Xu Tianming has always distrusted Xu Yu, and this kind of psychology seems to have permeated Xu Yu's life for many years.

In order not to want to stay at home, she has a feeling of running away from home.

So, Zhuang Ya was 21 years old when she died.

And Xu Yu, who worked alone in a different place for two years, married a man named Zhang Ping after a blind date.

And that year was 2012, WeChat rose, and Alipay slowly entered life, as everyone didn't expect, it would not be as popular as two years later.

Life is changing dramatically.

Xu Lei is also married and has children, but Xu Meng is going back and forth in the drug rehabilitation center.

Everyone's lives have changed, and Xu Yu also learned that Xu Tianming's derailment incident was confirmed.

Life is sometimes really a life of drama.

Whether it is tragedy or comedy, there are those who are happier than Zhuang Ya, and there are those who are unfortunate and who are still breathing.

And Zhuang Ya left like this, Xu Yu couldn't imagine whether the surviving eldest daughter was lucky or a greater misfortune?!

But life is hard, and in the four years after Xu Yu got married, I experienced it vividly.

At that time, Xu Yu no longer believed in the so-called love, it was too fake.

Life is actually too realistic, and the normality of chicken feathers in one place, few people live too leisurely, very little.

And the happiness in Korean dramas is completely just brainwashing.

In those two years, Xu Yu also had a beautiful love vision, but then he didn't touch it again.

Sometimes the so-called sweet drama can't heal the heart, but it will only make people more lonely and uncomfortable.

Because compared to real life, I'm afraid I want to escape more!

And the child is more than a year old, named Le Tian, Zhang Le Tian, has experienced too many things, I hope the child can be as happy and sweet as the name.

And unconsciously, Xu Yu wanted to divorce in the fourth year.

It seems that everything has signs, and the recent wedding anniversary was not passed, and it was still a quarrel.

If you don't get off to a good start, how can you hope for anything!

Maybe many people will think that Xu Yu's ideas are incredible, but only they know the hardships of life.

Just took the child Le Tian upstairs, listening to the envy of others, Xu Yu smiled and agreed.

When I got home, I asked myself, "What a good man is really?

"Yes, this man can make fires, cook, and hurt children, but these are good, they may not prove anything, who knows how miserable he lives!"

Xu Yu thought back to it, now sleeping in another room, the man who worked the night shift at night, felt funny about what he hadn't done before.

Xu Yu sent a message to Han Ziyan.

Yes, she's just a bosom friend.

Xu Yu posted on WeChat, "I'm very tired, I don't want to move, but he can scold me a few words even with a bean, I feel that I can't come over, I'm so tired, I'm so tired!"

"Beans?" Han Ziyan asked on WeChat.

"Well, he took the meat home to make soup, but today we went to vaccinate the child together, and he got motion sickness, so he didn't want to move, so he didn't get it, and then scolded!"

"Then what can I do? I want to open a little, and now you drill into a circle again!" Han Ziyan replied.

Xu Yu muttered, "A circle?"

Yes, she was depressed, but she couldn't get out.

In addition to her busy work during the day, taking care of the children, she also fights.

But there was no peace at night, because she always felt that the child was asking for her life.

Yes, Xu Yu has beaten a child, to be exact, induced labor, because the child has a congenital cleft lip and palate of the second degree, which is very serious, cured and even if it is cured, there may be physical and psychological diseases in the future, so Xu Yu gave up the child.

Xu Yu thought of the child and sighed, "I just coaxed Le Tian to sleep, I'm so tired, I don't have to get it, sometimes I feel, looking at Le Tian smiling, I feel inexplicably like Zhang Chi (the name taken by the deceased child before) crying, ask me why I don't want him, don't." ”

"Don't think too much!" Han Ziyan comforted, "Maybe it's too much, a lot of it is an illusion!"

"No, you don't know, that feeling is very strong, like, you know what? Le Tian was just born in the Nine Days of the Ninth Dynasty (Birth Nine Days Banquet), I couldn't laugh, because I felt that if I laughed, it was unfair to that child, I was thinking, if he was here, he would be more than a year old, and I couldn't do anything, this feeling was really uncomfortable!" Xu Yu thought a little unhappy.

"Why torture yourself, in fact, I don't think you are suitable for writing! Now you are not in good health, tired, and in a bad mood!" Han Ziyan said.

"What if it's not suitable, but I'm not reconciled, I want to have some achievements, and I finally signed a contract, and most importantly, I don't want to feel like I'm being raised by him like that, that feeling like watching people snort, it's very annoying!" Xu Yu felt a kind of gritted teeth.

