March 3, 2020

I didn't hesitate to get up today, because I was a little rushed today. But I want to lie in bed and don't think about it.

After grinding in bed for a long time, I finally got up. I got up in the morning and cooked a sweet potato to eat, and after eating, I cleaned up and went out.

Today is still where I went yesterday, the difference is just a different direction. I had a meeting in the afternoon, and I was dizzy, because it was all about the major, and I had a hard time listening.

I couldn't stand it halfway, I went out to a bathroom to breathe, maybe I hadn't been exposed to this before, and no one took me for the past two days, I only came into contact with the most basic, and I said a lot in a meeting today, and I feel like I only remember a little bit.

Most of the others were returned to the teachers who gave the lectures. Commuting back and forth for two or three hours every day, I couldn't figure out what I was doing, I was so confused that I didn't have a clue at all.

In the evening, the subway came back and went to deliver something, because the place was unfamiliar, and it took a long time to find the way. When I came out, my mother gave me a video, and my mother asked me where I was.

I said outside. Mother said didn't you come back by subway a long time ago? It was too noisy on the subway, so I sent a message back to her on the subway.

My mother thought I was home early, but I didn't know how to get home when I came out. Finally the navigator came back, and I received a message to write a summary report, and my mother opened a video to ask me if I had eaten, and I came back at nearly eight o'clock, and I hung up to write a summary report after chatting with my mother.

I sent it and asked me to draw another mind map, and I drew a mind map for a long time, and after I was done, I sent it and asked me to change it, I really want to say that I haven't had time to eat yet.

I was afraid that I was in a hurry, so I nibbled on a pear and made it while gnawing it. I'm almost done with it. After sending it, I went to wash up and get ready for bed.

When I was soaking my feet, I suddenly remembered what my father had said before. My father wanted me to be a teacher because I wouldn't be so tired.

In fact, my father didn't know that it was not easy to become a teacher. Today's children are so pampered, a baby who accidentally offends somewhere, that can't be offended.

Actually, I know my father's thoughts, but I don't want to do this, although I have been a teacher since I graduated, but now that I have changed careers, I don't know if this decision is good or bad.

Is it that at my age, I am confused and don't know what I do, or what do I think of as my career?

I'm also confused right now. Sometimes I doubt myself, sometimes I deny myself, and sometimes I want to persevere, because I don't know if it's right to stick to it, and I'm very hesitant.

My indecision seems to be hereditary. I set myself a time at 11 o'clock in the evening to turn off my mobile phone, it's almost time, I'm going to go to bed early for beauty sleep, after all, it's not too small, it's time to protect my skin.