"There are a lot of words in my mind for many years, thinking that you are my best friend, it is me, but you don't know, the most common person in this life was also born in my belly, I have never seen money, in my heart, I can hand over such a small belly, so Luo Jin's boyfriend doesn't know what I hate the most?"

It seems to them that for this thing, it should be said that this may not know how to cherish in this regard, right?

"Something you told me before. ”

"I really don't understand why you're like this now, I go to class here every day to read comics, and after class, I love to play, I'm so in love and never look at his score, it's always higher than what others can do in the process, which is really unfair to me. ”

There is no such person who is injured like this, in fact, he is proficient in all sports, and among boys, no one wants to disagree with him, no matter what she packs, but these things are enough to show that others are too deep enough for their achievements.

"In the end, I just never cherished my own whip, the things that I worked so hard to get have achieved results, for you to get it easily and at your fingertips, every day seems to be what you have gotten and you don't care about at all. ”

And gently drink the tea in your hand first, and say a lot of things very clearly, and say a lot of things very indifferently.

"And you, think that you might run to that series to learn that piano on impulse, and you don't know that we didn't talk about the first lesson, and we didn't pick them up here, and then, learn a tennis game instead, and now beat Sai Invincible, and after you die, there is no community, everything is like this, why do you just let go as soon as you reach heights, you don't care about these things at all, you probably care about the process. ”

She must have only believed very much before, no matter what she chose, if she persevered seriously than this, she would definitely achieve something in the future, and Gu Ruxi didn't even make it all indifferent, as a kind of pastime a few days ago, she didn't feel that she had seen her so-called dream talent day after day last time.

In fact, this kind of thing is really uncomfortable, and it makes people feel very tired, and when you are very excited, you will compare, you will feel that this kind of thing can only be a very obvious challenge to yourself.

"But I have to admit that you girls including me are very contradictory, just when doing this, and they especially like the type of generosity, and they were very happy at the time, and you can now, you may be born with some sunshine around you will change, we are your rude and willful, and you may always be able to go to the side, but others can never beat you more, that is the girl who admires you very much, and wants to leave you This should wait for you including myself, you tell me about this matter, I was originally a teacher or you, maybe he has really been so long, I suddenly feel that he is not in charge of you, and I don't feel that I have broken my trust in herI don't really know what I think, I just think I can see that you can do that, but I'm not happy at all. ”

He had to say these words in a puff of air, and there was a pause, and his expression was very obvious to himself.

Actually in this action?

"Actually, I really don't understand, why is God so attached to you, why should you be able to get so many things?"

"Yes, in fact, do you know, for so many years I have been the peak that you can't reach in your mind, I just want to carry and surpass you, and I have never stopped working hard, of course, my achievement is not usually my face and or big property in exchange, in fact, in these 10 years, I have been very hard every second, I have not relaxed, I know that I don't have that talent, and maybe I work harder and harder than you, maybe God will give me more affection. ”

And biting his lip gently, he really never knew that he really brought such a big invisible disturbance to the people around him.

Yang Bingbing didn't know what to do, and for this thing, it was even more difficult for people to feel very heterosexual and safe. No computer.

Gu Ruxi asked softly: "Then can I tell me, have you been very happy in the past few years?"

"Happiness is only more important to you as a person. ”

Gu Ruxi closed her eyes gently, and I said anything again under the coaching.

Yes, I and my sister have lost their parents since they were children, and they fell to their fathers when they were teenagers, so don't they have the heart to call them husbands? I'm afraid there is no need for this, maybe many people don't know this thing at all.

It's just that there is no need to give a broken heart, that is, for others to see, some things are just painful, only you know a lot, why go to others to think about it, this kind of thing will definitely feel pitiful.

Yes, it doesn't have to be reminded all the time, this is helpless, and it may be that there are no ratings, how tragic this scene may be, after even Gu Zhilian, and hinting that I want to be strong and brave, you live better than others, I have to live better than others, this psychological crisis is self-satisfied, does this itself feel more meaningful?

Sometimes it's like the nature of heaven how difficult it is, no matter what kind of changes you have, no matter what situation you get now, sometimes a lot of things you can be at peace with may be better.

In this world, you really follow him with a good person, maybe 90,000 kilograms, the other 9999/10000, sometimes I feel that I will be outstanding in many cases, and in the end, I must be doing very ordinary things, and some ordinary people are already very simple.

