Chen Lu only replied: I will adjust as soon as possible, you have to take good care of yourself, I am a little busy and have no contact.

Xu Suining originally wanted to send a few more words, but suddenly he didn't want to send it.

She looked at this sentence for a moment, and then there was an indescribable sense of powerlessness. It's not that Chen Lu doesn't care about her, but he talks too little. They communicate a lot less than they did before.

They can talk for a long time about a little thing before.

Moreover, she didn't know if Chen Lu didn't let her go abroad because he didn't want to talk to her about marriage, so he began to use this cold way to escape again.

Xu Suining flipped through their recent chat records, she sent a large paragraph, he only replied with a few words or a sentence, the messages were pitiful, and now a month is not as good as the previous day.

She went online to Baidu to ask this question, but she didn't expect that there were many female compatriots who encountered this kind of thing, and most of the answers were obtained. It's not that the novelty is gone, and I don't want to deal with it, that is, the relationship is no longer called love, but has become family affection.

But Xu Suining still has love for Chen Lu. Even if it becomes family affection, she can't accept it.

She likes to be glued to him and physically contact with him, but if they get along with each other respectfully, she will be very uncomfortable.

Xu Suining was depressed in the room alone for a long time, until she heard a noise outside, it was Xu's father and Xu's mother who came back from shopping outside, she adjusted her mood and was about to go out, when she heard Xu's mother sigh heavily: "What do you mean when you say that Alu shirks marriage?"

Father Xu fell silent.

They were obviously not as optimistic as Xu Suining said when he was present at that time.

In that case, I just wanted to persuade her to relax. Just make her feel better.

Xu Suining could hear the two of them not speaking for a while, silently sorting out their things. It seems that no one dares to mention the speculation in their hearts.

"You say, could it be Chen Lu who thinks Ning Ning is not good at conceiving a child?" Mother Xu finally said the conjecture in her heart.

The sound echoed in the quiet living room, which actually made Xu Suining feel a sense of cruelty, she held the doorknob hard, hung her head slightly, and didn't move for a long time.

Father Xu sighed and said, "I can't think of any other reason besides this incident. But I still think that Ah Lu is not this kind of person. They have been over for more than a year, and their relationship is very good, besides, Ning Ning doesn't care about him being sick, how can he do this to Ning Ning?"

"Didn't you hear Ning Ning say that he wanted children very much? Maybe that's the case, how could their kind of family not want children. It was impossible for Arutah's father to accept that he would not have children in the first place. If that's the reason, I'm really ......."

But after all, Chen Lu saved Xu Suining before, and Xu's mother couldn't say anything, but said with a lot of heart: "Ning Ning proposed marriage to us at that time." She is so happy and determined, and Ah Lu is so cold, how sad she is. I think, our family is Ningning. It's already inseparable from Chen Lu. Every time he came back, he was the one who opened and closed his mouth. “

When Xu Suining heard this, he only felt his brain buzzing.

In fact, she also felt that she couldn't do without Chen Lu. He occupies almost all of her life, and she has completely regarded him as a support for her progress this year, and her love for him is also getting deeper and deeper in distress, gratitude, and guilt.

Xu Suining couldn't help but think of a question, if Chen Lu really didn't plan to marry her, then what should she do in this life?

Or is he going to have a baby with another woman from outside and bring it back?

Xu Suining can't accept it, he is intimate with other women, let alone having children. Even if Chen Luzhen has no feelings for the woman outside. Just to have a child, she also felt that the child she brought back was uncomfortable, and she was absolutely unwilling to raise that child.

Just thinking about it hurts her heart. It hurt so much that I couldn't straighten my waist because of the pain.

Since she identified Chen Lu, she has never thought about separating, and she never even thought that one day, there would be conflicts between the two.

"Don't say it, Ning Ning will go home later, Happy New Year. Xu's father persuaded Xu's mother.

"Hey, I'm going to cook, you give me a hand. Mother Xu called Father Xu into the kitchen.

Xu Suining took advantage of the loud sound of stir-frying and quietly slipped out of the bedroom, no one in the kitchen noticed her, and she walked out of the house.

In the community, there are many girls who have brought their boyfriends back for the New Year, and when Xu Suining went downstairs, he happened to bump into one, with a big bag and a small bag, and the girl's parents also went downstairs with a smile on their faces to help carry things.

The boy said poorly, "Uncle, can you let me marry your precious girl this year?"

The girl said, "You want to be beautiful." “

The boy said helplessly: "This kind of thing is our man's urgency." You girls don't feel our eagerness. If you like someone, you really just want to marry the person you like back as soon as possible, which is a man's innate sense of responsibility and possessiveness. “

Xu Suining's heart was hit at once, and she went to a corner. began to call Chen Lu frantically.

Chen Lu never answered.

Xu Suining was fighting, but she didn't get a response, and the grievances reached the limit, and she reached out to wipe them while shedding tears.

She impulsively wanted to send a WeChat message to ask Chen Lu if he had no feelings for her, or maybe the feelings were not deep, but he relied on her when he was sick. But in the end, she deleted the questioning.

She didn't know why, maybe she was just afraid to hear some bad answers.

Xu Suining stood in place for a while. Then he turned around and went upstairs, and without saying a word, he walked out of the house with his suitcase.

Mother Xu looked at her blankly and asked, "Where are you going?"

Xu Suining said: "I want to go abroad. “

"Ning Ning, it's a big New Year. Just don't mess around. “

Mother Xu was so bad that she persuaded her.

Xu Suining suddenly hugged Xu's mother, cried silently, and said, "Mom." In fact, I have been very tired for more than a year, but I want to work harder, and I still want his father to approve of me. In this way, I will also walk a little better with him, so I have not shouted hard work. “

She's been working hard to be more worthy of him.

But if it's really because of the child, she doesn't know what to do.

"Mom knows. Mom knows it. Mother Xu hugged her distressedly and said, "Don't always worry about him, put his affairs aside first." Even if it's nothing, you can come up with a big drama if you think about it all day. “

Xu Suining calmed down for a long time and finally calmed down.

It's just that she sleeps at night, and she still can't fall asleep, so she angrily sent a message to Chen Lu: I want to go back to the village recently, the signal is not necessarily good, and I won't contact you recently.

She wanted to see Chen Lu say something to tell her not to do this.

It's just that I didn't expect it, let alone looking for her, this sentence went straight to the bottom of the sea.