Hu Xiaolian didn't know if she wanted to thank her for this unmade grace, but no matter what, what was going on, she didn't care for the time being, she made good use of this opportunity and worked hard.

She suddenly recalled a lot of things in her mind, and she felt that she had to go back quickly, hurry to her hometown, and let Xu Yu hurry up to review, catch up with the progress of others, and then study hard in college, and then take the exam, which is equivalent to retaking the exam again.

Let Xu Lei naturally persuade him, if he can, go to high school again and lay a solid foundation, instead of going to the so-called technical learning......

And feelings......

Hu Xiaolian's mind was her unwillingness and tiredness to marry as Xu Yu in her previous life, and she thought of all kinds of things, and even had the urge to go home immediately.

Soon, there was a knock on the door, which scared Hu Xiaolian into a spirit.

It was relatives who came and said hello and words to leave.

Although Hu Xiaolian replied politely, politely, and greeted, she was disdainful in her heart.

Because she knew that in the year or two before she left, she had little movement, mainly because she was an elder, the so-called filial piety was bound, in fact, how many people really wanted to come to see her?

Most of them are just afraid that others will take the lead, and they will be unfilial.

This kind of hope for the elderly is even colder after leaving, so Hu Xiaolian sees some things clearly, but she doesn't look forward to her children and grandchildren seeing her, she just hopes that everyone is okay and reports safety.

As for Xu Yu, except for his grandmother, other relatives don't move around much, so it can be said that there are fewer after that, especially when he is older and can't collect the New Year's money.

One year, he was sent outside, and it was rare for Xu Yu, who had been for a long time at that time, to go out alone like that.

There were no companions, and they seemed to forget about Xu Yu's motion sickness, so they simply asked Xu Yu to go to relatives and go to relatives on their behalf, that time it was Xu Yu's cousin Zhao Qin's child, that is, when Zhao Qiancheng, the boy who knew that there was a problem, was on his first birthday.

Later, I learned that the so-called hope that he would be brave, and the superficial names such as forging by the way, in fact, the real reason was that Xu Tianming didn't want more people to go, more fares, and didn't want to send more money, but he couldn't go either, because Zhao Qin's children didn't go to the full moon, so this January was not good to shirk, pretending not to know.

But let Xu Yu go, it's a bit good, it costs less money, and she is young, she was only more than ten years old at that time, if she didn't send other people's money, it seems to be a matter of course, and she can also accept Hu Xiaolian's youngest son, that is, Xu Yu's uncle's New Year's money, and the elders see Xu Yu how much silver, but less than when Xu Yu was a child, and some people don't give it.

But after Xu Yu went home that time, Xu Tianming asked, and Xu Yu said that he gave his cousin Zhao Qin's child a hundred.

In fact, I didn't say it, there were other younger children who also sent money to some extent.

Xu Yu's memory remembers Xu Tianming's anger at that time.

I was very angry, because I didn't save much money in that way, even if this money was mostly Xu Yu's previous New Year's money, but it was still severely criticized.

"Are you a fool? I said it, I was afraid that you would make your own decisions, and I said that I didn't care about those people, I went to participate in the time, and asked your parents if they didn't come, and they said that the fish pond couldn't leave, why, how can I not believe it!"

Xu Yu clearly remembered that Xu Tianming poked her forehead twice with his fingers, remembering the words and expressions.

Xu Yu remembers saying to herself, "It's all gone, and I can't go without anything, so I don't gossip about people, why did I come here?"

Xu Yu's meaning is naturally that since she is going to send it away, she still knows about this corpse.

The so-called sensible was defined at that time as redundant and stupid.

Hu Xiaolian is now filtering the memories of Xu Yu in her previous life, and she also understands that in their hearts at that time, or being gossiped about, they went anyway, just save money, and maybe they are educated, and they feel that their parents are negligent and their children are still young.

No one cares about this "mistake", even if it is actually actual, it seems to be a deliberate "mistake".

Saving money and spending less money seems to be the subconscious in the bones of that generation.

It is deeply ingrained and difficult to disintegrate, like something that seeps into the soul.

No one cared that Xu Yu was like this time, the thrilling for her, and the uncomfortable motion sickness, and the fatigue of running at both ends in a muddy way.

All they care about is whether they spend as little money as they can, and their "mistakes".

I still remember that Zhao Xiaohui learned at that time and said, "It's better for me to go, I also want to see my mother!"

"Mom, what mom, you are lazy and lazy, what are you doing alive, your mother wants to say it to me, ask her how she was educated, and if she is not there, she will scold her in the soil......"

Xu Tianming really even if Hu Xiaolian in the previous life is gone, he still doesn't forgive this person who has worked hard all his life.

At this time, Xu Yu mixed with Hu Xiaolian's memories, and the person who was now reborn as Hu Xiaolian didn't know how to solve these grievances when he thought of this.

She also wanted to know, and there were questions that had been bothering her, "Why did Dad marry Mom? If not, what about the dowry jewelry in the family, how to explain, obviously both sides agreed, why did he end up living so resentful!"

Hu Xiaolian thought, if it is said a thousand times falsely, it becomes true, then can she change a little bit and let Zhao Xiaohui be more virtuous, and give her family more warmth and happiness.

At least, she won't be like Hu Xiaolian in the previous life, just come to the house diligently, do things like nannies and cleaners, clean inside and out, leave cleanly, and when she comes, she nagging her grandchildren to be filial to their parents, and her parents quarrel and quarrel, and they want to talk about what.

In fact, these are useless, the symptoms are not cured, the real education has to make children diligent in their hearts, understand responsibility, and take care of others, etc., instead of being confused, taking care of their own food, too selfish.

Maybe Zhao Xiaohui has never grown up in her heart, so how can she take on the responsibilities and obligations, many of them are playing the piano to the cow.

But too late "education" does not know whether it is too late and how useful it can be, but at least people have to learn to be sober and grow up, even if they don't want to, this is also a compulsory lesson in life.

Thinking about it, Hu Xiaolian was determined to think in her heart, "I have to get out of here quickly and do what I should do, maybe I won't go in vain!"

Thinking about it, thinking about it, the barking of the dog outside the house was not so harsh and irritating, as if it was some kind of urging to move forward.