Chapter 143: Never Let Him (Her) Go
Watching Li Xiaohaze get into Li Monan's car, and then Li Monan drove away, Huang Zijie came back to his senses. Is Li Xiaohao rejecting him by treating him like this? Is he not forgiving him for the mistakes he made before? No, it must not be these, it is because of Li Monan, because of that man.
Huang Zijie's eyes reflected a perverse look, that man, he would never let him go.
Huang Zijie walked over, threw the fiery red rose in his hand into the trash can, and then took out his mobile phone and dialed the phone number while walking towards the car, only to see him coldly ordered on the phone, "Speed up, I'm going to bankrupt him." ”
After hanging up the phone, Huang Zijie also got into his car, and then saw him start the car and step on the accelerator fiercely. The car "breathed" and rushed straight out, and the dust behind the car was flying.
In the dust and smoke, a woman dressed in expensive clothes and elegant temperament walked out of it, with a graceful face, looking at Huang Zijie's departing car, with a painful look in her eyes.
But when her eyes glanced up the floor above, a vicious gaze appeared. That woman, she would never let her go.
Li Monan drove all the way, occasionally turning his head to look at Li Xiaoha, who was sitting next to him very quietly, looking at her eyes looking out of the window, with a faint melancholy on her face, as if she was thinking about something difficult to choose.
He stretched out his big hand and gently shook Li Xiaoha's small hand. Sensing the warmth transmitted by the big hand, Li Xiaohaze withdrew his gaze, turned his head, and returned Li Monan with a warm smile.
"What, are you still thinking about what happened just now?" Li Monan asked with concern. In fact, just now, when Li Xiaohaze said those words, he was so happy. He seemed to feel that the relationship between himself and Xiao Haze had gone further, although she hadn't promised him yet, and hadn't promised him any promises, but he always felt that it was sooner or later. There will come a time when he and her will be together.
Li Xiaohaze was really thinking about what happened just now, she didn't know if she was right to do this, whether it would hurt Huang Zijie, thinking that it might hurt him, there would be a faint pain in her heart. Although she had advised herself thousands of times, she was very reluctant to let go of it.
But what can we do if we are reluctant? Everything is almost settled, is there a turnaround, a change?
"Xiaoha, cherish the present!" Li Xiaohaze said to himself silently in her heart.
After sighing lightly, what he gave back to Li Monan was already a bright smile, "No, I'm just thinking about what we're going to eat later?"
Although Li Xiaohaze said so, her worried eyes did not escape Li Monan's sharp eyes, not to mention that he knew her so well, so he naturally knew what she was afraid of. It's just that if she doesn't say it, he can't force it, but he has to continue to cooperate with her.
In this way, Li Monan gently squeezed her little hand again, and chuckled, "Whatever you want to eat, let's eat?" said that, smiled at Xiaohao again, and then turned around and continued to drive.
It's just that after turning around, his eyes have changed from the gentleness just now to sadness.
So far, along the way, the two have never spoken again, even during dinner, they also greeted each other and said some things that have nothing to do with each other.
Li Monan had a feeling that although Li Xiaohaze was sitting in front of him, a few steps away, he felt very far away from him, and this feeling began to get stronger and stronger, and he seemed to feel more and more unable to grasp her.
Li Xiaohaze lowered her head to eat, and after eating, she wiped her lips with a tissue, and looked up suddenly, just in time to see Li Monan staring at her, and that look was wandering far away.
"What are you thinking?" asked Li Xiaoha.
Li Monan hurriedly received his thoughts, and smiled lightly and gently, "Didn't think about anything, look at you, you eat all over your mouth!" As he spoke, he picked up the wet wipes, stood up, and leaned over, ready to reach out to wipe the oil stains on the corners of her mouth.
"I'll do it myself!" Li Xiaohag avoided the movement in Li Monan's hand, reached out and took the wet wipes in his hand, and wiped it gently.
Although this was just a small action, this instinctive reaction made Li Monan feel a sense of loss inexplicably.
Li Xiaohaze also seemed to realize something, in the past, when she was at Li Monan's house, she would not deliberately avoid these, but now she will involuntarily do so. In fact, she herself doesn't know why this is happening.
Watching Li Monan sit back in his seat and continue to eat, Li Xiaohag's heart seemed to be overwhelmed, and he said embarrassedly, "That, me." He lowered his head and pursed his lips, but he didn't know how to continue.
