This is a very capricious behavior, if there is no one on the scene to organize this event and arrange a temporary placement of this arrangement, first, it may disrupt the time of the program group, and second, it is very likely that your effect is not good, which causes the ratings.

The host looked at Fei Yan with a smile.

"Today you are a benefit to our fans, this is a direct live broadcast, and no one of us here has given us such a condition, which means that you have created a miracle for us here today. ”

Fei Yan smiled faintly and walked directly to the center of the stage, and only one flash of light was concentrated on him in the darkness of the entire light, just like a tens of millions of idols.

He sang softly, with so sincerity and so much heart:

Don't ask me where I am, no matter what year or month, no matter what I once expected, you will always be the girl I was back then, I still have a surging heart for you, and I am still waiting for you forever.

You are the bright star in my sky, and my sky is perfect because of you, forever and ever.

You are my only life, in this life and in this life.

Fei Yan sang this song seriously, with a kind of enthusiasm, today he was actually in a cappella environment, without the rendering of the accompaniment tape, and he sang very well, he could paint every word clearly, and it was transmitted throughout the time and space through satellite live broadcast.

The fans at the scene shook glow sticks and sang softly along with him.

I can see through this iPad video that he has a kind of tears in his eyes, and this camera also gives him a very large description at close range, and I can clearly see the tears in his eyes, he is holding back, but I can see his helplessness.

My understanding is wrong, and I should be able to see a kind of hope for the future and a kind of sadness for the loss of the past.

I unconsciously sang softly along with him on the other end of the love pie, as if singing the story between us, this story once happened to two boys and girls, with the passage of time, everyone's life trajectory will change in a thousand ways.

But what hasn't changed is a feeling between the boy and the girl.

Maybe our years are growing, but it's useless, maybe that mood is still stirring in the depths of our hearts.

His voice seemed to be in my ears, and it was as if he was sitting at the far end of me.

I burst into tears.

Finally, when he finished singing this song, the audience was lonely, and after a long time, it finally broke out into thunderous applause, perhaps this song is the most devoted song in his life.

The host quickly walked up to the stage with a microphone and a look of excitement.

"Mr. Fei Yan, I only knew that you were a high-ranking actor in the entertainment industry, but I didn't expect you to not only sing but also act, I really didn't expect you to have so many low-key personnel, in our opinion, that is, the national husband we protect is very emotional, and I can hear your melancholy and beautiful songs on such a beautiful night today. ”

The host paused and continued, as if wearing a subtext.

"Mr. Fei Yan, can you tell us what kind of mood you sang this song with you, or did you sing it to someone?"

My heart tugged, I didn't know how he would go wrong, I knew that the host actually dug a hole in the topic for these artists with a gossip mentality to some extent.

Or it can make this show bring more exciting topics.

This topic that I am worried about, if it is not well protected, may affect Fei Yan's image, or I am very worried that one of his emotions will be out of control and will say some things that should not be said.

I was staring at the screen.

Fei Yan smiled faintly and looked up at the starry sky in the sky, as if he had a very clear analysis.

"I'm going to sing this song, it's not my phone that inspired me, I just want to sing this song for someone today, because I've just called the other person backstage, and the person is going to leave me soon. ”

The host and all the audience were silently waiting for Fei Yan's words.

I'm scared.

Fei Yan held the microphone, and his expression did not have too many waves, as if he was describing an ordinary thing.

"I want to tell him today, if you really float away with the wind like a dandelion, but no matter where you will be, no matter who you are with now, no matter how many places you have been, I will always be waiting for you in the same place, always in the same hope, no matter when and where. I didn't know what to say before, and I didn't find a precious thing until I lost it, but now I finally understand how much courage it takes to lose, it turns out that it's not that I can't do the instructions, I lack this courage, I want to use such a stage today, I want to say, I wait for you, I love you, for a lifetime, for a lifetime. ”

When Fei Yan put the microphone down, he closed his eyes and looked up at the star in the sky, as if that position was my existence.

There was an unexpected chaos at the scene, and no one would have thought that a top traffic star would declare that he already has someone he loves in such a way.

The fans in the audience were screaming loudly, some were crying, some were shouting angrily, and some were blessing.

There are all kinds of beings in life, this is difficult to accept a top traffic star, you can make such a declaration at this time, how much it takes to break the boat, and how much courage it takes to lose.

