Chapter 079, Hatred and Punishment

() The original harmonious atmosphere was broken by the appearance of Long Yunshan, I don't know why Canglong as he saw him, inexplicably angry, in the General Intelligence Bureau, he made it difficult in every possible way, Canglong could still endure it, but when he saw his mother crying, he couldn't help it, all the suppressed anger in his heart burst out like a flood bursting the embankment

When Long Yunshan left, he trembled obviously because of Wanwan's words, but he still left firmly, which made Uncle Jia a little disappointed

"Don't blame him," as soon as Long Yunshan left, the anger in Lin Wanrou's heart disappeared, and instead spoke for him

"Mom," Wanwan walked over and hugged Lin Wanrou and asked, "Why does Dad make Mom cry, why don't you like my brother?"

Lin Wanrou didn't know how to answer, so she changed the topic and said, "Aren't you shy if you want your brother to hug you when you're so old?"

"In my brother's eyes, I will always be a child, of course the child has to be hugged by adults," said Wanwan, and smiled playfully at Canglong, "Yes, brother"

Hearing this, the anger in Canglong's heart also disappeared: "You little girl has to grow up quickly and marry you off."

"No, I want to be by my mother's side for the rest of my life, and I will be by my brother's side for the rest of my life," Wanwan said confidently

After staying in the hospital for more than an hour, Lin Wanrou drove them away on the grounds that she wanted to sleep, but Wanwan didn't want to leave, in fact, Canglong didn't want to leave either, but Hattori Heiji and Canglong said that his mother needed to rest, so that his condition could get better quickly, so Canglong didn't stay long, but told Wanwan to go back and cook for her personally, so Wanwan reluctantly said goodbye to his mother

After leaving the hospital, Canglong was worried for a while, he didn't seem to know how to cook, and when he returned home, he was noisy and said that he wanted Canglong to cook food for him, and if he didn't do it, he would be a fool, so Canglong came to the kitchen helplessly, looking at the kitchen with all the pots and pans, he suddenly thought of Yu Xue

"Could it be that you make an egg fried rice" Canglong looked strange, "It would be nice if Yu Xue was here"

"You miss Teacher Yu," An Qiuyue suddenly appeared at the door, "I'll help you"

"Do you know how to cook" Canglong looked strange, "By the way, what are you doing?"

"Of course she can cook," An Qiuyue said with a smile, "Wanwan is doing her homework, if you don't cook well, she will have to shout that she is hungry."

"There's no way for me to do anything, just don't let me cook," Canglong shrugged, "By the way, how is your Jixia Academy?"

"If you don't say it, I really forgot to tell you, with those people you introduced, the development is much smoother, the whole system has been established, there is no problem with funds, every month we will hold regular activities and tasks, don't worry, Xiaochuan is in charge of money, his leadership is also very strong, there will be no problems," An Qiuyue said, "But it's really important to talk about those students in international high schools one by one."

"What's the matter," Canglong looked serious, "Can't they make trouble?"

"That's not it, they are much more enthusiastic than we imagined, as long as they are assigned tasks, they are basically completed very well, and they are not at all what we imagined before," An Qiuyue said and smiled mysteriously, "You must not guess that there is a person who also came, běi jīng"

"Who" Canglong asked strangely as he helped

"Teacher Sun," An Qiuyue said with a smile, "You won't remember her, will you?"

"Oh, that porcelain doll, of course I remember it and I'm impressed, why did she come to běi jīng," Canglong asked, but he thought about what happened in Dongning before, and unconsciously thought of the scene in Yu Xue's room where he almost made himself have a nosebleed, which is indeed a fresh memory

Of course, if you put aside the evil thoughts, the period when he taught in Dongning was the most nostalgic time in his memory

"Tomorrow, you can take a leave of absence and go back to Dongning with me," Canglong said suddenly

"Go back to Dongning," An Qiuyue was a little reluctant, "What are you going back for, I just went back not long ago?"

"Don't forget the bet you made with me," Canglong said suddenly, "By the way, what is Sun Liping doing in Běi Jīng"

An Qiuyue looked unhappy: "Teacher Sun has taken your place and taught in Běi Jīng, and now she is a special teacher of the Ministry of Education, who is responsible for teaching your deterrence in Beizhong, and now the gentlemen in Beizhong are honest, but they are indeed different from what we usually think."

"Hehe, they're just too confused, and they don't have a direction in their hearts," Canglong said with a smile, "Don't look at them, they always say ruthlessly, saying what they want to do, but if they are guided in a good direction, they are no different from ordinary people, who wants to do bad things under the banner every day."

