Seeing that he wrote a diary for a while, Liu Suling fell asleep.

When I got up in the morning on the second day, I was still in a trance and I saw Qin Bai writing a diary last night and was dreaming.

"Have you developed the habit of getting up in the middle of the night to write a diary? This habit is not good, what if you lose sleep because of writing a diary? You have so many things to do, you should not develop such a habit. ”

He just smiled: "It's out of the way, and it's not a habit." I just write it after I think about it once in a while, nothing else. ”

Liu Suling was actually curious about what he wrote on it, but she was embarrassed to ask.

After that incident, although a few days have passed, it still has an impact on Liu Suling's mood.

I didn't pay so much attention when I was in class, I was always thinking about that thing, and I was thinking about whether Shen Qiang was good now.

He didn't come to class today, and the details were not clear, after all, he had already been taken home by his father.

When I returned to the office after class, Zhao Xiaoxiao, the object of Deng Peng, came to Liu Suling: "Where did you go that day?"

Liu Suling remembered that she didn't have much intersection with this woman, why did she suddenly ask this: "What's wrong?

"Wasn't you out of school that afternoon? Director Qin looked for you everywhere and asked you all over the school. I looked very anxious, so I wondered what you did that day?"

Of course, Liu Suling won't say too much to this woman, she is usually a person who doesn't have much communication, and now she comes to ask you this, most of them don't have any good intentions.

"He's just making a fuss about himself, I'm fine. I just went out for dinner that day, and I didn't tell him beforehand, so I guess he was in a hurry. ”

Zhao Xiaoxiao looked envious: "I really envy you and Director Qin, tell me, how did you get with Director Qin? ”

Liu Suling just politely smiled back at her: "He lives next door to my house, and the building near the water will get the moon first." If you're okay, then I'll go find Deng Wei first. ”

When Zhao Xiaoxiao heard the name Deng Wei, her smile became a little reluctant: "Okay, I won't bother you." ”

Liu Suling left the office directly, Deng Wei told her in the morning, and after this class, they were all fine, so they went to the commissary to buy something to eat.

But on the way to find Deng Wei, Liu Suling thought of what Zhao Xiaoxiao said to her just now.

She said that Qin Bai was very anxious, and after inference, Qin Bai found these people and asked Liu Suling's whereabouts, and the time could only be set at the end of school.

That day, Liu Suling clearly remembered that Qin Bai didn't agree with her where to go, why did she suddenly come to her?

And that's not the strangest thing, the strangest thing is that he seems to have decided from the beginning that she would be in danger.

Liu Suling pushed this matter forward, and the first time Qin Bai told her not to go out, it seemed to be a very positive tone, and she decided that an accident would happen.

Although Liu Suling also had such worries in her heart, she felt that it was too coincidental and impossible. After Qin Bai said this, she felt a sense of fear and worry.

Then, Liu Suling naturally thought of the fact that she was saved by Qin Bai again.

Where are there so many coincidences in this world? Liu Suling has never believed in coincidences, but coincidences happened to her.

Qin Bai said that he was here for a walk, but according to Zhao Xiaoxiao, before nightfall, Qin Bai was already looking for Liu Suling everywhere.

Qin Bai, who is so panicked and wants to find Liu Suling, can he really take a walk in the park with peace of mind?

This answer doesn't need to be thought about at all, it's absolutely impossible.

Why did he lie if it couldn't be?

Liu Suling thought about it carefully, if Qin Bai didn't lie, what would she think.

Suddenly appeared at the most critical time, at the moment when the gangsters made a move.

If Qin Bai didn't lie, there would be no way to explain these two things.

In other words, Qin Bai was actually covering up these two things.

Could Qin Bai be unpredictable?

Liu Suling stopped, and her heart began to panic inexplicably, is there something wrong with Qin Bai?

She even began to worry a little that he was just like herself.

Could it be that he also came back?

Liu Suling went to Qin Bai with such questions, and she chose to release Deng Wei's pigeons.

Because this answer is very important to Liu Suling, she wants to know what she really wants.

But Qin Bai was not in the office, and he didn't know where he went.

