Chapter 095, the scorching heat of love, the calm of love
After a music class, the students were still unsatisfied, even people like Tang Long and Ye Qiu, who did not understand music, were impressed by Yu Xue's posture, and the students liked Yu Xue very much, because she always had a quiet breath on her body, and there was a pitiful faint sadness in the tranquility.
"Thank you, Mr. Yu!" After class, everyone left the music classroom.
Wei Dongkui was the first to leave, and he was very eager, Yu Xue originally wanted to stop him to talk to him, but in the end he didn't have a chance, and everyone knew that Wei Dongkui actually liked her very much, so she didn't want this kind of gossip to fall on her and Wei Dongkui, even if Wei Dongkui was her most proud student.
Until the evening, Yu Xue took Wanwan and prepared to go home, but saw Wei Dongkui sitting alone on the grass side of the football field, several students in Class 9 were playing football, but Wei Dongkui was absent-minded, and there were girls around him who wanted to approach him from time to time, but they were frightened by the indifference on his body and left.
Yu Xue let Wanwan get into the car first and walked to the greenery, but before she could get close, Wei Dongkui turned her back to her and said coldly: "Don't bother me." ”
"Can't even me?" Yu Xue walked over quietly, and then sat down across from him.
Wei Dongkui was a little surprised, looking at Yu Xue's eyes and even a little evasive, his mouth stopped talking, but finally lowered his head, as if he was very aggrieved.
"You like me, don't you. Yu Xue's tone was calm.
Wei Dongkui suddenly raised his head, with some surprise in his eyes, looked at Yu Xue, and said in a low tone: "I've always liked it, and I've liked it since I saw you for the first time." ”
"Then why don't you continue to like it?" Yu Xue said lightly, the conversation between the two was not like a conversation between a teacher and a student.
Wei Dongkui stopped talking, he didn't know how to answer, of course he wouldn't think that this was Yu Xue's gesture to him, Yu Xue could say such a thing, it must be because she was angry, becoming Yu Xue's student has always been his proudest thing, being by Yu Xue's side, it will always give him a very peaceful and enjoyable feeling.
"I've always had a knot in my heart that I can't untie until now, would you like to hear it?" Yu Xue's expressionless face suddenly showed a faint smile.
Wei Dongkui raised his head and nodded for a long time, but at this time he was a little timid, because he was afraid of hearing Yu Xue say the answer he had in his heart, but he still sat motionless, and what he had to face was always .....
"I remember I fell in love with a person in high school, this person is gentle and elegant, mature and steady, so that many girls are fascinated, even me is no exception, many girls confessed to him were rejected by him, from the first year of high school to the third year of high school, I have been secretly in love with him for three years, the feeling of being depressed in my heart, no one can understand, and he is near and far away from me, far and near. Yu Xue said lightly.
Wei Dongkui raised his head and looked at Yu Xue a little overwhelmed, he never thought that Yu Xue actually had such a past, but he knew that the ending would definitely not be good, maybe just like himself, Yu Xue didn't treat him far and near, near and far?
"Time flies, the third year of high school, the college entrance examination, but I didn't have time to come back and say I love you to him, so I entered the university, in the college days, I can't forget him, until one day my mother suddenly told me that I want to study in Europe, then I found out that I didn't have the courage to say to him, not because of the problem of time. Yu Xue said, her face a little back.
Wei Dongkui had never seen Yu Xue have such an innocent and innocent expression, coupled with the tranquility on his body, which made him a little haunted, and it seemed that he had returned to the first time he saw Yu Xue.
"Why don't you confess?" Wei Dongkui blurted out, and suddenly thought of himself, why didn't he confess? Maybe he was afraid that he would be rejected.
"I didn't confess because I was too far away from him, I liked him, but I didn't dare to say it, until I was going to get farther and farther away from him, that night I hurried back to Dongning City, I found him, I said I love you. Speaking of this, Yu Xue looked a little excited.
However, he just smiled faintly and said to me, "You have grown up." Yu Xue's expression calmed down again, becoming quiet, as if she was reminiscing about how she felt at the time.
Wei Dongkui couldn't imagine that Teacher Yu would have such a warm side, but he suddenly thought of something and said in surprise: "He is your teacher?"
