I can only summarize the current family atmosphere with three idioms, chickens and dogs, exhausted, and powerless.

I really admire my family's ability to quarrel, and every time, my brain really explodes. After my brother got married, my mother's attention never paid to me, and I was really tired of doing everything by myself.

My father is injured at home, my mother is sick and I buy medicine and send medicine, my mother is unhappy or my brother and sister-in-law quarrel at home and call someone to talk to, I am the one who asks me to lend money to my brother to pay off his gambling debts, my mother calls to say this and that at home, I never care about whether I eat well or not, how is it recently, my mother always thinks that I have to bear these things, I know, I should support the responsibility as a daughter, I think these things are also my responsibility, but my mother forgot, I am just a girl, I also have a lot of my own troubles, I don't know who to talk to, I dare not tell them。

I always feel that I am really living too much. In fact, I am not as strong as my mother imagined, I always have insomnia, dreams, and sometimes I can't sleep all night.

When no one is worried about it, I ride a bicycle, wander around casually without a purpose, ride for more than an hour, and if I don't sort out the thoughts in my head, I will continue like this.

I would also cry after my mother's phone call, and in this family station, I lost all the way, and I didn't know what cards to play or what to play and let them all be wiped out.

I'm really tired.

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