Chapter 234: His Shadow (Part I)

When Zhang Yiman was thirteen years younger than now, he had reached the age when he would be asked by his elders about topics such as "dreams" and "ideals".

[What will Xiao Man be when he grows up?]

[I want to be a little bear!]

Childlike answers always make the person who asks laugh.

Every time the elders asked, Zhang Yiman also answered the same every time. Consistently.

Zhang Yiman's dream lasted until he was twelve years old.

One day, [I want to be a star] replaces [I want to be a little bear].

To change this dream that has lasted for five years, Zhang Yiman only took one night.

That day was the first day that Zhang Yiman and her father moved to their new home. The new home is big, the sofa is big, the TV is big, and the dining table is big. During the hearty dinner, Zhang's father was called to the company by a phone call, and Zhang's father asked his daughter to sleep first, but Zhang Yiman insisted on waiting for him to come back. But I didn't wait until it was very late, and I didn't wait for Father Zhang to come back. This is actually the norm, sometimes Zhang Yiman will fall asleep when he waits. However, this time, Zhang Yiman was so frightened by the empty, quiet and strange new home that he couldn't stay, and he couldn't sleep, turned on all the lights, shrunk on the sofa, and secretly drank the liquor used by Zhang's father as a gift. In a daze, she thought to herself that she didn't want to wait like this in the future.

Then, the next day, when she woke up from the couch, she thought about being a star. Commuting with her dad, a star in the same company.

In the eyes of outsiders, her father works in the entertainment industry, so as a daughter, it is really normal for her to step into the entertainment industry. There is help in terms of resources and connections.

But Zhang Yiman didn't think about it that much, she just wanted to be closer to her father.

At first, Zhang's father thought that his daughter's determination was the three-minute heat of a child, so he enrolled Zhang Yiman in a singing interest class, as if he wanted his daughter to learn some artistic expertise.

After a period of time, Zhang Yaohui got feedback from the teacher of the interest class, saying that Zhang Yiman, a child with high understanding, talent, and willingness to endure hardships, is a great talent. If you have the heart to develop in the future, you don't dare to delay her in the interest class.

Later, the father and daughter had a heart-to-heart talk, and Zhang's father saw that his daughter was very determined, and he couldn't stop it, and he didn't want to stop it. To be honest, he is in the entertainment industry, he knows too well what the color of the circle is, and he really doesn't want his daughter to come in. But his daughter insisted, and he respected his daughter's wishes. A few days later, he asked Zhang Yiman for a master.

In the following years, Zhang Yiman ate and lived in the master's house.

There is no daughter at home, Zhang's father thinks that he can't change the whole environment, so at least he can hold an umbrella for his daughter. So I worked harder.

Zhang Yiman, who is in the master's house, is also competitive, studies quite hard, has no distractions, and is behind several apprentices.

But Zhang Yiman was afraid that only learning to sing might not necessarily become a star, so he asked to learn musical instruments at the same time, and learning one thing was not enough, but everything had to be learned. It's very ambitious. In the end, he even gave her all of it.

The price is to give up socializing, entertainment, and love. Give up a lot of what she loves.

Participate in the competition and win a prize. Become a trainee, train.

At this time, Zhang's father had already been promoted to director, and except in rare cases, a phone call would not call him away from the dinner table. You don't have to work all night, either. It was replaced by Zhang's father waiting for Zhang Yiman on the sofa at home.

Zhang Yiman felt that she hadn't made any effort yet, and her dream had already come true. The big star doesn't have to be obsessed. So is she going to continue to learn something desperately?

She was confused.

There are no more dreams.

But she's used to having music in her life, and she loves it. Just keep learning.

It's just that the motivation is not so sufficient. Relax your mind and enjoy music.

It wasn't until after her debut that she met Han Jue.

Teach Han Jue musical instruments, teach Han Jue to sing, and have a lot of stories with Han Jue.

