Chapter 009: Self-immolation

Are you used to giving people a suitable answer, but the truth doesn't matter, at least your real answer doesn't make people believe, does it?

And at that time, if the true answer was to come by himself.

Then he asked why?

Looking at them in a panic?

But when he asked carefully, Xu Yu didn't want to answer, as if someone had opened the layers of shells and asked what was inside?

Xu Yu felt embarrassed......

Xu Yu collected his heart, looking at Xu Tianming's phone call again, Xu Yu didn't know what to say?

He would have asked where he was, why didn't he go home?

How should I answer?

Xu Yu hurriedly answered the phone and said, "That...... Something wrong with me?"

"What's the matter, I don't look at what time it is, I usually go home after work, but now I ......" Xu Tianming was obviously a little angry.

"I ...... I've gone through the resignation procedures, and now I'm on my way home!"

Obviously, Xu Tianming paused, and then said slowly, "Then hurry up, that's it, a girl's, what time is it, what's the name here?!"

"Uh!" Before he could finish speaking, Xu Tianming had already hung up the phone.

Xu Yu began to feel dizzy on her way home again.

......

(1, go home)

finally arrived home, but Xu Yu didn't know whether to rest assured or what!

Zhao Xiaohui asked Xu Yu why she was only going home now, as usual, and chattered for a while.

Especially when he learned that he had resigned, he was obviously a little resentful and said Xu Yu, guessing whether Xu Yu had not done a good job, otherwise how could the company say this.

After Xu Yu replied a few words, he didn't speak, just got up and left the master bedroom, ready to go to the assistant bedroom.

Then Zhao Xiaohui started again, "By the way, then your dad hasn't come back yet, I don't know, it's estimated that eighty percent is playing cards again, and he said that he wanted to buy a mosquito coil, and he didn't come back when he went down......"

Zhao Xiaohui was still talking, but Xu Yu didn't want to hear it, "Uh, I know!"

Xu Yu was very casual, and he didn't care about Zhao Xiaohui's door, and said urging words.

She was in a depressed mood.

Xu Meng was still nesting on the *bed*, and he didn't speak after looking at Xu Yu.

Xu Yu didn't say anything, he turned on the computer at random and was ready to watch the TV in the store, but he was talking about how to spend electricity, and he resigned and had no money or anything.

Xu Yu looked at the computer that was stuck to death, and suddenly he was not in the mood to look at it, so he turned off the computer.

Then wash and wash, lie on the bed, turn off the lights, and light the night light.

It's just that not long after Xu Tianming came back, he naturally said all kinds of words at home, as well as words.

Xu Yu couldn't sleep, and most of them didn't care.

I still think about the passing years during the day!

Still no response, no.

Perhaps, it really should be put down!

After Xu Yu finally fell asleep that night, he was *chaotic* dreaming.

Xu Yu went to school in the dream, and he was the one who sometimes wrote love letters, but they were ambiguous with each other, and they didn't speak, and suddenly they fell down while walking, and he came over to help him up, and chatted with himself while walking.

The years seem to be beautiful, which makes Xu Yudu, who woke up, feel a little unaccustomed, no, it should be unaccustomed to reality and dreams.

She didn't know how many times she had such dreams.

The same is ambiguous, no confession.

The difference is that the scene is different, sometimes going to school or working in a certain place, or living, etc.

At this time, Xu Yu also sighed and didn't say anything.

When I woke up, looked at the time, and suddenly I thought that I had no job, no more.

Xu Yu didn't know what to do, so he nested and wanted to sleep again, it was early, it was only past four o'clock.

After looking at the hour of the phone, it was turned off, and Xu Yu narrowed again.

Just in a daze, Xu Yu woke up again.

This time the dream was messy.

Xu Yu vaguely listened to what Xu Tianming and Zhao Xiaohui said, but she didn't hear it clearly.

But not long after, Zhao Xiaohui knocked on the door and spoke.

"Don't get up yet, everyone else is going to work?"

"I'm not going to work anymore, why are you getting up?" Xu Yu turned over and prepared to sleep.

"It's not early, it's not early, it's just quitting, it's not going to hurry up and find a job, other people's leaders are going to work, it's not good to ask others!"

It means that the leaders are all at work at this time, and they are just looking for a job.

"Others are busy, how can they have time to find something for themselves (to do)!", Xu Yu was a little speechless.

But Zhao Xiaohui said what to say earlier.

After making such a fuss, Xu Yu naturally couldn't sleep, so he got up a little reluctantly.

But as soon as the door opened, Zhao Xiaohui chattered again, "Meng'er, let's spread together, it's been four months at home, and I'm not active, and my good jobs have been found by others!?"