"Don't think about it so much, I'm fine. Li Monan said lightly, without even raising his head.
As soon as Li Monan said this, Li Xiaoha's heart was even more upset, she raised her head, as if she had made a lot of determination, and looked at Li Monan very seriously and said, "I want to tell you something!"
Li Monan's hand holding the tableware paused, lowered his head, as if thinking, and after a while, he raised his head, looking at Li Xiaohaze with a pair of gentle eyes, and there was no emotion in his eyes.
Li Xiaohaze sighed lightly and said seriously, "I hope you can give me a little time!"
Li Monan didn't expect Li Xiaohan to say such a sentence, what she meant by this sentence would she accept him? Is it to give him a chance? Countless guesses flashed through his mind, and his eyes kept changing with these guesses. But he still didn't speak, quietly looking at Li Xiaoha, waiting for her to continue.
Li Xiaohaze greeted Li Monan's gentle eyes and continued, "I need some time to forget some people and forget some things! If I don't completely forget these things, it would be unfair to you for me to be with you." I owe you so much, I can't do anything about it, I'm sorry for you!
"You say!" Li Monan said lightly.
"That's it. Li Xiaoha's little hand gently stroked his lower abdomen, and then looked at Li Monan's eyes with a hint of unease, "Can you really accept him?"
It turned out to be such a thing. Li Monan breathed a long sigh of relief, he had already said that he would not mind.
Li Xiaohag knew that this was a difficult thing for any man to accept, let alone a man or a woman, it was also difficult to accept. So she knew how embarrassed Li Monan was for her to make this request! So before waiting for Li Monan's consent, she had already lowered her head deeply, with a little guilt.
Li Monan looked at the woman sitting in front of him, her head lowered, he knew that she was sad in her heart. After sighing deeply, he stood up, walked around the dining table, sat down beside Li Xiaoha, gently stroked her soft hair, and said softly, "I don't mind." And I will love and protect him as you do!"
After hearing Li Monan's words, Li Xiaohag only felt a sour nose, tears had already burst out of her eyes, she raised her head, took the initiative to hold Li Monan's big hand, and looked at his eyes very gratefully, "It used to be because of him that I wanted to keep the child, and now it's really because it's a part of my life, I can't bear it!"
Li Monan smiled and shook his head, hugged Li Xiaoha's head into his arms, rested his chin on Li Xiaoha's skull, and said deeply, "I know." So don't worry, I'll treat it like my own child. ”
Lying in Li Monan's arms, Li Xiaohag couldn't hold back anymore, and cried "wow". This cry seems to have the meaning of saying goodbye to the past, to all the past.
Fortunately, they were in the box, otherwise the unknown would not have known what had happened between them.
This cry made Li Xiaoha's eyes red and red.
Li Monan picked up a tissue and kept wiping her tears, but her tears seemed to be endless, gurgling in them.
I don't know how long I cried, but Li Xiaohaze finally stopped. After his mood stabilized, he felt as if he was particularly embarrassed, so embarrassed that he almost didn't dare to look up at Li Monan.
Li Xiaohag lowered his head, gently wiped his tears with a tissue, and was embarrassed, "Let you see the joke." ”
As soon as Li Xiaohag said this, Li Monan really chuckled, "It's not the first time I've seen you cry." After speaking, he stretched out both sides again, held Li Xiaoha's arms, and said very cautiously, "Xiaoha, you look up at me!"
Li Xiaohag raised his head obediently, looked at Li Monan, looked at him and his serious face, and listened to him and his serious words, "Xiaoha, I swear, I will not let you shed a tear in the future!"
Looking at Li Monan's serious expression and earnest vows, Li Xiaohag's heart was very moved, seeing that the tears were about to fall again, but in the end he broke the tears and smiled.
The two of them had a meal for a long time, and after eating, Li Monan sent Li Xiaohag back, because he had already asked the owner of the shoe store for a day off, and Li Xiaohag naturally didn't have to go to work. Because of his red eyes, it was not good to go outside, and Li Monan had a lot of things, so after agreeing to have dinner together, Li Monan drove Li Xiaohao back to his new residence.
The two were downstairs in Li Xiaohag's residence and saw Lu Yinyue's car.
After seeing Lu Yinyue's car, Li Monan's face was shrouded in a layer of haze, and the big hand holding Li Xiaohaze trembled slightly.
"What's wrong with you?" Li Xiaohag sensed the tension transmitted from Li Monan's hand.