19. One table, two teas, talk about life
"Well, I'll go cook for her. Ming Yan was about to get up after speaking, but was stopped by Wang Tianxiu: "No, it will be fine soon, and besides, she doesn't like others to help her." When Ming Yan heard Wang Tianxiu say this, he glanced at the kitchen again, and got up to help.
Wang Tianxiu took a sip of tea: "How are you doing at work recently, are you still adapting?"
Ming Yan nodded: "It's good, Mr. Fang also takes care of me." "Actually, Ming Yan has been working in that company for a month, except for the first time and today, when the two of them met a lot, they would only say hello when they met.
Wang Tianxiu nodded: "It's good to get used to it, I'm afraid that you will be very unaccustomed to coming here." ”
Ming Yan smiled: "I was still very unaccustomed to it at first, but now I am trying to get used to it slowly." ”
"It's good, don't rush anything, just let it be. ”
Mingyan sat on the sofa and nodded.
Ming Yan hasn't chatted with his elders like this for a long time, when he went to see Teacher Liu before, the relationship between the two of them was like a year-old friend, so the communication between the two did not have such a sense of seriousness, but it was different with Wang Tianxiu, Ming Yan sat straight, and did enough to look like a junior, after all, he was a friend of Teacher Liu, and he couldn't give Teacher Liu a face.
Wang Tianxiu looked at the tense Ming Yan and patted him with a smile: "Hey, don't be so nervous, let go a little, it's not good to tense the whole person." ”
Ming Yan also smiled, sitting not as straight as just now, but compared to usual, it was still different.
"I heard Lao Liu say that you used to be a bar singer. ”
Ming Yan picked up the teacup: "Yes, but how to say it, it's embarrassing." ”
"Embarrassing? ”
Ming Yan recalled the time when he used to sing in a bar, when he had just broken up with Qi Yunting, and the whole person fell into a very strange state, very sad, very depressed, very... Not people.
Ming Yan recalled that time only a handful of times over the years, and he didn't want to recall, nor did he want to advance that time like others.
"It's just hard, the kind that didn't eat this meal. Ming Yan said simply.
"I guess there's more to it than that. Wang Tianxiu looked at him and said.
Ming Yan also looked at him and thought for a while: "Actually, it's nothing, bar, you should also know that there are all kinds of people, and all kinds of dark things will happen." ”
Wang Tianxiu touched his beard: "So you don't want to be a bar singer because you can't eat enough?"
Ming Yan nodded: "Almost." ”
Wang Tianxiu took out a cigarette, threw it to Ming Yan and lit it himself, Ming Yan caught the cigarette, glanced at him, took out a lighter and lit it.
Maybe it was because she smelled smoke, Fang Yaxian glanced back at the two people on the sofa, at this time Wang Tianxiu and Ming Yan were swallowing clouds and spitting fog, she didn't say anything, silently put down the kitchen knife in her hand, came to the living room, and opened the window, Ming Yan saw Fang Yaxian open the window, looked at her embarrassedly, and then glanced at Wang Tianxiu opposite, and then ...... He continued to smoke.
"Didn't you think about continuing to be a singer?" asked Wang Tianxiu as he spit out a smoke ring.
"I thought about it, but I didn't feel like I was that material. Ming Yan flicked the cigarette ash and said.
"I've heard a lot about you. ”
Ming Yan smiled: "Are they all counting my words?" ”
Wang Tianxiu shook his head: "On the contrary, the last time he called me, all he said on the phone was to praise you." ”
Ming Yan is a little incredible, Mr. Liu would praise himself, in the impression, when he was still in school, every time he saw himself, he would change his way to "make things difficult" for himself.
He said, you are a good seedling, if you continue to stay in the studio, you will be wasted, your future should not be like this, when he said this, Lao Liu said with a little resentment, it can also be said that hatred of iron does not become steel. Wang Tianxiu said.
Ming Yan was silent, thinking a lot of things in his head, and finally turned into gratitude......
"What else did he say?"
"He said that the main purpose of letting you come to South Korea is to learn our music style well, and then go back to make your own music, not that I said this Lao Liu, really smart, is this your old Chinese saying, master Yi long skills to control Yi?" Wang Tianxiu said half-jokingly.
Ming Yan smiled and didn't speak.
Wang Tianxiu poured water into his cup again and looked at Ming Yan: "So, it's still that question, do you still want to sing?"
Ming Yan tapped his fingers and thought about it: "It's false to say that I don't want to, but... I don't dare. ”
"Why?"
"I'm almost thirty years old, and time doesn't allow me to do it all over again. So...... I can't do anything without thinking about the consequences like I did when I was younger, and I just want to work safely. Ming Yan said seriously.
"Actually, according to the Korean algorithm, you are already thirty. Wang Tianxiu made a little joke: "You can say this, it means that you are a contented person." ”
"Haha. Ming Yan smiled: "Just like you said, I'm already thirty years old, what else can I fight for?" ”
The sound of Fang Yaxian stir-frying came from the kitchen, and Wang Tianxiu lit another cigarette: "You don't have a girlfriend yet, do you?" ”
Ming Yan nodded.
"When the age comes, it's time to find one. Wang Tianxiu took a puff of cigarette and said.
Ming Yan smiled and didn't speak.
"You will marry a wife and have children in the future, to put it more realistically, will the contentment you seek now be able to support your wife and children in the future?"
Ming Yan froze, he didn't think about this problem, but every time he thought about it, this problem was always unsolvable, and over time, Ming Yan didn't think about it, but he didn't expect Wang Tianxiu to mention this matter again today. This caught Ming Yan off guard.
Wang Tianxiu looked at Ming Yan and was silent, did not speak, smoked slowly, and when the last puff of cigarette was finished, he pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray, and Ming Yan, who was sitting opposite, spoke.
"I've thought about it, I... I have always believed that it is natural to wear it to the bridge, but I don't believe in this matter, and I have thought about it for a long time, but there is no answer to this matter, because no one knows what will happen later. ”
"It's good, it's good. ”
After Wang Tianxiu said that two were good, he glanced at the time: "Actually, Lao Liu asked me before, let me... Introduce you to a little bit of work. ”
Ming Yan looked at him: "I... Guessed it. ”
This is, Fang Yaxian, who was in the kitchen, walked out with the last dish, looked at the two people on the sofa and said, "It's time to eat." ”
Wang Tianxiu looked at Ming Yan in response and stood up: "Let's talk about this today, let's eat first." ”
"Good. ”