Chapter 68 I don't care
There was a long silence for a while.
Because she really doesn't know how to answer her reply to her friend, and she doesn't even know how she can answer this reply, he can't face his true heart, and she has been rejecting the most authentic answer in her heart.
Any answer given in this situation is against one's own conscience, and it is not based on the most truthful feedback from the depths of one's heart.
So.
Ou Ruoxi was stubbornly silent, maybe she was fighting with herself stubbornly.
Mu Ya saw that his friend was so entangled, and knew that he definitely didn't have a standard answer, maybe any of the conclusions he gave at this time were not from the heart, maybe this answer might have to wait for the passage of time to slowly get a result, in order to get the most authentic answer.
But it won't be at this moment.
Mu Ya sighed and said: "You are a pair of enemies, you have been thinking about it for so many years, I really convinced you, now the so-called modern love story, how can you have a spring flower and autumn moon pavilion like you for 8 years and still break the thread, it's incredible, this is completely inconsistent with the laws of modern love stories, forget it, I don't want to hear this matter, no matter what you say, I don't want you to struggle too much again, you can do it yourself." β
Still.
Ou Ruoxi was still silent, she had listened to his words, but she really had no way to say something, maybe she really gave her an answer in her heart, but she was afraid to face it, like an ostrich, burying her head deep in the desert, but rejecting the truth of this matter.
Mu Ya still felt some regrets in her heart when she looked at her friend in such pain, because this is such an excellent question word, but it is really not worth being trapped by love.
She sighed: "I hope you really don't think about this matter so much, some things must be considered from a standpoint, many things in life are not such romantic things as you imagined, many things have to start from actual life, like me, I love my life, I love my job, I like to experience a different kind of fun in this kind of work, but can you? Can you also be willing to do your own thing, do you really like this circle?" Are you really willing to stay in this circle, and don't look up and down with him?"
Ou Ruoxi looked at Lao Tie's friend's eyes so confused, she even felt a little abrupt about her decision.
Muya continued to persuade: " Since you don't like that circle, or you can't adapt to some of the rules of the game in this entertainment industry, these rules of the game are actually revisiting the rules, since you want to enter this circle, then you must learn what is called survival of the fittest, what is called appropriate compromise, what is called appropriate change, originally in this law of the jungle not everyone is an independent individual, it is within the scope of this group, if your personality or your personality, is not willing to do those things, then sometimes you will encounter a lot of unnecessary trouble, and you feel that you are like you, You want to have a coffee position with Fei Yan, the current situation is still very difficult, so I suggest you think about it, think about it carefully, think about whether you can adapt to this circle, and whether you have done your best to be an active impact hunter. β
Lao Tie actually gave his inner words all at once, which caught Ou Ruoxi a little off guard, although her words were very rough, but many of the things she said were indeed what she had been thinking.
"I really don't have anything to do with Fei Yan in all my considerations......
Ou Ruoxi struggled with this remark, but she knew that there was really no way to refute this remark consciously.
"I'm really not what you think I ......"
"I tell you, even if you can stand on the same level as him, what do you think, then you will no longer be inferior, no longer small, right, you will have more say, will you be like this to get his attention, but you have considered no, if you like him, you tell him that it is not used, that kind of position to prove that you have such a right. I believe that he should not be entangled in this matter, if he is really entangled in this matter, then I think you can give up on him directly, and he is not worthy of you to love him, so if you sincerely cherish this feeling, I suggest that you do not need to dwell on the gap and distance between you. β
Lao Tie paused and continued to add.
"A woman should put down her body at the right time, use your softness at the right time, use your sensibility to talk to her, not show off her power with the knowledge of an iron armor, and at the right time you should know that some things are not done this way. Distance is not the only obstacle between you, but whether you can face each other sincerely and say something is the obstacle of whether you are or not. β
The so-called, well, wake up the dreamer, the bystander is clear, and the authorities are confused.
Lao Tie's sonorous and powerful words have really naturally pointed out their current situation.
Speaking bluntly, he broke the most obscure thoughts in Ou Ruoxi's heart.
In fact, Ou Ruoxi, don't look at him as soft and weak, he seems to be a weak woman, just like Lin Daiyu's type. But he belongs to the kind of softness and rigidity, once you have your own ideas, you can't convince and shake him.
