Chapter 183 sighed

As Ou Ruoxi walked away, Fei Yan gradually walked out of the billboard.

This man was very painful and painful in his heart, and he felt that he really wanted to explain this matter to her, but he didn't know how to parse the content, because this thing was a big painful sentence for himself, and he wanted to tell her.

I've never done that kind of sorry thing for him, I really haven't forgotten, he hasn't forgotten it for a day and a night, he's never forgotten him, and this feeling and this longing are getting stronger and stronger.

What should I do, this kind of feeling can't be parted, this kind of feeling will never be acceptable, this is the promise of this kind of feeling that he can never get, he really hopes that this process will be happier and good, maybe in this way he can get a happy happiness.

"Ou Ruoxi, do you want me to stay away from you so much? Do you think I can leave you? I can't leave you, I will never be able to do this, I will never be able to do this in my life, so please forgive me!"

"But I don't want to, I want you to remember me all the time, I want you to get to know me again, to go back to the past, the best time ever, that good time will always continue in the depths of my heart, okay? Don't forget the past each other, I want you to know that I still love you, this is a lifelong commitment, it is forever and forever, even if you are old enough to make this kind of promise to you, I think there must be no one who loves you more than me...... Even if I'm gone, my heart is still with you...... Never left, never left a step, always in my heart!"

Just as Ou Ruoxi was talking, Fei Yan couldn't control himself several times and wanted to walk in front of Ou Ruoxi, he resisted his impulse, he wanted to step forward and explain to him, tell him about his own situation, tell him that he had never forgotten all this, and all this was no way to stop the existence of each other between them.

I want to explain it to Ou Ruoxi.

But when he wanted to go out and speak, there was some kind of force that made him stop it.

Is it that they are sometimes timid? He didn't know, but it seemed to be a deep feeling, and he thought better, because at this time it was no longer as if he didn't seem to have a chance for a day, when he wanted to go over and have a chance to say.

"Ou Ruoxi, I can't give you the freedom you want, I can never give it, I will always want to be imprisoned by your side, I want to think about sharing with you with you, I will always want to watch everything about you, joys and sorrows, I won't laugh because you laugh, I cry because you cry and cry all your things are mine, all my emotions are ......"

How many times, Fei Yan thought about not appearing in front of Ou Ruoxi again, but he always couldn't control himself.

He didn't know why, they especially took that step, he was scared, really scared, but he had a deep heart at one time when he longed for these things and even wanted these things, or he wanted to tell him in this way that he cared about him, or in this way he understood how his love for him survived.

He was afraid, afraid that Ou Ruoxi would forget himself.

All this is not something he can bear, the result he is afraid to bear, his own results, as a result, even if he has a trace of delusion, with a kind of fantasy, he doesn't want to know, he understands very well what kind of accidents will occur in this real life, he hopes that these things really don't want to be in front of him, he hopes that all this is fake.

I'm afraid that Ou Ruoxi will forget herself in an unknown corner.

If this truth is really this thing, then he really can't accept that he must be very, very painful in those depths, because how can he understand so much in this process, many things he hopes that this thing is completely according to his own ideas is the best, but this thing he can't bear the consequences.

So Fei Yan still couldn't help but want to go to see Ou Ruoxi, and on the way, Fei Yan saw Ou Ruoxi walking towards him.

It's all panicked, completely caught off guard by their hearts, and the public information doesn't know how to deal with it, and they don't know how to go about fantasizing about her in any way.

In desperation, Fei Yan could only hide, as if he was afraid of the secret in his heart, afraid of his inner secret, after being clear to the other party, the other party ruthlessly abandoned him, really he was unwilling to accept this matter, even if it was just this fantasy, if this fantasy was that you reached an extreme situation, maybe it was really such a good situation as you imagined.

It's just that what left him speechless was that the photo on the billboard was himself.

This feeling is really super speechless, I really didn't expect that one day I would look at my own advertising in such a way.

He was even jealous of himself in the advertisement, because just now this woman was watching him watch himself with a very helpless look, if he was at the scene, he would definitely hug her tightly, comfort her, tell her not to be afraid, everything will be there and everything is still there.