An Qiuyue nodded and said suddenly: "By the way, the man in the hospital today is your father, I don't think your family is very harmonious."

Canglong was stunned and explained: "That's indeed my father, I know what you want to say, if you really compare with your parents, I'm actually very lucky, at least I have a good mother, a good sister, and a good grandfather."

"Then why don't you try to reconcile with your father, isn't it perfect," An Qiuyue suddenly asked, in fact, he wanted to refute Canglong

Of course, Canglong heard the meaning of her words, so he said, "Do you know why I persuaded you to reconcile with your parents?"

"Don't lead the conversation to me, you answer me first," An Qiuyue stopped her movements and looked at Canglong seriously

"He didn't give me a chance to forgive him, how could I forgive him, what's more," Canglong said, shaking his head, "Forget it, or don't say it, my reasons are completely different from yours, and the things involved are different, at least your parents already have the intention of repenting, and I ask you to forgive them, I just hope you can get back what you lost"

"Take it back," An Qiuyue held a kitchen knife and her face was cold, "Can you get back the father's love and mother's love that have been missing for more than 20 years, do they have an antidote to the wounds I have caused, even if there is an antidote, can the scars left in my heart be healed?"

After speaking, she continued to chop vegetables, and Canglong said calmly: "The real fault is not with them, but with the concept of their family, don't you want to break this concept that has made you suffer for twenty years?"

An Qiuyue was stunned for a long time and was silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "Don't provoke me, this is useless to me, I only insist on my own concept of right and wrong, right is right or wrong, is wrong"

"What you said is right, people should insist on the right and wrong in their hearts, you have taught me a lesson," Canglong shook his head helplessly, "But because we have suffered this kind of suffering since childhood, we should have a responsibility in our hearts not to let more people step into the rights and wrongs we have experienced, am I right?"

Hearing this, An Qiuyue raised the kitchen knife: "Whatever you say, it makes sense, anyway, I can't say you, but I still insist on myself"

"Life is like a buffet, before consumption, you always feel that you have a choice, but when you really consume, you find that in fact, the so-called choice is only a choice made in the things predetermined under the rules," Canglong said with a smile, "But why do so many people still like buffets, the answer is very simple, even if you make a choice under the established rules, but this choice is still made by yourself, so there is still room for choice, since you can choose happiness, why choose pain?"

An Qiuyue was stunned, lowered her head and cut vegetables, and was silent for a while before she said: "But my twenty years are only because they are all suffering, so I hate them."

"There is a story in ancient Greece about a man who saw a ball on the side of the road, and he was very unpleasant to the eye, so he kicked it with his foot, and the more he kicked it, the more unpleasant he felt about it, and finally before he knew it, the ball became bigger and bigger, to the point that he could no longer imagine, and finally he was crushed to death by the ball," Canglong said to himself. Later, when he went to heaven, he asked Athena, the goddess of wisdom, why the ball was getting bigger, and the goddess Athena told him that because your temper is hatred, the more you kick it, the more it will only get bigger, and eventually the hatred will crush people, and people always feel that hatred can make people exert unimaginable power, so they use hatred to punish those who hate themselves, but they don't think about it, in fact, when you punish others, you are actually punishing yourself."

"Do you say I'm punishing myself too," An Qiuyue asked suddenly, but at this time she was no longer so determined

"I know you may say that they owe you twenty years, but because of hatred, you are more eager to get, because you are eager to get, so you punish them, you think you have punished them, but in fact you are punishing yourself," Canglong said with a smile, "The best punishment in the world is actually to forgive and forgive them, let them use everything to compensate you, this is the best punishment"

"I can't do it, I really can't do it," An Qiuyue stopped all her movements

"Okay, then you think differently, if you forgive them for yourself, wouldn't it be more comfortable," Canglong said with a smile, "Just give them a chance to repay you, don't let hatred follow you for a lifetime, otherwise this burden will ruin the future life, although it seems that everything is still beautiful now"

"I'll try to do it," An Qiuyue lowered her head and finally relented

Canglong smiled, and wanted to say something, An Qiuyue said coldly: "Can you not help on the side, you look at this dish has been washed a few times, if it's over, take the child quickly."

This time it was Canglong's turn to be stunned, and finally he unbuttoned his apron and left, but at the door, he met Uncle Jia

"I heard what I said just now, can you ask your student to forgive his parents, can't you forgive the chief," Uncle Jia persuaded

"We are different, because I don't hate him, how can I forgive," Canglong said calmly, "In my eyes, he is just a stranger"