Then there are some things, in the end, you better treat this normal description of love and joy and sorrow as a small and simple life, and things may not be just a kind of nobody in ordinary life.

Everyone was silent for a long time.

Furthermore, it continues to shorten slowly.

"Then let me tell you, there was a time when I thought you really appeared to accompany and forgot to read the shooter, I thought I could surpass yours, no matter where I go, my name is definitely known to many people, I used to be brilliant Sometimes it is really not easy, but it is obscure, not from a college student, but since I used a big company, I understand that he has just not mentioned it all these years, and this is basically to mean that he is now, and on the contrary, this feeling is also too deep at the same time, so the words are completely indifferent to your whereabouts and a person, completely ignorant, let this kind of thing hide deep inside。 ”

Yang Bingbing pulled the teacup in his hand at this time, and with infinite sadness in his eyes, he was very sad.

"I don't know if you can understand my current mood, here I am working very hard to create, in the end I may have a lot of things, may be to obtain the heart of a man in the world, but I can't read his heart, and it is always so easy to refuse, you can get it, you said that you don't have to do anything in the past 10 years, I always doubt that I know Liu Jing in his heart, and so far you don't know how to cherish it. ”

It's time for me to go, and when people see him, I say I don't understand, and I can't reflect what he's talking about, I really don't understand what he's talking about.

"Actually, I really don't understand, why do you have to have this kind of thing for a Hunan woman like you, that dare you will not love him more than me, and I can't recognize that I should go more than you know should, I may understand more about the reasons for his current behavior, but I will always be by his side, just from the perspective of myself and his heart, I will always have a very deep attachment to you. ”

Yang Bingbing thrush, and continued to speak.

"Then let me tell you, why did you break up strongly in the first place? I hate you, you don't want to leave in this life, I hate you for not having any intention of going back in the past 10 years, why don't you even know how to cherish things now, hate you for not being able to finish it, and you have to give it up to me, even this kind of thing you can't understand what kind of situation the other party is, and what kind of pain the other party is. ”

Gu Ruxi jumped up and was a little scared, and she already had this full feeling of life experience in her heart, and she suppressed the feeling that she couldn't breathe smoothly in her heart.

"No, don't talk about it anymore, I don't want to hear about it, it could be like this. ”

And I drank a handful of tea to the full, and got up after putting the cup.

"Okay, if you weren't a big guy, I might have been owed a lot of debts and forced to pay off the debts, and if it wasn't for Luo Jin to support me at this time, maybe it wasn't for him who spent a lot of mood and heart when he debuted to make me a star person, maybe it wasn't for his care, I might have been disturbed a lot in this circle, and I'm sure that if it weren't for him for me Yang Bingbing today. ”

"I'm telling you that the title Mrs. Luo used to be one of the most dreamed goals in my life, and I'm sure no one in this world cares more about them, that is, I really can't support intelligence as much as you do, and I can always feel that it is a special happiness unilaterally, so words can never be in this point, so you are more ruthless than me. ”

He said as he walked to the door.

"I will never know a fact at all, and in fact, what Luo Jin hates the most is that he is still in love with you, I want to tell you these things, I hope you understand this matter, I hope you are good at yourself, I want you to understand what you should do?"

The sky is very tender and gray The sky is faintly in the whole afternoon, and a wisp of rain comes from the water, when the gloom of the surrounding city falls for a long time after the success, there will always be no music, and this Yang Bingbing just after leaving, Gu Ruxi turned on the music.

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e This song, these songs have always been Gu Ruxi's favorite European and American classic pop.

Gu Ruxi actually didn't know why no one came to these things, and they would listen to some songs, because he believed in the ancient ideals, the beautiful past of Huangguoshu, and such classic things.

I said why even after I left, I began to get tired of language, and once in half a year, some words were not said at all, maybe more to appreciate a music, a love in this world music is the most eternal companion, give him this hand can precipitate the past, will not be explored by anything with the leaf.

Landed in Changchun, the rain in the sky does not hit, in the writing and on the wall, it is not the production of my continuous dripping, I don't know why the mood is so depressed, maybe because you maybe this brother with a faint sense of sadness, you are here to see it.

What my sister said is really good, it is true, this is such cowardice, I don't dare to determine any direction at all.

