Tonight, I had a hot pot at home after a long absence. However, I put too much hot pot base, and my family couldn't stand the spicy, so my family ended the fight early.

It's been a long time since I've eaten hot pot with my family, and their tastes have slowly changed. Originally, her mother was not spicy or happy, but now because of taking medicine, she can't eat these spicy and stimulating things for a long time; my father is generally with us, and he eats whatever we eat, and he is never picky; brother, I usually don't eat on time, I always have a stomachache, and I can't eat too spicy; sister-in-law and children, the taste is generally very light; I, I used to be very spicy, and I can't wait to put half a bottle of chili sauce in it, and now, last time my sister made a slightly spicy fish, my stomach hurt for many days, and now I can't get too spicy.

This hot pot tonight was purely accidental, and the hot pot base was accidentally put too much, causing everyone to be spicy at night.

Hey, it seems that the scene of eating raw chili peppers as soon as noodles was eaten when I was a child no longer exists.

Today on the 11th, I also heard from my sister-in-law at my grandmother's house in the afternoon that my little sister was going to buy a Valentine's Day gift for his boyfriend and asked her if the gift was appropriate.

The little sister is now at the age of the beginning of love, which is really good. Suddenly I thought that I had never had Valentine's Day.

There are a lot of boys around, and there are a lot of excellent ones, maybe they are too familiar, and it's hard to start.

Sometimes, when you're used to being alone, and suddenly there's someone around you who asks for warmth, and you think, well, that's not bad.

But once he leaves, and you embrace loneliness again, you will seriously think, is this what I want?

I wrote in my diary before that if you want to accept a man, you must first accept his kindness to you, but if you think that this kindness is just sudden, then his end is inevitable.

It's like the little brother before, it's good. There is a saying that falling in love without the purpose of marriage is playing hooligan.

I didn't want to be a hooligan, so that's it. Maybe I'm used to carrying it alone and haven't learned to share.

In fact, I'm really used to being a person and think that a person is living quite well, so why bother to find one to block yourself.

My personality is not very good, it looks harmless, but it is too bad. So, I might be really alone for the rest of my life.