Chapter 221: Wounds are the elixir of growth
Chapter 221
All imperfections are perfections, and all wounds are elixirs of growth.
Qiao Shengnan is about to go crazy, he has been looking for Lu Wanzhou for a week.
All the surveillance cameras at the banquet site have been artificially destroyed, and the key is that the person who destroyed it also blatantly left a message, is he sure that he can't find it?
"Find someone for me, don't come back if I can't find you!" Qiao Shengnan lost his temper at the people in an office for several days, and no one dared to mess with him.
It's not good for anyone to put this thing on, the surprise that was carefully prepared with a lot of money, after it was released, the heroine had already left, where did he put his face?
The managers all sighed that this boss lady is really not easy to bring!
"No, there must be a way, there must be a way. "Qiao Shengnan's image is completely gone, who has ever seen the big boss of a company make himself look like him?
The chicken nest head, the shirt has not been changed for three days, the trousers are wrinkled, there is a pair of dark black circles on the eyes, the beard is sloppy, and there is no energy.
The office in the dark night was silent, and even the lightest breathing seemed to disturb him, Qiao Shengnan hugged himself and stared at the lights of thousands of homes outside the window.
When will I be able to start a family with my deer treasure?
Every day when he goes home, his deer treasure is waiting for him to eat, the child is on his knees, and there is always a heart lamp for him at home. In the kitchen, Lu Bao may be baking biscuits, next to his gluttonous drooling daughter, he quietly looks at his wife and children, the family is happy, that kind of taste he is thinking about as soon as he closes his eyes, and he has been thinking about it for many years!
Since he was a child, he has only one dream: to become a master translator and inherit the mantle of his master, but after meeting her, he has changed, and she is all his dreams.
Ten thousand years at a glance.
After the banquet that day, Lu Wanzhou left him a letter, which once again mentioned the breakup, and said some irrelevant gossip, he had nothing to do with Qin Jing, why didn't she believe it?
Qiao Shengnan really can't figure it out!
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It's been a week since Lu Wanzhou arrived in Wuyuan today.
Here, her daily task is to eat well, sleep well, and play well, without thinking about any sorrow in the mortal world, and suppressing the despair that seems to gush out of her heart every day.
At the end of the banquet that day, Lin Junlai received a call and rushed to save her, otherwise she would really die in Huangquan.
And Qiao Shengnan, this time she is going to completely get out of her heart.
He must have seen the letter she had left.
See, it's better to die, so it's the best of both worlds! Hello, I'm good, everyone's good.
The day in the mountains came early, at five or six o'clock, the sky was already hazy, Lu Wanzhou went out with a camera and a sketchbook, and today she was going to continue to paint a portrait of the grandma next door.
Grandma is 102 years old, her body is still strong, and she is a famous longevity old man in this village.
On the first day Lu Wanzhou came, she met a thief who robbed, it was Grandma who helped her, and Grandma's children went out to work, so Lu Wanzhou went to help Grandma do something every day.
Yesterday, Grandma accidentally saw the portrait she painted, so she jokingly said that she would also paint one for her, and she agreed to commemorate it in the future.
The scenery of the four seasons in the mountains is different, the beauty of spring, the breeze of summer, the harvest of autumn, and the snow in winter.
The summer in Wuyuan is not very hot, the temperature is acceptable, I got up early, and the door-to-door autumn was put on the big screen of life, and Grandma also got up early to move small peppers and corn.
"Grandma, this blessing word is so beautiful!"
Grandma used small peppers and corn kernels to spell a blessing word together, red and yellow, which is the most beautiful gift given by nature, the most infatuated artistic picture, Lu Wanzhou recorded them one by one, this is the true meaning of life.
After coming here for a week, she seems to have learned a lot and opened her mind a lot, thanks to Grandma.
"Grandma, take a break, I'll come. ”
"Wanwan, it's okay, we're used to it!"
Lu Wanzhou didn't understand the dialect spoken by Grandma very well, but she could roughly understand what Grandma meant.