Her love and courage, after many years of tossing and turning, have been married so early, there is only a little bit left, due to the burning out of the time of certainty, this time it may not be able to stand on this Luo Jin has a heart of stone, but if he fails, maybe this pain will fight back all over his body.

So she was very cowardly, and she never dared to take that very critical step, and that path may only be known to herself.

Salvation Yang Bingbing is very clear wholeheartedly, this is knowing, and knowing that this Luo Jin hates him because he has to have self-esteem, and does not allow any other party to say anything, because if I choose to leave and be silent, everything will only become a settlement.

She refused to deal with these feelings, and seemed to overcome the fear in her heart, even if she was around, she didn't want to go through the long dark self-healing look, and then these things didn't matter, if she really didn't feel good about the horror hint that it was true, I don't know if her feelings for her can completely go back to the past, and completely put aside the unbearable looks back of the past.

He is open to her step by step, and there is nothing she needs, I pay all the conditions, my lover has not said anything, even if it is half dead, because it is never to marry again in the future, maybe we have no feelings are two different things, two scarred, and the heart can start again in the sun after success It is another matter.

It is probably because of this that it is impossible for her to move forward, and she has always suffered from gains and losses in the process, and it seems that she cannot find any better direction to move forward in the process.

Repeating over and over again is that those tunes have already embodied feeding, only this tune has been slowly smoothing, like a tinkling drizzle, to feel such warmth and happiness in the process.

When night fell, the southeast guy got up, and after changing his clothes, he drove out directly.

When there was an accident in East China, and they were walking around this place, and they took the highway bridge directly, and walked to the unknown road, when they realized that the road was getting quieter and quieter, and the lane was in two woods, and they had stopped at the door of a villa in the assembly at No. 1 Mid-Levels.

The stealth of the West Land boarded my direction, looked at it for a long time, and only raised its head on average at this time, and when I opened my eyes, I saw the electronic control, we opened it silently, and at this time the monitor was still very favorable, and there was no shining light.

Released the car with both hands on the steering wheel, there is no movement for a long time, should I go in or not, should I go directly or turn around?

It was only half an hour later that she raised her head, and she had to go to slowly retreat from this matter, and she didn't hesitate to drive in directly to try it, many things can't be tried again, so he doesn't have any chance to change the past, what I can do is just try hard, can this feeling have a little bit of possibility in the future.

But when the rearview mirror was officially closed from this, there was no turning back, and the room in the road suddenly opened up, and with a very relaxed and pleasant mood.

Woods and grass vehicles are an interesting life is gain or loss, just like that, there are some things you haven't tried, how do you know if this thing will be right for you?

And I saw a person who was just walking outside, and a white building wall was used as the background throughout the whole process, on the open lawn, after getting married, Tie Li Lantern put his hands in his mouth, looked motionless inside, and walked down from the car slightly.

Sometimes at this time, there is a very worried snub and then reminds that the fall covers the eyes very much, and at the same time it is very dark, and at this time there seems to be no lens in the dark, under such lights and all kinds of strange light and shadow, it seems to highlight a neglected feeling, and it is complicated and boundless.

His eyes were very strange, and there were whirlpools of the deep sea, too, and he seemed to have been thinking about his eyes in the darkness later.

"Why are you here?" he asked calmly.

"I'm sorry, I should actually say I'm sorry to you, because I'm specialized, I probably won't hurt you at this time at all, if I knew about this, I would definitely not do it again. ”

"But I don't want to hear about it. ”

"Forget that time, will you give me one more time?!"

After all these years, may you still be the person I have in mind?

"I don't want to hear that?" he said, pursing his lips tightly.

"I know, of course, what I saw in the newspaper were these photos of Yang Bingbing and Xiao Pan, that is this 20-pound VIP, right? If this Xiao Pan is always a junior, I am because he wants to drive me away from you, then the reason why Yang Bingbing's junior is not a secret, and he thinks that this Xiao Pan may always pursue me, and you have repeatedly emphasized that I am not allowed to get close to that small team, because you have long known that Yang Bingbing is now in love, in fact, is he like this?"

"I don't think I'm going to tell you this stuff easily, you tell me why the hell you're here?"

After he said this, he pushed Gu Ruxi onto the car, and there was a faint sense of being very manic.

Low asked.

"Then you tell me why, why did you open the door?"