When Ou Ruoxi spoke, Fei Yan thought that Ou Ruoxi had discovered him.

Giving up his illusions or a feeling of his, because it was too obvious and too conscious, he felt that this kind of thing was possible, but he was fantasizing that maybe it was really an opportunity that had come, that they could no longer be hurt by any of them, that they could not suffer any more of these misunderstandings, that they should remember all the past, and come out again and be together again.

But when Fei Yan heard that he was banging on the billboard, Fei Yan realized that Ou Ruoxi was really talking to the billboard.

Oh my God, what's going on? It's a possibility, but it's a real thing, and he's a little confused, he really knows that Ou Ruoxi is completely unconscious.

Completely touched by an unfamiliar thing, but these words were clearly heard by himself.

At that moment, Fei Yan's silent feeling was like a feeling of joy in his heart, he was really too happy, all this came too suddenly, he never expected all this happiness to come so suddenly, he heard those words just now, was it really those words?

If she didn't have so many feelings for herself, and didn't have so much love and hatred for herself, she wouldn't have said so many words, and how much hatred there was, how much love she would have.

Do you want to see, if a woman doesn't love you, will she say those things to you? Will he say those words? That's impossible, only love or hate, these two feelings will say those words, and those words will cause that feeling of loneliness, it is inevitable, and it is absolutely, absolutely certain.

If that's really the case, then I'm really happy, it's just very happy, and it's super happy, and I've never been so happy, because this process seems to have found some opportunities, because if this opportunity really exists, then it's really happiness for me to come too violently.

It turned out that she was in love with herself.

Earning money is nothing more important than anything, these are the most important and beautiful words in his world, let her hate, let her hate it.

But how much happiness there is, how many alternative words, and sometimes how much disappointment.

He was in a very happy state, but all of a sudden, unintentionally, things would take a huge turn, and this reversal caught him a little off guard.

For a moment, Fei Yan felt that he was happy.

But the ideal is very skinny.

But thinking that Ou Ruoxi doesn't seem to want to have anything to do with him now, as if he is begging him to let him go, as if he wants to have a new life for himself, and wants to break off with him from now on, no longer only the other party's life, but completely forget about himself.

It seems to be a very resolute tone, or a lonely and helpless sentence, how could such a situation suddenly appear, he was completely caught off guard, didn't he play a very good role just now? Why did he suddenly let this way continue, didn't he get any help in the process?

Oh my God, it's a roller coaster, with peaks and loops.

But no matter what, at least he was explaining to himself, with a lonely and helpless look at himself, and at least their feelings were still moving and interacting anyway, and if there was no interaction at all, it was like a deep water.

Then that kind of thing doesn't mean anything to herself, to her.

Fei Yan was suddenly lost.

He was really a little lost, maybe this lost feeling would carry a kind of happiness lingering, maybe it would be better, he even hoped that this thing would happen more perfectly anyway, and according to this journey, according to this rule, according to this way there will be a solution, he thinks about the process no matter how he will get more and more perfect solutions in the process.

didn't know what to do to get Ou Ruoxi back to his side, Fei Yan was a little distressed.

This is really distressing to him, because after half a year of separation, this half year will really change a lot of things, including some people's living habits, any kind of past behavior, including a kind of understanding of things.

And the friends around him will also undergo a big change, and he will also have more of a worldview adjustment, do they have more topics to talk about?

Then I can still restore the youthful feeling I had when it rained, can I still do it? I must be able to, but I am not sure, after all, these 8 years are really a long time for a person's life, and anything can change in this half year.

No matter what, this matter will definitely be adjusted, and there will definitely be a plan to do this kind of implementation.

Maybe it's because Fei Yan's heart can't accept Ou Ruoxi's painful and helpless feeling is completely like this, so he makes himself feel even more uncomfortable in the depths of his heart, if it weren't for himself, maybe it's not his own reason, maybe this person should feel happier.

There are more of these happiness factors, maybe it's really because they play a very bad role in the process, so the other party may have more of these thoughts.

But no matter what, at least there is more interaction between them, this is the most important thing, as long as this feeling still exists, whether this feeling is hated or not, love or touched, the feeling exists, not lost, this is important, he believes that he has a way to find his feelings one day or find it back, this is the time of the day.