Yu Xue nodded: "He is my teacher, and he is also the most knowledgeable teacher in the school, this is what I have always thought." ”
"And then?"
Later he said, if liking me can make you grow, then continue to like it. Yu Xue smiled, as if she was relieved at this moment.
"Keep liking?" Wei Dongkui suddenly thought of what Yu Xue said to him, but he couldn't understand it at all.
"Yes, I continued to like it, and then I went to Europe alone, before that I even thought that if he accepted me, I would be willing to give everything for him, but he refused, I went to France with a sense of loss, and then entered the Vienna Conservatory, where I studied to clean up my uncontrollable mood, and I didn't come back until last year, back to China, but this knot in my heart just can't be untied. Yu Xue said calmly.
"Why?" Wei Dongkui didn't understand.
"Because I'm not convinced, I don't understand, I don't know what ** is, and I can't even let go of this love, and I don't accept the love around me numbly. Yu Xue said lightly.
"But......" Wei Dongkui couldn't understand, "are you and Teacher Cang...... The little girl ....."
"Teacher Cang?" Yu Xue suddenly thought of her first meeting with Canglong, "He made me feel what love is, but you made me understand what love is." ”
"Teacher Cang?me?" Wei Dongkui looked incredulous, and his handsome face revealed a little immature overwhelm.
"I have only untied this knot today, because you have made me understand what it means to like, not to love me, and there must be another person in your heart, and you have taken me as this other person, and you have adored me, and have developed indescribable feelings for me, which are even hot and unbearable, and even unpleasant. Yu Xue said lightly.
Wei Dongkui was silent, looking at Yu Xue and suddenly didn't know what to say, there was indeed a person in his heart, Yu Xue was too similar to her, many times Wei Dongkui regarded Yu Xue as her, this person was her mother, and her mother who left him to go to a foreign country since she was a child.
"Is there a difference between liking and loving?" After being silent for a long time, Wei Dongkui suddenly asked.
"Yes, you like someone maybe because you like her looks, like her temperament, or like her skills, these are likes, youth is like this, burning in your heart like fire, making you yearn for many beautiful things, and finally become like. Yu Xue paused, and looked at Wei Dongkui with a solemn expression, "But love is different, love can really touch your heart, no matter how beautiful or ugly, old or weak, no matter how time passes, this kind of love may not have the heat of youth, but it has a persistent long-term effect, a hundred turns and a thousand times, even if there are many tribulations, it cannot be extinguished....."
Wei Dongkui couldn't understand Yu Xue's feelings, but he seemed to know who Yu Xueyan was referring to, this person was not the teacher she loved deeply, but Canglong.
But at this moment, he suddenly didn't have that heart-rending feeling, and he was so relieved in the bottom of his heart, because he felt that he really liked Yu Xue, not love.
"The scorching heat of youth makes you irresistibly like a lot of things that you think are beautiful, but this is not something difficult to say, you like me, naturally there are reasons for you, you can also express it, because this is your youth, if your youth does not like something, then it is strange, or if you don't like me, wouldn't I be very disappointed?" Yu Xue smiled.
These words made Wei Dongkui completely relieved, and his depressed heart was also opened in the past few days.
"Like a person, just like like a thing, because it is beautiful in your heart, worthy of your yearning and pursuit, so I like it; some students in Class 9, they like Teacher Cang, and many female students in the school also like Teacher Cang, but this is youth, this is like, and people can't resist it. But love is indescribable, touching your heart, so that you have no regrets, even if you have been hurt, but you have loved, but whether you like or love, it is worth remembering. Yu Xue said with a smile.
"I see. Wei Dongkui nodded.
"Of course, these are just my personal opinions, everyone's understanding of love is different, but I understand it this way, didn't you Teacher Cang say a word, who didn't make mistakes when they were young? But this is youth, but liking is not making mistakes, it's a natural thing, if you have to ban it, it will only get worse. Yu Xue said, "Okay, I have to go back, remember to come to music class tomorrow." ”
Wei Dongkui nodded, looking at the figure of Yu Xue leaving, he felt a lot of relief in his heart, she was still the goddess in his heart, and she was not desecrated by anyone, but at this moment, he didn't have that heartbreak, and he didn't have that feeling of being taken away.
"Thank you, Teacher Yu!" Wei Dongkui said silently, then stood up and ran to the green ......