At a certain moment, Zhang Yiman suddenly felt that she was learning to sing, learning musical instruments, and stepping into the entertainment industry, all in order to meet Han Jue at an appropriate time, and then intersect and enter each other's lives.

……

"Do you believe in love at first sight?" He Tu asked, grabbing the captain of the [Miracle Boy].

At this time, after the game session, it was time for the [Fan Questions] session. Before participating in the recording, fans at the scene had the opportunity to send the questions they wanted to ask with their mobile phones, and then read them out at this time and randomly select the guests to ask.

At this time, a fan's question was written on the big screen behind him - [I want to ask my brothers, do you believe that there is such a thing as love at first sight? (shy expression)]

"I believe it," the captain smiled brightly, and then quietly glanced at Zhang Yiman with his peripheral vision, "I'm a person who believes in this kind of mysterious feeling." There's a sense of fate that I'm not going to resist it. ”

"I believe that too. Because ......"

"I'm going to believe it......"

The rest of the team also said they believed it.

That wasn't enough, they each published a fantasy about love at first sight. For example, at a certain time and place, I saw what kind of girl did something, and then my heart was moved.

The little girls in the audience were excited, and they wrote down the idols' [heartbeats] with their hearts. When I fantasize about doing this someday and somewhere, I am seen by an idol (or handsome guy) who happens to be passing by, and the idol is moved, and then it goes out of control. What contract love, what underground love, what quit the entertainment industry for her...... It's the same as shooting TV.

"Xiao Man, what about you?" the host asked Zhang Yiman.

"I originally believed it...... I did," Zhang Yiman whispered.

It's still light to say that you believe it. Zhang Yiman has imagined hundreds of scenes of love at first sight, bookstores, stadiums, and shelters for stray pets...... Almost everywhere she goes, she can figure out how she might be attracted to what kind of man she might be attracted to, and they both fall in love.

But she doesn't need it anymore.

"Oh, and now?"

"Now...... I don't believe it anymore~" Zhang Yiman's face was playful.

Then without waiting for the host to ask, she cleared her throat and said solemnly like studying academics: "The so-called love at first sight is just a theoretical endorsement of genetic instinct with romanticism." To put it a little more ugly, it's called seeing the color and getting started. ”

“……”

This kind of Zhang Yiman, the painting style is a little wrong.

[Miracle Boy] listened to such straightforward words like a bayonet, and then chewed on what they had just said, and suddenly felt like they had been publicly executed.

He Tu looked at the girls in the audience with embarrassed faces, as if they had been splashed with cold water. I feel a little stuffy. Finally, it was quiet for a few minutes just now, and now the uncontrollable factors are online again.

"What do you say...... How does it feel so much like someone said?" asked He Tu.

"Hey, that's what he said. Zhang Yiman smiled.

All the [he] that Zhang Yiman said in his mouth already refers to [Han Jue] tonight.

"Oh~" Zhang Yiman's fans cheered and cheered.

He Tu probably saw that Zhang Yiman was most interested in talking about Han Jue's topic, and while he was amused, he continued to chat.

"You are a traitor to our [sensual faction]!" He Tu joked, and at the same time relieved those who believed in love at first sight.

"Hee-hee~" Zhang Yiman was very proud. A "I'm not your own dog" expression.

"But before he said that, did you believe it?What was your mood at that time?" He Tu immediately reminded her of the state of mind of a single dog.

"I was so angry!" Zhang Yiman clenched his fists, and his eyes widened suddenly.

And they laughed.

"Before recording the program "Let's Be in Love", the program team gave me a piece of paper and asked me to write a question I wanted to ask my imaginary boyfriend. I wrote a lot, and one of the questions was to ask the other person if they believed in love at first sight. ”

And then he said those things. When I got this questionnaire, I almost died of anger, and I really almost stopped shooting. At that time, before we met, I thought he was a very bad person. After reading the questionnaire, I was about to go into the restaurant of Black Gollum, and I was quite scared at that time. ”