A week later, An Nuan was discharged from the hospital, Zhong Shengxin never told her about her pregnancy, he was scared, he was worried, when she was unconscious, he thought about taking the child away, but he felt that he was ruthless, it was a child, since he brought An Nuan out, why, even a child could not be accepted?

Even, without the consent of the child's mother, if one day, she knows that the loss of the child is not an accident, but man-made.

How will he face An Nuan?

After all, he didn't have a choice and let everything take its course.

An Nuan's ankle was injured at the beginning, and now there is still a steel plate fixed inside, that Shen Bin is really ruthless enough to step on the bone until it cracks.

Thinking that An Nuan had suffered so much, Zhong Shengxin was full of distress for her.

He bought a residential suite, there is a small yard in front of it, where flowers are grown, Provence is a beautiful place, and the people here are very nice.

But An Nuan is very quiet, her feet have not fully recovered, she has been staying in the house, Zhong Shengxin has to work, and at home, a maid was hired to take care of An Nuan.

Vomiting every morning, An Nuan began to think that she had a bad stomach, but later, she felt that it was not like this.

In her belly, it was as if there was a child.

Ah Xin said that he is her husband, is that the father of the child?

As she thought this, she felt a chill in her own body, and she sat at her desk by the window, the sunlight outside the window falling on the words on it.

Her silk words came into view.

She looked at those three words--- Lu Chengxi.

It was, three words she wrote down uncontrollably.

Even her own feeling was at a loss, and when she saw these three words, her heart would throb faintly, and that feeling was very familiar......

She heard a voice outside, it should be Ah Xin coming back, she took the paper in her hand and walked out of the room with a cane.

Zhong Shengxin was wearing a suit, carrying a briefcase, and was changing his shoes around the corner.

"Ah Xin, who is Lu Chengxi?"

The piece of paper, she spread it in the palm of her hand, looking at Zhong Shengxin's gaze, clean, sluggish, and sad.

Even if she left that place, even if there was no Lu Chengxi here, she could warm her heart, and there was no place for him anymore.

This kind of cognition made Zhong Shengxin feel uncomfortable.

He tried to touch her, and An Nuan's whole body reacted very strongly, even if, he said that he was her husband, she would say, I'm sorry.

All kinds of reflections show that because of her heart, there is no longer him as a person.

"A star. ”

Zhong Shengxin replied very lightly, his face was no longer as natural as just now.

An Nuan sighed softly, her heart was inexplicably a little lost, and she looked at him again.

"Am I pregnant?"

An Nuan looked at the man in front of her clearly, her eyes crossed the pain, he was her husband, she thought, she should be distressed, but there was no extra emotion.

"Well, so you have to be careful not to hurt the child. ”

After speaking, Zhong Shengxin carried the briefcase to the opposite room, and as the door closed, An Nuan stood there, his hand resting on his stomach.

Child?

Whose child is it?

She really couldn't imagine that she was so resistant to this husband, how could she still have children with him?

After three months, An Nuan was able to walk normally, and her belly was very round, but her face was very thin and thin.

Her words, less and less, she never went out, all day, in the room.

Row after row on the desk, all of which were letters written by her, without a recipient, and the address of the recipient - Beicheng.

The contents of the letters are all pretty much the same.

--2.14, Valentine's Day, cloudy.

It's Valentine's Day, how are you doing over there? Your face is becoming clearer and clearer in my mind, but I still can't see your appearance clearly.

What is your name?

My name is An Nuan, An's reassuring An's, 'Warm Nuan'.

I have a child, the child can move, when I lie in bed, it moves very much, I don't know, I am not a good mother.

23:55 Leave a pen.

--- rain on February 15.

Ah Xin was drunk last night, he came to my room and wanted to kiss me, I was scared, I was worried about my child, so, I bit him and used a lot of force.

Hi, my name is An Nuan, An'an of peace of mind, Ann of warmth.

---

In every letter, there are words of her greeting and self-introduction, and when she leaves this sentence, she inexplicably thinks of the boy in the green military uniform.

Four months later, An Nuan walked out of this "home" for the first time, and the neighbors around her were all unfamiliar faces, and the sun's rays made her unable to open her eyes.

She didn't set foot in the house for four months.

She had a belly up, a cotton skirt, white sail shoes, a small coat, and her hair had been cut to ear-length lengths.

Someone greeted her, and An Nuan smiled softly.

It wasn't until she walked outside a café that An Nuan realized that she had no money.

She has lived here for so long and has never used the money.

As she turned to leave, the cold newspaper next to her caught her eye......

The man that all women in Beicheng dream of - Lu Chengxi.

was photographed entering and leaving the hotel with the daughter of the famous city Yi family.

Attached is an oversized photograph.

An Nuan felt a sharp pain in her heart, as if something was pressing on her chest, and she was a little out of breath.

This feeling was very uncomfortable and uncomfortable, but there was not a word about this man in her head.

Her gaze fell on that back, familiar and unfamiliar.

After that, An Nuan never left the room again, stayed there all day, and became depressed and thinner day by day.

She rejected all outside information, including television and newspapers.

She completely enclosed herself in a space, and in the face of Zhong Shengxin, she was speechless.