Xu Yu looked at Xu Meng on the *bed*.

also suddenly realized that time was fast, it turned out that Xu Meng had been at home for so long, and he was also aggrieved.

Only then did he really realize that his resignation also put some pressure on Xu Meng and brought a sense of family conflict.

Xu Yu inexplicably blamed herself.

At this moment, she suddenly remembered some memories of the past, as well as resentment.

(2) Memories

Xu Yu remembered that Xu Meng's tragic thoughts were largely because Xu Meng was a rice worm at home.

Constantly did not help, even the parasites at home, Xu Tianming originally disliked Zhao Xiaohui, and this is undoubtedly even more.

Think about it, Xu Yu resigned at home, and there were opinions at home, not to mention Xu Meng.

Xu Yu doesn't remember, and he doesn't know very well how Xu Meng lived.

She is more engaged in her own laundry after work, as well as watching TV, and then washing, as well as carrying information for work, etc., Xu Yu mainly lives her own work.

There are also trivial things that worry about work.

But for sometimes the family's words to Xu Meng, and what they discussed, sometimes Xu Yu didn't participate.

Because most of them participated, it had no practical significance, and it would only *lead to *fire*self-immolation, because it was originally very simple to say how Xu Meng was, but because of what Xu Yu said, the topic soon led to himself, so it became.

"How much money do you make yourself, water and electricity are not money...... Finally, I will talk about Xu Yu's failure and the predicament of the family.

Some words are explained, and then explained, that is, there is no such meaning, and it is necessary.

So Xu Yu didn't talk much after that.

There was not much to say about their discussions.

There's not much to say.

And now, he has quit his job, and even more, Xu Yu is also inexplicably because of his resignation, and he feels as if his status at home has been reduced and he can't raise his head.

Home is a place where money has the right to speak.

Except for his younger brother Xu Lei, who is a boy, everything is an exception.

That's how Xu Yu feels.

So for family affection, Xu Yu is still not very clear.

Home seems to be a place where you stay at home, and you have to pay for accommodation and living expenses from time to time.

The words can be regarded as a joke once or twice, but when it is too much, it is natural not to think like this.

(3. Reality)

Xu Yu looked at Xu Meng in front of him.

looked at Xu Meng lying over, not wanting to speak.

Xu Yu knew she was feeling impatient.

Xu Yu said, "Just let her sleep, it won't affect anything if she sleeps more, why be so serious, it's not to go to work, if you don't come in time, you will deduct the money!"

Xu Yu said and went to the bathroom.

By the way, I washed my hands and washed up.

It's just that Zhao Xiaohui is chattering, the pressure at home, and Xu Lei's job that he quit after a few days, and asking for money for renting a house outside, all kinds of living expenses are money.

And the account of this expense is naturally counted on Xu Yu.

is still the same reason, if Xu Yu didn't say what to do with Xu Lei, then he would still be at home, and the pressure at home would not be so difficult, and he would have to rent a house to live in a foreign job.

Naturally, Xu Tianming went to see that Xu Lei also got money.

Xu Yu didn't want to explain anymore, so he took a deep breath and didn't speak.

It's just that when Zhao Xiaohui said that Xu Lei was pitiful and didn't know how to live his life, Xu Yu suddenly became inexplicably angry, "What's the matter, I obviously see that he is doing well!"

"How can it be good, he won't get his own food and drink, he will come to everything by himself, everything will cost money outside, you still can't bear to say him, let him go and suffer now!"

Xu Yu was angry, "What is suffering, I drove him away, I can't tolerate him, you always say that I'm okay, no matter how much money I make, even if I resign, it won't take long to go to work again, and the money will always be given to the family, after I go to work, there is a point, a point with the family, yes?"

Xu Yu was annoyed and continued, "I don't have a point, so why does he stay at home to eat, wear, and wear, you are still afraid that he didn't eat well, and you should consider him and give priority, what about me, I always say that I make less money, I am not on the list, but I am also making money, what about him, why don't you talk about him, and you are afraid that he will have a bad life! Why, why? Now you still say that I drive him away, and I don't allow him, where do you start?"

Xu Yu was almost talking hysterically behind him.

But Zhao Xiaohui didn't show weakness and said, "No matter what, he's a son, his son is pitiful, you're in college, you don't make much money, don't you?"

Xu Yu took a deep breath and didn't want to speak.

But when he turned around, he didn't pay attention, Xu Meng had already finished washing and was ready to go out first.

But Zhao Xiaohui hurriedly went to close the door first and didn't let her go out.

This behavior made Xu Yu also wonder, and felt that it was a bit exaggerated.

didn't take two steps before he got out of the deputy bedroom door, maybe it wasn't going out or not, but in fact, Zhao Xiaohui actively closed the door first.