Han: "Actually, why bother thinking about it, it's more tired!"

Xu: "No, and I want to go through this more difficult time no matter what, and even want to kill the child, I hope to write it down, I can inspire others! Life is sad......"

Han: "The original intention is good, but in the process of writing like this, you are not happy, why bother? Every time I think about it, my heart is a kind of torture, let go of myself and others, don't let others see it and become more depressed?"

Xu: "It's okay, there are healings in the back, how to survive, how to live, you have to survive, don't you? I think the best healing, in fact, let others know that some people are having a worse life, maybe, there will be some kind of happiness, not all of them are extremely happy and sweet, that is too much of an escape!"

Han: "Whatever you want, pay attention to your body, don't be too tired!"

Then the two chatted a few words, and there was no contact.

So, soon Xu Yu began to code words, busy putting them on the shelves, thinking about the days when he opened the treasure chest, and thinking that he could get ahead like a tsundere......

Before he had time to rest, Xu Yu was typing, but he heard some movement in the other room.

She didn't know why she subconsciously thought it was a ghost.

Yes, because she had seen it, and had seen it more than once.

It's the kind of fear that I've seen that makes me even more inexplicably afraid.

Subconsciously thought, "Should you find me tonight, ask for your life!" Xu Yu touched her neck, she had more than once, and she had about four times in her life so far, and she felt like she was being pulled out of her soul.

The feeling of being dragged out of the body and trying to pull your own body is terrifying, but it is also too real.

That kind of detachment, I can feel my soul pulling my own body, it's obvious.

She also felt herself a few times, the soul didn't know where to fly, and then it went back to her body, went to bed, put on her shoes, and then lay down, and the soul came back to herself, that is, the feeling of the body was very clear and real.

I don't know how to describe it.

Uncontrollable, as if sleepwalking away, back to the general feeling.

Sometimes I feel that the soul knows the reason why the body is in danger!

Because often after the soul turns in a circle, within a few seconds of coming back, there will be ghosts to pull the soul.

By the way, I forgot to say, as mentioned in the second volume before, Xu Yu can see something when he closes his eyes.

But it's not yin and yang eyes, because sometimes you see it, sometimes you can't see it.

Later, I pondered that it should be because of poor health and a lack of yang energy.

There were few cases when I was single before, but I was especially more pregnant after pregnancy, because my body was too weak after giving birth.

Man seems to have some kind of magnetic field and another world in harmony, or the reason for the merger.

Sometimes Xu Yu feels that he is about to die, so doesn't this mean that the person who is dying is the easiest to see?

Xu Yu sometimes pondered, but there was no answer.

"Knock knock, knock knock!"

She heard the voice again, as if she was talking, what did she say to save her, Xu Yu didn't want to think about it.

"Click!"

Xu Yu subconsciously turned his head, it's okay.

It's Zhang Ping.

Living!

It seems that it is easy to meet at night, count it carefully, and it will be at least half a day, after the evening!

It was a relative daytime encounter that Xu Yu had seen except for the night.

But yes, Xu Yu doesn't want to meet.

She was a little distraught and opened a certain treasure.

I ordered some boiling medicine, some medicinal herbs or plasters that replenish qi and blood, looked at it for a while, sighed, and turned it off again.

"I didn't wash the dishes, it's always like this, what else can I do......" and then scolded, Zhang Ping scolded.

Xu Yu hurried to the kitchen.

There were two or three bowls in the kitchen, and Xu Yu suddenly remembered that he seemed to have eaten noodles for lunch, but after coaxing the child to sleep, he wanted to wash the dishes later, and the child went after sleeping.

But as a result, the child fell asleep, she thought about going to fight, and chatting with Han Ziyan, and forgot to wash the dishes.

Like an amnesiac person, he hurried to wash the dishes, babbling and scolding people behind his back.

Xu Yu sighed, inexplicably uncomfortable.

"You don't want me to sleep more, don't you, I'm afraid that I will sleep more, you said you, you didn't do this, you didn't do that, what did you do!" Zhang Ping asked.

"No, nothing, the baby slept, and then I went to get it, I was going to wash the dishes first, and then ......"

"Count...... Come on, come on...... There's still some time, I still have to cook!" Then Zhang Ping asked, "Have you washed the vegetables?"

I couldn't help but look at the cutting board in the kitchen......

Well, Xu Yu forgot.

Even if no one believes it.

But it's a fact!