The originally happy mood suddenly had a heavy sense of loss.

Loss is loss, but there seems to be some disappointment rekindled in my heart.

One day I will definitely get this woman's new beginning, and one day I will definitely have this love, rekindling all hope.

I believe that this day will come, and he has worked tirelessly for this, he is unwilling to give up this kind of woman, he has never been willing, he will definitely get it in this way, he will definitely engage in what has inherited some of the misunderstandings that have been, all the misunderstandings will definitely disappear at this time, and everything will start life again according to the original foundation.

Ou Ruoxi, who returned home, didn't think too much about it.

Some things really can't be imagined so much, if some things are in the past and have passed, there is no point in you thinking about so much, because a lot of things have been lost, how do you control the category, what you should do now is how to grasp and control the present and more future possibilities to do such things.

Thinking about what to shoot the next day.

This is the most important thing, because I want to get this job, and without such a job, how can I support my family, my parents have this money, and I need to get more opportunities through this tempering.

I love these performances, as if this kind of performance, I get this emotional sublimation myself.

The most important thing is through the role of various characters, through their characters to understand their various life conditions, really this sense of experience is very good, if you don't have such a sense of experience, how can you know more about the joy of life, this is all your favorite things to do, but that feeling is particularly good, if there is no emotion of that feeling, how do you understand this emotion of life.

After she finished eating, she washed up and watched TV and read books.

It is the simplest way of life in her ordinary life, and she hopes that the lifestyle is as simple as possible, because she thinks that this kind of life may be so rich, so luxurious, but suitable for herself.

Isn't this the best state of the best?

Because gradually, I was too tired.

I have to go to the school tomorrow, I have to catch the subway in the morning, I will get up at six or six o'clock at the earliest, and I can catch up again, and the company will not arrange a car for myself, so I don't have much time at all, and I don't have too much energy to bargain with the company in this regard.

There was a sharp knock at the door.

"Ou Ruoxi, are you at home, are you at home, help me open the door at home, I just ...... at your door"

Du Lala used the phone at the door to wake up Ou Ruoxi from her sleep, this look at the time Wow, what time is this, this girl hasn't come here so late, it's not really not easy at all, I completely feel that this is a girl is a night owl, if it weren't for a night owl, I would have run over so late.

But this is her best, that is, her best Lao Tie, in this most difficult and critical moment, it is because of this plan to help herself always think for herself in this position, at this time she does not hesitate to look at you to see what help her friends need.

Because helping friends is actually helping themselves, the road ahead is still very long, and who doesn't rely on this friend to support when you go out.

"Why are you here? What happened to you here so late?Is there anything we need to do? Hurry up, it's cold, come in!"

Ou Ruoxi stepped forward to open the door, and saw that Durala had a big leather suitcase, as if she was about to load it into her home, as if she was a homeless man returning home at noon.

It's completely a kind of customs, a very temperamental look, I'm completely in a very tired state in the whole state, but I want to sleep now, but I don't sleep now, anyway, in this state it's completely the same, I want to come to live in your house, you have to come with me.

The two of them are Lao Tie's thing, and the emotional thing has long been, anyway, they just ignore me, and whoever should be in that house is whoever they want, and whoever doesn't want to do it doesn't want to do it, that is, it doesn't matter how you and I feel about each other.

"Don't say anything now, the people outside are very fast, have you eaten? If you don't eat, I'll help you make it?"

"You're welcome, that girl is such an important thing, I went to see that I was so much delicious, we will drink beer together, eat barbecue, this is called life, you see I haven't drunk beer and barbecue with you for a long time, I may not have a long time to talk about this kind of thing, including a lot of things, if you talk about these 88 hexagrams myself, it is actually the most interesting thing, you know? After I work abroad now, there may be a lot of celebrities who feel handsome, at this time, you look at my photos, I will show you when the time comes, they will still have a lot of psychology, if someone sees them in this regard, do you think they are a great contribution in the entire entertainment industry, is this the real side? ”

A completely straightforward woman, she began to crack and crack before entering the door, and at this time he was completely in this very serious and sunny positive state of life for anything.