Even the host was dumbfounded, as if he had directly terminated the recording by inserting an advertisement.

I finally understand now that there are many things that we can't do, it's that I don't have the courage, it's not him, it's me.

It's me who has repeatedly rejected his subsequent love, or I haven't given him any chance to have such courage at all.

I covered my face and cried bitterly, there are too many kinds of things in life, we are like ants of fate, how we choose.

I am very happy because of his persistence!

In fact, if he really became a top traffic star, he could have done far from it, he could have told me these things in private, but he wanted to announce his position and his commitment to the world in this way.

He really doesn't have to.

His enthusiasm made me finally understand the weight of this feeling.

Yes, he announced to the whole world that in this way he will always wait, and I will always love me, for the rest of my life.

I was in great pain, my whole body was trembling, and these were really a thing of the past, and they could never be all eternity dreams again.

Finally I have decided to leave.

When I officially joined Metro International, Fei Yan said this earth-shattering language at the concert, and it gradually came to an end.

The entertainment industry is sometimes like this, he won't let you have a chance for a long time, because the entertainment industry is always the back wave pushing the front wave, and it will never stop.

The latest entertainment headlines being picked up by the new assistant are being assigned to me by Rollo named Nana.

Nana told me: "I just received a definite news today, that is, the original owner of your family, Sister Wang, has reappeared in the rivers and lakes and will re-serve as Fei Yan's and Zhao Xiaojun's agent, it seems that this is another tough battle for our company." ”

For Fei Yan of Seazen International, who was almost about to sign a contract, there is now a very disappointed performance in the entire Seazen International, after all, many employees may be looking forward to Fei Yan's arrival.

"Really, I think this Fei Yan's boss actually used such a big price, and gave such favorable conditions, this company will vigorously provide the best quality resources, and there is no way to jump to our company, this person I can only say that he is affectionate and righteous, not just seeing the surface of money. ”

I smiled faintly, I didn't want to discuss the matter, because Rollo had already handled this matter very well without leaving a trace.

Another economist next to him was also involved in the discussion of this matter.

"However, Fei Yan does seem to have a big audience recently, not only that, the whole show has high ratings, and his participation in variety shows is also very high, since he participated in that show to confess, people all over the world are guessing his secret, who is his first love, so his own affairs have occupied the front page headlines, this month's time my God, it's really terrible, many of my friends are asking me who the hell is it?"

"Yes, my friend is also asking who I am in it is Fei Yan's girlfriend, this news is too well concealed, I really have never seen Fei Yan swear the existence of his girlfriend to any official media. ”

I smiled as the two of them discussed it, and I couldn't laugh.

Nana looked at me and said.

"Ou Ruoxi, in fact, I knew that you would definitely not say it, but I'm too curious, you once served as one of Fei Yan's highest agents, you should know all the secrets of your artists, don't tell me, you don't know who this woman is, you will definitely know, right?"

I looked at him and still smiled happily, just faintly, I didn't deny it, I didn't affirm.

"These are things in the personal life of artists, and we as agents don't have to fully understand everything with them, as long as we don't violate the rules of the company, our previous companies are quite open, so it's really inconvenient for me to ask about this matter. ”

"Oh hey, oh my God, if I have such a super handsome and super-handsome top traffic star in my hands, and if someone can really say such a thing to me, I really die without regrets, you think about it, what a romantic passage this is, this is simply not so romantic in Korean dramas, I can't imagine it. ”

Nana looked at me half-jokingly, half-seriously.

"Well, I also doubt the authenticity of this news, if I come, I can also use this way to hype up a scandal, this is called a kind of fans you imagine, but also a means of hype, and after such a confession, if there is a better personality, this image of him is more of a very healthy phenomenon, and it is also the best man in everyone's mind, if this is really the case, I think this hype case is very effective and extremely successful, this is a classic case, to retreat into advance, break the kettle, but it has played a very good effect。 ”

This paragraph can be said, but it is also the thinking that an economic person should have, if it is really so hyped, this is also a reason for a person to occupy a topic in the eyes of outsiders.

Another agent was unimpressed.

"Actually, this thing may not be real, because the artist's thing, we see it as glamorous on the surface, but in fact, deep down they must be longing for an ordinary life. Alas, if it's true, that girl is really super happy, and think about it, why do you say that this girl is so ruthless, so super handsome, don't really plan to leave?"