Zhong Shengxin became more and more worried that An Nuan had problems and depression during pregnancy, he especially checked on the Internet, and he also had an in-depth understanding of how serious the consequences were.

When she was 8 months pregnant, An Nuan's belly was very big, but her face was very thin, except for three meals, she would go out of the room, and at other times, she stayed in the house, Zhong Shengxin wanted to go in to see what she was doing inside, but she was stopped by An Nuan.

When a child is born, it is premature.

Very thin, very small, An Nuan smiled the moment she saw the child.

The child looked a lot like him, the boy in military uniform.

The child, surnamed An, is called An Yan.

Zhong Shengxin did not have any objections to the child's surname, which made An Nuan feel more and more that the child was not his. Brother Zhenhong.

After the child was born, An Nuan planned to return to China.

She didn't want to live here like a fool, like she was running away from something, she wanted to figure out what was going on.

Lu Chengxi, what does that man have to do with her.

Why, when this name appeared in her mind, her heart would be uncontrollably abnormal.

Ten months of waiting here, that's enough!

She's going to find him.

But when she proposed to return to China, Zhong Shengxin said no.

"Why do you want to go back to China?"

"Ah Xin, I want to go back to China, I want to take the child to his father. ”

She said her thoughts directly, before, she had a big belly and couldn't go anywhere, but now it's different, she was born, she can go to find the answer.

When Zhong Shengxin heard the child's father, he panicked.

After working hard for almost a year, and getting any response from the restless warmth, he was starting to feel tired and impatient.

Moreover, he is also equivalent to incognito here, and he has to start over with everything, and he can't even take advantage of the conditions of his former friends, so he can only rely on himself and go up step by step.

In the past, he just commanded others to do things and acted as a decision-maker, but now, everything is at the mercy of others, and he has long suppressed the anger in his heart.

After doing so much, An Nuan now says that she wants to leave him.

What did he get?

I worked hard to bring him here, and I took her information to change other people's passport information...... Even, sell your body.

An Nuan no longer exists in this world.

She was already dead in that plane crash.

"Ah Xin, this is not the life I want, I'm not happy, I'm depressed, I always feel like I'm missing something, I'm here, I'm not happy for a moment, I'm missing something, I want to get it back. ”

An Nuan's low voice pulled Zhong Shengxin's thoughts back.

He looked at An Nuan's thin face, and then at the location of the room, where Lu Chengxi's son was located.

Thinking of the news that day was in the newspaper.

The news of Lu Chengxi's engagement to Yi Qing.

In less than a year, that man is going to marry another woman, is this Lu Chengxi's love for her?

"The only thing you can get back is the pain. ”

Zhong Shengxin said in a calm voice, An Nuan closed her eyes, and the discomfort in her chest made her a little breathless.

"Even if it's a pain, I can't hide from it, I have to suffer it sooner or later, why don't I bear it earlier? Also, who is the child's father? You know better than me, even if it's the person who has lost me, you have to let that person know that the child exists. ”

An Nuan said very seriously, with a resolute attitude that would not give up until the goal was reached.

Zhong Shengxin's dark eyes shrank tightly, even though she forgot Lu Chengxi, her heart always kept a place for him.

Even if she reacquaints herself with An Nuan, she doesn't have that affection for herself.

"I know, it's very unfair to you, but in the world, how can there be so much fairness; Ah Xin, not all efforts are rewarded, and in the same way, not all returns need to be paid, whether you say I'm selfish, or if I am ruthless, I still want to return to China. ”

"Since you've already decided, why do you bother to ask me again?"

As soon as he was out of confinement, he couldn't wait to tell him the news, wasn't it premeditated?

"Because, you are my brother, my only relative here. ”

An Nuan's words made Zhong Shengxin laugh at himself, his eyes were full of laughter mocking himself, some things are really lost, if you miss it, you will never have a chance again.

Even if there is a real chance to start all over again.

I can't go back to the beginning.

Heaven gave him a chance to start over with her, but it didn't give her a place to fall in love with him again.

"Xiao Nuan, it's been almost a year, in fact, you've been waiting, waiting for Xiao Xun to give birth to you, go back, right?"

Zhong Shengxin asked her in a hoarse voice, and An Nuan was silent......

Her hair hung down, obscuring her face, and her expression, though not obvious, was acquiescing.

When she saw the newspaper that day, An Nuan told herself that this was not the life she wanted, that she had lost something, that she wanted to know, that she wanted to find, that boy who was always in her mind, she wanted to look for it, and that no other memory was impressive, or it was blank, but it was him, as if engraved in her mind.

She stayed in the room all the time, helping not to work.

The handmade money she earned was enough for her air ticket back to China.

"What I did, it turned out to be, from beginning to end, was so worthless. ”

Zhong Shengxin whispered, and when he was about to turn around, An Nuan took the initiative to hold his hand for the past year.

The expectation in her eyes was the expectation of another man.

He closed his eyes and spoke, as if he were gambling on something.

"If you don't find what you're looking for, you're going to come back and officially become husband and wife with me. ”

An Nuan's hand stiffened......

There was some disbelief in his eyes.

"When you come back, you will always live with me in Provence. ”

He added again......