Grandma was also educated when she was young, and the people who could go to school in that era were not ordinary people, and Grandma's family was a veritable big landlord, but after experiencing the war, Miss Qianjin also had to learn to bow her arrogant head to the torrent of life.
"Grandma, I'm here to paint your portrait today, and I promise to paint you beautifully and with a superb temperament. Lu Wanzhou's sweet voice hid some sadness, and disappeared in an instant.
"Did you think of your old friend?"
"No grandma. ”
"Grandma understands that those who come here to relax are either experiencing difficulties in life, or young people who have emotional problems. ”
Lu Wanzhou didn't answer, but the pencil drawn in her hand was much heavier.
"Grandma has lived for so many years, and the most important truth summed up is that no matter what happens, people must live happily and smoothly.
Suffering is not terrible, what is terrible is losing the motivation to live. You must know that there is nothing difficult in the world, and only with the heart can you climb. ”
I don't know if Lu Wanzhou heard it, she just tried to collect her emotions into the painting.
In fact, she doesn't like painting as a way to vent her emotions, and it wastes time and money.
In those days when she had to earn her tuition on her own, drawing paper was a luxury for her.
But in her life, there was only one person who loved to paint, and he was the best at oil painting.
That's Qiao Shengnan, her boyfriend, no, it should be... It's an ex-boyfriend.
"Grandma, did you ever like someone when you were young? I liked him so much that my life would lose its meaning without him, but I was afraid of the day he left, so I didn't dare to approach a single step, but stupidly used the distance to demonstrate that I didn't care in my heart. ”
She is like this to Qiao Shengnan, and she never dared to say some words on the table.
Therefore, when she left, she only left a few words.
He... You should be able to understand!
"Everyone has loved someone deeply when they are young, some can grow old together, and some do part ways halfway, but no matter what, once had an inexplicable happiness that God has given. ”
"Grandma also loved a person when she was young, he, he is next door to us, the eldest son of the landlord's family, suave, entangled in the family, the family arranged a future for him, but he was unwilling, and he returned from abroad and threw himself into the revolutionary war, Grandma just liked his spirit.
When he was young, he also attracted the worship of thousands of girls, but he still fell in love with his grandmother, at that time, we had a concubine, but in the end we lost contact with each other because of the war. ”
"Later, he died on the battlefield, and I remarried in the same year. The reason why I chose to start another marriage is not because I don't love anymore, but because I love it too much, because I know that he in heaven will definitely worry about me because I have no one to grow old with, and I do this to reassure him, not to mention that what is gone is in the past, as long as I remember it in my heart. We can leave a place in our hearts for him, but we can't be trapped in it for the rest of our lives. ”
"Grandma, you are so nice, thank you. ”
Love doesn't mean you have to have it, so Qiao Shengnan, if you don't love me, then I choose to let go.
After chatting a lot with Grandma, Lu Wanzhou also painted a portrait, got up and said goodbye to Grandma, Lu Wanzhou walked on the country road, her ears were filled with the cries of chickens and ducks, and there were still a few shouts in the field from time to time, young and old, all in their fields to welcome the harvest.
Along the way, the sun was just right.
Lu Wanzhou didn't know when she joined Lin Youjia's "Fulfillment" in her mobile phone, and when the melody first started, she was already in tears.
It turns out that what Dad said is true, don't try the taste of love easily, because the first taste will be addictive, and the heartache of loving someone who can't extricate himself is not something that everyone can bear.
At least she's not.
"Fulfillment" is still looping in the headphones, and Lin Youjia is low, full of sadness and a little free and easy voice that brings her into the whirlpool of memories.
"I have paid so many years for your youth
In exchange for a thank you for your fulfillment
Complete your chic and adventurous
Fulfilled my blue sea and blue sky······
Not for barely ridiculous dignity
All the backs were thrown on the day of the breakup······"
I don't know the meaning of the song when I hear it at first, and I am already a person in the song when I listen to it again.
There is a sentence that Lu Wanzhou has heard many times: The fulfillment of one person is better than the entanglement of three people.
If you really love it, let it go!
Goodbye Qiao Shengnan, my Ah Sheng, I... The former Ah Sheng!
There will be no time in the future!