Xu Yu suddenly felt that this was probably an ordinary thing in life.

Because it was obvious, Xu Meng didn't have any special reaction, and he looked a little disappointed, and when he saw this, he closed the door of the deputy bedroom.

Seeing Xu Meng leave like this, Xu Yu was a little speechless.

Thinking of Zhao Xiaohui's words, he said, "Why don't we watch work together?"

Xu Yu is given a chance to let Xu Meng go out to breathe, no matter where he goes, anyway, he will go out, Xu Meng doesn't always take care of the house, right?

Xu Meng didn't have time to agree, but immediately opened the door, obviously wanting to go out.

Zhao Xiaohui said first, "I look at the family, you just go out, anyway, she doesn't want child labor!"

It means that child labor is also hard to find, forget it.

Xu Yu thought about it, knowing Zhao Xiaohui's estimate, eighty percent felt that Xu Meng either wanted to find a job or wanted to go out, so he didn't want to.

"It's not a matter for you to be in charge of the house like this, as you said before, the prisoner also has to rest and take a breath, besides, she is still a human being, a living person, if she is locked up in the house like this, she will be sick if she is not sick!?" Xu Yu said disdainfully.

"No, no, I don't want to, I'm too lazy to care, I can't even talk about it, I have to watch?" Zhao Xiaohui seemed to complain fiercely.

Xu Yu thought about it for a while, and then said, "Then don't look at it, what's so good to look at! It's not a three- or two-year-old baby!"

Zhao Xiaohui immediately pulled Xu Yu to the side, and Xu Yu heard Zhao Xiaohui's whisper.

It turned out that he was worried that Xu Meng and the man had run away, because of the previous incident, the family was already a joke.

And the point is that Zhao Xiaohui found that she was a little abnormal in the past few days, and she was afraid that she would not be at ease.

The implication is that if Xu Meng runs away, she can't explain it to Xu Tianming.

She was afraid of Xu Tianming.

"It's a big living person, I'll go out and bring it back!" Xu Yu said casually.

But suddenly I thought of the signing and Xu Yu also felt that the recent Xu Meng, not to mention Zhao Xiaohui, who was always watching at home.

It seems that Xu Meng has already planned something!

Now let Xu Yu promise again and again before agreeing to let it out, and the responsibility is on her own, if there is anything she has to do.

Xu Yu knew that he could say a few more words, but Xu Yu was also worried.

What if he went outside, in such a big place, and slipped away in the blink of an eye, Xu Yu really couldn't do it?

But isn't it a matter to be locked up like this?

Besides, she was supposed to see more of the sun and breathe more, but her condition was serious during this time, and she was chattering.

Xu Yu felt scared several times.

But to go out or not to go out.

Xu Yu thought about it and said, "Let's go together, we all have a care, as for the age, if it is suitable for the job, I haven't changed my age before, a copy, anyway, look at it, maybe there is a suitable one!"

In fact, Xu Yu also felt disobedient, because she knew that Xu Meng didn't really want to work, so she naturally wanted to stay with Na Min Xingchen.

Eighty percent of Xu Meng's recent abnormal behavior is related to Min Xingchen!

Suddenly thinking of something, Xu Yu said, "If you don't feel at ease, search that mobile phone, or throw it home......?

Before she finished speaking, Zhao Xiaohui said, take it, don't let you go, what if you touch it at home?

Xu Yu was a little speechless, but agreed.

In this way, it is to persuade Xu Meng to hand over his mobile phone.

Naturally, there should be no answers, or misleading.

She is alone, so naturally she can't play anything Mingtang.

How to say, Xu Yu hasn't thought about it yet.

Zhao Xiaohui said, "You can take out your phone when you go out!"

"What phone, why?" and then a sentence of "Then I'm not going!"

"It's good for you, don't forget it, then I'm also at home, your sister will go first, it's okay anyway, I guess I can't see any (work) reputation!?" Zhao Xiaohui said directly.

Seeing that Zhao Xiaohui immediately sat on the *stool*, she didn't want to leave, and was ready to be at home.

Xu Meng was a little flustered.

"Why do you search your phone, why? Why don't you accept her (referring to Xu Yu), you want to accept me, it's not fair! Where to put it, when will it be given to me?" Xu Meng asked a series of questions.

"Your sister is not at ease, how good it is to search, anyway, it's small, (mobile phone) don't be touched by others!" Zhao Xiaohui said directly.

Immediately, the obvious current situation and the spearhead were all on him, Xu Yu pointed at himself, a little speechless.

Xu Yu felt that he seemed to have nothing to do and caused trouble for himself......