"Let's talk about memory, you forgot to point people in front of you, what can you write (come out)! Zhang Pingxu babbled.

Xu Yu was annoyed, "If you believe it, you can believe it, if you don't believe it, forget it!"

After washing the dishes, Xu Yu sat at the desk.

No, it should be said that the guest table, the dining table, but Xu Yu is given a notebook, a pen, etc., and Xu Yu is sometimes used as a desk.

Xu Yu sighed silently.

But I'm worried that some of them haven't been written yet, and they have to be put on the shelves at the end of the month, so time is running out.

Hesitantly asked Zhang Ping, saying that he didn't need to help himself, although it was a complaining tone.

But Xu Yu quickly went to code words calmly.

"Drawing, I don't know, can I get some paper and pen money, waste pen and ink!" Zhang Ping said.

Xu Yu didn't speak.

"What else is Mr. Zhang, Mr. Li looking for you to read the script, what are you thinking about in your head, others are still looking for you, you can't see others, you can't ask for anyone, and you're still looking for you, really, the Arabian Nights is here!" Zhang Ping scoffed.

Xu Yu was so angry that he couldn't do it, and said, "People always have dreams, think about it, and it doesn't hinder you!"

"Hmph, it's not in my way, but your dream is too unrealistic! It's a complete daydream!" Zhang Ping finished speaking, and went to the kitchen to work hard, and Xu Yu didn't care.

didn't pay attention, there seemed to be someone behind him touching him, Xu Yu looked at it in surprise, and at the same time, the person took a step forward directly, which was equivalent to looking at it from another angle, just dodging.

"What's the matter, hell!" Zhang Ping said.

Xu Yu moved his mouth, not wanting to say, "Yes!

Feeling as if he was too sensitive, Xu Yu calmed down and said, "What are you doing......?

"Let's see if there's still time, come, let's have another meal!" Zhang Ping said.

Naturally, after getting along for the past four years, the elegant words in that regard have become, "extra meals", breakfast, lunch, dinner, etc., but they both understand each other.

But thinking of intimacy, Xu Yu was a little reluctant.

"Didn't you do that a few days ago? Don't you have to go to work? You'll have to eat later, yes, you haven't stir-fried yet, you ...... Aren't you tired? Still ......" Xu Yu didn't finish speaking, he was dragged and wanted to go to the room next to him.

This newly moved room has two bedrooms, one living room, one bathroom and one kitchen, and he sleeps in the next room during the night shift.

Zhang Ping dragged and said, "Hurry up, hurry up, the child is asleep, just right......!

Xu Yu was speechless, "I'm not ready for this!"

Well, that's not all there is to it.

"What else do you need to prepare......

"I ...... in my heart" Xu Yu hadn't finished speaking, and he had already been raised by Zhang Ping's thin lips.

And then......

(1,000 words omitted here...... ）

Xu Yu was a little unhappy after getting dressed, and said, "It's not that I'm still working, I just said that I didn't have enough time to come, and it's a bowl (not washed) and a ......."

"Alas, it's not good to go to work after eating, I'm stir-frying!" Zhang Ping had already dressed and went to wash.

"It's not...... I ......" Xu Yu was a little unhappy.

How do you feel that this is completely like some kind of machine, too direct and emotionless!

Hurried and ......

Xu Yu didn't know how to describe it, so he walked out of the bathroom in Zhang Ping and said, "Then, kiss it......"

"I'm going to be busy, what kind of kiss, it's an old husband and wife!" Zhang Ping said disapprerovitically.

"Why can't it! Didn't you just kiss your teeth if you didn't brush your teeth just now?" because Zhang Ping sometimes expressed reasons such as not kissing after eating, having oil, and so on.

Zhang Ping, on the other hand, usually works the night shift, brushing his teeth and washing his face when he gets up in the afternoon, and sometimes takes a shower.

Soon, the rumbling of the kitchen overshadowed what Xu Yu wanted to say.

Xu Yu was speechless, and he didn't know what to say.

I can only give up, and soon the child wakes up, gets the baby ready to eat, eats together, and is busy.

When Zhang Ping went out, Xu Yu didn't know what to say, as if he was some kind of loss, and he didn't say it clearly or something else, and he didn't know.

Life seems to be in a hurry, everything, in a hurry, but there is no reason to refuse.

Tired, but not happy.

Thinking about it, I looked at the notification QQ text message on the shelves, and a certain platform information that was signed.

Xu Yu didn't know if he should be happy, he had already boiled some up, or if some kind of tormenting journey had begun......