Is this feeling hard?

Is it ruthless?

Maybe the person concerned will really understand, understand very well, maybe will understand what kind of liver and intestine is broken in this matter, what kind of knife and knife sharpen bones!

Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud.

I even felt like I was smiling at this point, and this smile was not mine at all, and I was like a clown wearing a mask, maintaining my dignity accordingly.

I even feel like I'm still alive, I'm just a corpse of the walking dead, I'm just a body walking in the world.

I'm going to go step by step now, not just for myself, but also for him.

I shouldn't have imagined what the future would bring, but I knew that my future might not be without him.

It's heartbreaking to think about what kind of one I really am.

Nana is typing on a computer keyboard while reporting a detail of work, gossip is gossip.

"The first round of the Gagaka Film Festival is about to start, last time Fei Yan won an actor award and refused this award, but I don't know if this time the Gaga Film Festival has a chance to participate in the nomination, and if you really sing this song on the spot, it makes people feel very excited, if that's the case, I must go to the scene to get this glow stick to help him. ”

I still have a professional smile on my face, undeniably like this.

I left with my coffee.

I went to the balcony to get some fresh air, because I felt that I would really go crazy if I stayed any longer and talked about it, and I just remembered every word of his singing, and I was the brightest star in his sky.

It turns out that this star is actually really within reach, and it is just that neither of us had the courage to pick that happiness back then.

No, I really don't regret it, I'm even glad that I have the courage to persevere, if it weren't for that, would he have come this far?

I don't know that there are so many things in life that I can't do all over again.

But I know very well that because I lost him forever, how heartbroken I was at that time.

I sat for a long time drinking coffee on the balcony, and I didn't get back to my desk until it was time to get off work.

Working in Metro International is also a normal thing, and there are not too many complicated things, but I didn't expect to meet Sister Wang in a workplace, this circle is really narrow, so narrow that you will look up and see you.

Sister Wang invited her friends to dinner again, and just walked to my box to say hello to me, and I walked out of the private room directly.

We took the elevator up to the highest floor of the rooftop, the highest floor was a glass roof, and the heavy Li seemed to be standing on the edge of a cliff.

The two of us smoked cigarettes under the sun, which was a habit for many years, and after many years, many things have long become obsolete, so I have also changed from the yellow-haired girl back then to a professional woman.

The two of us smoked cigarettes while watching the crowd of people coming and going downstairs, and the whole peak of the city was in full view.

It is a high-rise building with 68 floors.

We're standing at the top of the top floor, as if we're really stepping on a cloud, and the glass on top is so thick that you're going to have a false illusion, and you're worried that the slightest crack in the glass will break you.

Sister Wang is still so young, beautiful, and moving, exuding Chanel perfume on her body, mixed with the cigarettes on her body, forming a unique charm.

I didn't expect Sister Wang to say a word to me, which really scared me.

"How's this time going? My ex-boyfriend didn't particularly bother you here, did he?"

"What ex-boyfriend?"

Sister Wang skillfully talked about the cigarette butt, as if there was a kind of arrogance and a kind of disdain: "I heard that you Luo Jin already have this engaged marriage, haven't you never heard of the past between me and Luo Luo? We used to be a couple of engaged men, and then the marriage was canceled because of some things." ”

My jaw dropped in fright, this thing is really a very strange thing, I have never heard of this thing, if it is the current situation, this thing has completely affected me.

It turned out that she also called Luo Jin Xiao Luo.

It turned out that everything was like this, I was completely confused by their relationship, I didn't expect this relationship at all.

"Sister Wang, have you always said that you are a money fiancée of Brother Luo Jin? Are you really such a relationship? I really haven't heard of it. ”

Sister Wang didn't care, as if she took another puff of cigarette in response to my question, with a kind of arrogance and calmness.

"What is there to talk about this, I have never deliberately hidden it from anyone, but you have never asked me about this, I just don't want to discuss it, because I think in my glamorous life, this is a great failure in my life, and it is really embarrassing to say it. ”

"Ah, I didn't think of that either. ”

"Ou Ruoxi, I guess there must be something greasy in it! What kind of conditions does my ex-boyfriend use to blackmail?"