She could only look for it, and it was not too early for school to get out at this time, so Liu Suling wanted to go to Qin Bai's place to take a look.

The door was closed, and there was no one in the house.

Liu Suling remembered that Qin Bai also gave her a spare key, which she gave last night, saying that it was convenient for her to come here.

After all, Liu Suling already had the idea of moving in and living together, so it was normal for Qin Bai to give her the key.

She opened the door and went to Qin Bai's bedroom.

Originally, she just wanted to wait quietly for Qin Bai to come back here, but after walking to the bedroom, Liu Suling suddenly remembered something.

Qin Bai wrote a diary in the middle of the night last night, and the content of the design was hidden and didn't tell her, could there be anything else in this diary?

Liu Suling opened the drawer with suspicion and anticipation, and just happened to see the diary.

This diary is very old, the shell on it is already mottled, and I don't know how many years ago it was a diary.

Liu Suling began to look through the pages of her diary, starting from page 1 of her diary.

Page 1 seems to be when Qin Bai just arrived at Principal Liang's house, he said that this diary was given to him by Principal Liang, and told him to write these things if he was fine, so that he would not miss his parents at home.

The long section in the back is written about some things when she was a child and even when she was studying, and Liu Suling read them one by one.

She really wanted to see the first half of Qin Bai's life, how he met Zhang Chen, how he became good friends, and how he was later assigned to two schools.

Qin Bai remembered it clearly, as if he remembered all the things he cared about, but it wasn't really a big deal.

Then from the age of 28, the things he remembered began to change differently.

New Year's Day at the age of 28

It's finally back, it's like a nightmare, and I've spent my whole life.

28-year-old spring solstice

If you say it, no one will believe it. But I'm glad I can really love again.

28-year-old May Day

She was so miserable, I could dream of seeing the scene in my dreams.

......

In this way, it was recorded intermittently until the age of 29, and there was not even a date on it, only the number of years.

This is the 5th paragraph of the 29-year-old, and he wrote: Finally see her again, I hope I can save her.

Liu Suling was already dumbfounded, and after chatting a few words, Liu Suling had already concluded that Qin Bai was the same as herself.

She looked down again, and there was a passage that deeply hurt her heart: I have no regrets in my life, if I have to say that I have regrets, it is that I did not take good care of her children for Jiang Yan. That kid was so stupid, and it was a pity to die. If I want to make up for my regrets, I hope that in this life, I can fulfill the promises that I did not fulfill in my previous life and help her. ”

There are also a lot of things about Liu Suling recorded later, including how he secretly observed Liu Suling's work and rest time, and what plans he had and so on.

Liu Suling couldn't bear to continue reading, knowing that she had turned to something he had written recently:

It turns out that the intersection of time and space will change a lot of things, and I thought that would change her life, but I didn't expect the crisis to come.

At the end of the paragraph, something similar to a news slogan is written: The murderous demon brutally killed two women, one of whom was a young unmarried teacher at a nearby school.

Liu Suling looked stupid, and she suddenly understood.

Why was Qin Bai so worried and anxious at that time, and why was the unknown prophet waiting in that place.

Everything is because he knows these news and remembers it in his mind, and this matter is related to Liu Suling, so he will be concerned.

But what made Liu Suling the most unacceptable was that it turned out that Qin Bai had done so much and arranged so much, not because of the feelings of men and women.

He was still the Uncle Qin in his memory, but he had changed his way to protect her.

But he was at ease in this way, but Liu Suling couldn't accept it.

This reminded Liu Suling of the first time she saw Qin Bai, all she could think of was Qin Bai's tragic life, abandoned by Liang Wenwen, even if he had a successful career, he was lonely all his life.

It is probably with this kind of thought that Qin Bai will treat her differently.

She said that she couldn't figure it out, why did Qin Bai suddenly target her?

How does this make Liu Suling accept?

Qin Bai in the previous life was an elder and a person who made Liu Suling respect.

In Liu Suling's subconscious, this person is sacrosanct and a complete elder.

However, she treated Qin Bai differently in her life, it was her spiritual companion.

