001, you can go to death
2008.1.20
Zhaojiawan
Xu Yu, no, the person behind her reminded her that it was Hu Xiaolian.
Hu Xiaolian stood by the river in a daze.
This identity was only known to her when the person behind her reminded her.
She didn't know what was going on.
Why did he change from Xu Yu to Hu Xiaolian, or the identity of his grandmother.
She needs to digest these changes, what will happen?
Together with some of her skin, which is not very elastic now, and her limbs that are not very skilled.
She had to be familiar with them all.
The person behind her called to her, telling her not to think about it.
"What's going on? What is a good person, suddenly alive, what are you doing now?"
"What is this for?"
The words of the people behind him were endless.
No one knows what Hu Xiaolian is going to do.
She didn't know what to do.
I was stunned for a long time, as if I slowly knew that it was not a dream, and then slowly accepted the helplessness to introduce this situation.
Hu Xiaolian knocked her head and ignored the chattering behind her.
Because Hu Xiaolian was still in the coffin a few minutes ago, she shouted in a blink of an eye, and then opened the coffin, and when she came here, they were also stunned.
Hu Xiaolian was even more confused.
She was surprised not only to know her grandmother's name and the past, but also to feel that she didn't want to live in the world.
Because she remembered that she didn't say that she had a good life later, at least she had a big house, Hu Xiaolian didn't know much about what happened to her in her previous life.
Thinking about it, it seems that I only remember what someone said in my ear, as if I deleted any memory, I don't know the specifics, it seems that I drank a bowl of soup.
Meng Po soup?
Hu Xiaolian thought, wondering.
She only remembered that she committed suicide by hanging the beam in the end, and as for why she couldn't open it, she didn't remember it, it should be too much to think about or something......
But that scene, it seems that the environment is good, what is going on?
Why did you live in a big house after that, and what happened to your family?
A series of question marks have not yet been solved.
Immediately pulled by one or two people's loud shouts and actions, Hu Xiaolian was stunned, "What are you doing?"
The two men ignored her.
In an instant, the memory in the mind of the original owner, that is, Grandma Xu Yu, restarted.
She knew that this was Aunt Wang and Aunt Li in the township.
In her memory, Hu Xiaolian likes to chat with them.
"Don't, don't, no matter what? Tell us, the children are in a hurry, and they don't dare to come!"
Yes, they were in a hurry, looking not far away, eager to try, but they didn't dare to come, except that no one knew what was going on, and secondly, there was also a fear of provoking the unknown.
But one of the sons and daughters came over, and on the side shed tears.
Most of the juniors are "looking" at strange things from a distance.
"Nima ......" Hu Xiaolian suddenly thought of something.
Directly yelling "You...... Come over to me!"
The momentum is like a rainbow, but it does not have the breath of a dying man.
In the confusion, puzzlement, and confusion of the meaning, everyone soon surrounded Hu Xiaolian's hut.
Hu Xiaolian entered the room with a familiar and unfamiliar feeling.
Familiarity is the overlap of memories, strangeness is that it is the first time she has come in like this, in such an identity.
When she was a child, Xu Yu was just joking, or came during the New Year's holidays, but she came less later, and she didn't even see Hu Xiaolian for the last time, because she went to work because of other things......
Hu Xiaolian put away her memory.
Then Hu Xiaolian was furious, pointing at the children and grandchildren, and almost roared, "Your grandmother's ...... No, you guys, now, do one thing, no, a few things!"
When this sentence came out, they were all stunned and looked at Hu Xiaolian.
Suddenly, a person came up with the back of his hand to measure Hu Xiaolian's forehead, and touched his forehead again.
The person who came was Zhao Dazhuang, that is, Hu Xiaolian's husband and wife.
Hu Xiaolian glanced at him and ignored him.
Zhao Dazhuang chattered endlessly, "It's not burned like this, what's the matter? These are all children, what are you making a fuss about?"
"What am I fussing?" the snort came out of the tip of his nose, very disdainful.
The children are chattering and caring, and there are also bold daughters who come over to help Hu Xiaolian to the side of the bed.
Serve tea and pour water, shush the cold and ask for warmth.
Hu Xiaolian was disdainful.
It's just that Yu Guang saw Zhao Xiaozhen, his eldest aunt in his previous life, Xu Yu's mother Zhao Xiaohui's sister, that is, Xu Yu's grandmother's eldest daughter.
Hu Xiaolian felt kind when she looked at her, although she didn't know the specifics, but she felt that there must be some kind of help.
Let's help you in the future!
Seeing Zhao Xiaozhen sobbing there, snot and tears together, Hu Xiaolian didn't want to touch Zhao Xiaozhen's face, but when she put it down, Zhao Xiaozhen grabbed Hu Xiaolian's hand.
The temperature of the palm of the hand made Hu Xiaolian's words seem to have a temperature, "You ......"
"Why, why do you say, you say, I listen! I'm here!" Zhao Xiaozhen muttered, "Do you really want to eat meat or ......?"
Hu Xiaolian seems to have some impressions.
It doesn't have any effect on the memory of the owner of his body, but he doesn't remember some of the memories behind Xu Yu in his previous life.
It seems that I have deleted the memory of certain years.
I also remember Xu Yushi's depression after hearing about his grandmother's death, and the thought of wanting to eat meat before he died.
That was after Xu Yu heard it, Zhao Xiaozhen and other relatives said.
Zhao Xiaozhen sobbed and said her remorse.
"My old bones are slow, slow, I'm really sorry, you want it, you still want to eat, I'll get it!"
Zhao Xiaozhen said, crying too.
Yes, in the end, Hu Xiaolian wanted to eat the ribs, but her desire to eat meat was not satisfied, Zhao Xiaozhen kept on the way to get it, and not long after turning around, Hu Xiaolian passed away.
She didn't know if she hated herself for not getting the ribs done quickly, or if she shouldn't have walked away and didn't see her for the last time.
When I came back like this, it was already a scene of breathlessness and crying.
At this point, she hesitated, not knowing whether to make up for that bite or save it for the last one in case.
"I can eat anywhere!" Hu Xiaolian said.
Yes, this is something that Zhao Xiaozhen said she had thought about, so she was not ready to leave at that time, but at that time, Hu Xiaolian insisted, and then ...... Alas......
This sentence seemed to make me relieved at the beginning, and it also made Zhao Xiaozhen even more tearful.
"But ......," Zhao Xiaozhen hesitated.
is also worried, and wants to stop talking, both for fear of Hu Xiaolian's sadness of going again, and for fear that Hu Xiaolian will not die if she doesn't want to achieve it, and will not close her eyes.
But when I leave, I am afraid of repeating the pain.
In the end, an old man said that he was going to get food, and asked Zhao Xiaozhen to accompany him......
The last sentence that I wanted to say was to look at her for the last time.
And in the chatter of everyone, there is also a saying that he refuses to die without fulfilling his wish before death.
In a blink of an eye, the topic changed to how to let Hu Xiaolian die and leave safely......
In a blink of an eye, soon, two or three plates of pork ribs were made.
Potatoes and corn, a home-cooked dish, were served.
The chopsticks handed over, the desire to persuade to eat two bites stopped.
Is it okay to leave after eating now?
You can die, right?