request, after three hours, she packed all her belongings and prepared to be sent to the orphanage in the center of the city according to the procedures.
Ruan Xidong stared at her in the corner the whole time, and stopped talking several times, but still didn't speak.
All the formalities were done by Qi Yang, and he did not interfere. Because she didn't want to feel like she was giving the child away.
"Everything is packed, can you see if there is anything missing?" The person who took her to the orphanage was a woman, who looked like Qi Yang's subordinates.
Xiao Ai was expressionless during the whole process, and when she heard her ask, she shook her head.
Her gaze unconsciously intersected with the person in the corner, she bit her lip, and endured the slightest reluctance in her heart.
She hated this mother, but she couldn't be indifferent. The only way to do that was to leave.
"Little love ......" Ruan Xidong realized her eyes and whispered.
Xiao Ai stared at her viciously, and then trotted out with her suitcase.
All the formalities will be handled by someone, as if Ruan Xidong is not her guardian.
In the blink of an eye, it had been several hours since the child left. Ruan Xidong sat in the ward for a long time before slowly returning to another building, the ward where the man was.
Qi Yang was closing his eyes at the time, and immediately opened his eyes when he heard the sound of the door.
According to the past practice, he will definitely scold the little woman and blame her in anger, why don't you come back early to accompany him?
But now I can't say anything.
"I can understand your mood now, fool, it's not a big deal, you can go see him later. "
"He's definitely not going to want to see me, he's definitely hating me. Ruan Xidong sat decadently beside the hospital bed, hanging his head low.
Qi Yang was distressed and sighed.
He slowly took out a small note from his palm and put it in the palm of the little woman's hand.
There were a few crooked words written on it, Mom, goodbye.
It's not that there are no feelings, but that they can't face it.
"This was given to me before the child left, and I think that because she can't accept you, it doesn't mean that she hates you so much. Give each other some time, and it will all pass. "
"Is this really what the child left me?" Ruan Xidong listened to the man's comfort, and still couldn't believe it.