What's more important is that there is a very soft tenderness in his heart.
This piece of tenderness is called love, he has given it to this man, and he hopes that one day he can fight side by side with this man, but he enjoys the fruits of this happy career side by side.
I sometimes don't know if he is doing the right thing, but this is really the truest idea in the depths of the moment, and he hopes that one day he can really walk side by side with this man on the road of acting career.
As an article says, two pixels tall, supporting each other, encouraging each other, supporting each other, makes me feel really good, not that one is a tall subordinate, and the other is a silk flower that is responsible for his survival.
It would be really good if that day came, but he didn't expect that he had paid so much and so much effort for this day, and the time of his 8 years of youth was slowly digested in this kind of effort, and after these 8 years, he did not achieve his so-called wish of flying with wings.
On the contrary, the two people have gradually drifted apart in the past 8 years, and they can't see each other's backs from afar, and if they want to see each other, they can only stop from afar.
In the past 8 years, the two people have become more and more distant, whether it is emotionally, in time and space, or in the status of the entertainment industry.
Do you know that you have made the wrong choice? Is your understanding wrong? I don't know what to do for a while.
Ou Ruoxi seemed to be thunderous, after hearing Lao Tie's words, he thought back to his former liveliness, and thought back to some of the times he had experienced in the past six months, as if he felt that this was indeed the case, maybe he really understood these things too much.
Ou Ruoxi also fell silent for a while, and it took a long time for her to figure out something:
"Maybe I will think about it seriously before, I will think about it seriously, but now I don't want to think about it so much, so it's no longer my turn to think, after so many years, many things have gradually drifted apart, we are no longer us, so now, I just want to sort out my current life, because I have figured it out now, I am not only a person, I also have people in the family, so I will have a greater responsibility in the future, the so-called love, let him get aside for the time being. β
Ou Ruoxi tried hard to give his good friend a hard smile, telling him that he has not compromised now, and has not given up on life, although love has given up on him, but his enthusiasm for his career is still persistent, and he hopes that his friend is not too worried about him.
But sometimes what is called a strong smile, Ou Ruoxi's strong smile, let his old iron friends see it, and they don't feel a little sad.
Muya comforted her: " Now it's true, some things are not what you imagined to be able to achieve, just plan everything to go naturally, maybe your fate is not over, everything has a chance, you see that he doesn't seem to have any scandals for so many years, maybe he is also waiting, these are difficult to say, and just now you have some so-called hype started during this time, this is called fate began to beckon to you again, you take advantage of it, no matter how it turns out, I hope you follow your heart this time, don't be too afraid, don't be too evasive, just live slowly according to your heartβ¦β¦β
Ou Ruoxi immediately interrupted her friend's comfort to her.
"Hey, sister, don't pour me any more chicken soup for the soul, I know all this, I tell you that I really don't care very much, I have really put down this relationship, what kind of things will happen after that, what kind of things do I care about him, take a step at a time, what do I care about him now, I have to solve my food problem now, I don't work now, I eat potatoes has really become a reality. β
Ou Ruoxi is now back to her state, he really can't bear to let others pay too much attention to his emotional life, he himself feels that this is a mess, why bother to straighten it out, a mess will be a mess.
"Okay, I don't advise you on this, you also have this mentality, it's best to be so open-minded, just let yourself go to your heart's content, and don't waste anything more important to yourself, you know? Don't worry too much about yourself. β
Ou Ruoxi was almost a little speechless, his best friend was really a mother-in-law at a critical moment.
"Okay, okay, I know your good intentions, I know what to do, if I am frustrated again, why is it painful, I will definitely find you to drink next time, get drunk or not, I will never go alone to drink and buy drunk, now the thing I am about to pay the most attention to is that I am going to sign up to be a heroine now, how can I think of success, this is what I consider, everything else really let him get out, I really didn't pay attention to this thing, whether he fell in love or not has nothing to do with me. β
Looking at the relationship between his friends, this state of affection, everyone is relieved when he dreams that he is not pretentious anyway, at least now it seems to be alive again on the surface, which is the most important thing.