44. Why is she?
In the ramen restaurant outside the community, there are two bowls of ramen and two glasses of ice water in front of Ming Yan and Quan Yuli.
"Actually, I still don't understand you, it's all this weather, and you still drink ice water, I'm really not afraid that my stomach can't stand it." Ming Yan said as he picked up the chopsticks.
"Get used to it. Quan Yuli said lightly.
"That's right, it's natural to get used to it, and you drink ice water just like a daily meal. Ming Yan picked up a chopstick noodle and put it in his mouth, the heat hit, the cold just now faded instantly, and Ming Yan snorted comfortably.
"Are you sure you don't want to eat it?" Ming Yan looked at Quan Yuli next to her, she only took a sip of water, and she didn't eat anything.
"I've eaten it, you can eat it. ”
Ming Yan nodded: "Okay." After saying that, he began to suck the noodles.
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"You told him?" Liu Renna sat on the sofa at Li Zhien's house, looking at Li Zhien who was holding the doll opposite.
"Hmm. ”
Liu Renna nodded: "Then are you okay?"
Li Zhien looked up at her: "No, I just feel that I don't feel like I'm doing something right." ”
"What's wrong with that, it's better to be straightforward than just vague. Liu Renna said.
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"You...... How it was rejected. Quan Yuli is not usually a person who asks questions like this, but I don't know why, looking at Ming Yan like this, she really wants to ask clearly.
"Alas. Ming Yan sighed: "I... In fact, before she had time to confess, she directly refused. ”
"Is it so miserable?" Quan Yuli said subconsciously, but found that Ming Yan was looking at him, and hurriedly explained: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that." ”
"It's okay, you're telling the truth, I'm just miserable, I bet with you before that I believed in miracles, and I won't believe it anymore. Ming Yan took a sip of ice water, and his cold teeth were numb.
Seeing Ming Yan continuing to eat ramen, Quan Yuli felt very clearly, his low air pressure, and he wanted to say something to comfort him, but he really didn't know how to speak.
"She... How did I refuse you?"
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"I told him directly that it was impossible for the two of us, that I would only treat him as a teacher. Li Zhien said with his head down.
"And what did he say?" asked Liu Renna.
"He ......," Lee thought for a moment, "as if he hadn't spoken yet." ”
"So you rejected him before he could speak?"
Li Zhien nodded.
"Is he angry, then?"
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"Of course I'm angry, we've known each other for thirteen years, and she didn't even give me a chance to speak, she just refused, you know? How sad I was at the time?" Ming Yan didn't know when a bottle of wine and a glass were placed in front of him, and he drank as he spoke.
Quan Yuli looked at the sake in front of him, and then looked at his cup, it was very strange, Ming Yan took a sip, his face was already red, and he felt like he was drunk, she had drunk this wine, and the concentration was very light, just like a drink, why did she get drunk in one sip.
"So you're so angry because she rejected you?"
"It's not. ”
"What's that?" Kwon looked at him with his chin in his left hand.
"The two of us have known each other for thirteen years, and when she left, she didn't even say goodbye, and she didn't look back, why? Thirteen years, I have feelings for a cat and a dog, what does she treat me for?
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"Do you really only think of him as a teacher? Are you sure there are no other feelings?" Liu Renna said, taking out two cans of beer.
"It should be...... bar. Li Zhien said uncertainly.
Liu Renna looked at her like that: "First of all, it doesn't matter what kind of love it is, but you two have known each other for so many years, it seems that you shouldn't be so desperate." ”
Li Zhien took a sip of beer: "So I think I did something wrong." ”
"Do you want to apologize to him?"
Li Zhien thought for a moment: "Yes, but wait for a while, now he... I guess I'm angry. ”
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"Then you two have known each other for so many years, and you broke it like this?" Kwon Yuli also said with a sip of sake.
"I... Texted her while she was gone, and I thought she would get back to me, but still hasn't. As he spoke, he took out his mobile phone, opened it and looked at it, "Look, it's still not." ”
"Then she... Maybe you didn't see it?"
Ming Yan smiled: "Didn't you see it?" ”
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"Why don't you reply to him?" Liu Renna said after looking at Li Zhien's mobile phone.
"I don't know what to do, I'm afraid that if I get back wrong, I'll misunderstand him again. ”
"That'...... If you're afraid of making a mistake, you can't help but reply. ”
Li Zhien picked up the phone, thought for a while, opened the Ming inkstone kakao, and began to type.
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Mingyan put his phone on the table: "If within a minute, she sends me a text message back, then I will go to her to apologize." ”
Quan Yuli didn't understand: "Shouldn't she come to you to apologize?"
"No matter what, as long as the text message comes, I go to her to apologize. "Ming Yan seems to have drunk too much, and he has begun to have a big tongue when he speaks.
Quan Yuli didn't say anything, and quietly looked at the mobile phone on the table.
Ming Yan looked at the clock on the wall, "There are still ten seconds to go until one minute." ”
“5、4、3、2、1、”
A minute was up, and there was still no text message on the phone, Ming Yan smiled, put away the phone, and accepted his fate.
Quan Yuli wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't speak.
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Li Zhien turned off his mobile phone and didn't send the text message.
"Why don't you send it?" asked Liu Renna.
"No more. Li Zhien felt as if he had done something: "It doesn't seem to be useful if you send it." ”
"Okay, you're going on a tour abroad soon, adjust your condition, and don't think about it yet. ”
"Hmm. ”
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"I had a first love before, the beautiful kind. Ming Yan said and looked at Quan Yuli next to him.
Kwon Yuli smiled indescribably.
"Really, don't believe it, she was still the tweed next door to us. Ming Yan thought of revealing a hehehehe smirk.
"And then?"
Ming Yan said with a smile: "It was she who chased me, it was an afternoon, she ...... Take the initiative to say hello to me, you know, I used to be the kind of person who couldn't talk to girls, and no girl took the initiative to talk to me, but she was different, she was the first to talk to me, and the first girl to shake hands with me, she was really beautiful, especially when she was standing in the sun. Ming Yan showed a happy expression when he thought of this.
Kwon Yuli looked at him like that, the first time he saw a man, he would show that expression.
Quan Yuli: "Then, she is so good, why did you break up?"