But now that these two people are together, Liu Suling's heart is in a mess.

"Why are you here?" Qin Bai had already returned.

Liu Suling didn't respond to his words, put the notebook on the table, got up and looked back at him seriously: "Uncle Qin, do you have anything else you haven't told me?"

"Uncle Qin?"

Qin Bai was very surprised when he heard Liu Suling's title, and after a closer look, he saw the notebook in Liu Suling's hand.

He was stunned, his expression changed for a moment, but he soon understood.

Qin Bai did not panic, he was probably an employee who had been a man for two lifetimes, and he had always acted steadily and not panicked. Even if Liu Suling discovers his secret now, he can still be calm and calm.

When Liu Suling saw him, she was so calm and sensible, she was completely disappointed.

Such a rational person, I'm afraid that there is no impulse, so all this, until now, he still has the original intention.

It's not a soul mate, it's just a patron saint by the gate, which looks intimate, but it's just a dead object.

"You could have told me earlier, it wasn't necessary to do it in this way. I'm alive again, and I can understand you. But what have you done? Now that we're getting married, can you tell me that you just want to sacrifice yourself to save me?"

Liu Suling couldn't accept it, she said that she had paid sincerely.

Qin Bai's expression finally changed a little, and his brows furrowed slightly: "It's not just because of this, I didn't marry you to save you." ”

"What is that for?" Liu Suling was too sad: "Don't say that you have always wanted to have this thought, then you are really too scary." ”

He couldn't say anything else for a while, and was silent.

Liu Suling knew that he had no feelings for her, it was all about saving her.

Now, she wanted to cry when she saw Qin Bai's silent appearance.

But Liu Suling didn't want to cry, she seemed even more stupid.

She tried her best to stabilize her mood and left Qin Bai's rental house.

Qin Bai didn't chase it out, in fact, Liu Suling still had a little fantasy.

She rushed straight back to the dormitory, covered her head and began to cry.

But in this life, Liu Suling has developed a strong personality again, and she doesn't want people to hear her crying, so she just twitches occasionally.

Deng Wei called her several times, but she didn't respond.

may have made Deng Wei anxious, she climbed up and lifted Liu Suling's quilt, but found her hiding in the quilt alone and crying.

This made Deng Wei look stupid, and she had the impression that Liu Suling would not cry so sadly.

Therefore, Deng Wei concluded that Liu Suling had encountered something big.

"Did you quarrel with Director Qin?"

Liu Suling didn't speak, wanting to snatch the quilt back, but Deng Wei refused.

Deng Wei dragged the quilt and refused to give it: "If Director Qin upsets you, then I will help you scold him." ”

Liu Suling said lightly: "Are you talking big, do you dare?"

Deng Wei was stimulated by Liu Suling, and pulled Liu Suling to leave: "Let me tell you, aunt and grandmother, I am not a bully who is afraid of the soft and the hard, if you scold, you will be scolded, anyway, your marriage is decided, and he will reconcile with you sooner or later." ”

Liu Suling broke free: "What if we come into contact with the marriage contract?"

"What?!" Deng Wei looked at Liu Suling in surprise: "You're not joking, are you?"

"I mean, really, I'm going to get into a marriage contract with him. Because he didn't do it voluntarily. ”

Liu Suling remembered that he didn't deny it, and remembered the sentence in the diary she saw.

Women are sometimes like this, stimulated by a certain thing or a certain sentence. All she thought about was this sentence, which was similar to drilling the tip of a bull's horns, completely forgetting what had happened before, and she was unwilling to analyze it rationally.

In the final analysis, it was Liu Suling who was sincere, so she lost her square inch.

Deng Wei was silent, thought about it for a while, and told Liu Suling very seriously: "Even if that's the case, it doesn't matter, anyway, I'll definitely be on your side." We are friends, I rarely have such a friend, you must know that I have been around my brother for the first half of my life, and you are the closest person I have except my brother. The big deal is to change schools and not die. ”

Liu Suling was quite moved, hugging Deng Wei and crying uncontrollably.

That night, Liu Suling didn't fall asleep, and her spirit was in a trance.